Latest Posts by meowingbackatcats - Page 3

made mummy a mothers day art piece <3 i’ll post it tmr cuz i forgot to take pics and already packed it 😭

monday ko mahe-met hai and it’s the same centre as viteee, so far and 9 am slot leke khud ki chudwa rhi hu 💋

living up to this post with the rot part

fantasising post neet activities but in reality i’m going to rot for three months straight.

do i make posts about daily to do :/ genuinely don’t know what to do with time anymore

self evaluated my paper today.

2 years have been an absolute fucking waste.

people are annoying.

cleaning up.

i don’t know why i’m back. it’s difficult to put all this behind me, it’s too soon to move on from an exam that i dedicated two years of my life to, so quickly- i feel like it isn’t fair to me. i don’t know if ill post but ill stick around, until im ready to leave? i don’t know honestly but i was cleaning up today- two years of my life has been solely this exam. i felt guilty taking breaks, going to sleep before 3 am made me feel like a failure and i compensated for that for the next day. all the breakdowns and self worth questioning- i put up with everything- just for this one dream- to be a doctor, to make my parents proud but here we are, on the floor- two days after the exam, still sobbing. how does anyone get over this? is there any point in taking a drop? they did this for two years, they’ll do it again. i feel so lost and purposeless. i’ve only ever dreamed of my life with this. my imagination never exceeded what happens after the exam. i feel directionless. i don’t know what to do with my time anymore. but i also don’t feel guilty for taking a break. maybe that’s a good thing? i don’t know.

was life ever more than the exam?

i’m sorry? paper leak? bro. i can’t.

sleep schedule so fucked

it’s 2.30 am- no more studying or exams and i still can’t sleep even after this terrible exam ?

what a waste of two years, goodnight.

drop lu toh bhi who’s gonna make sure aisa wahiyat paper wapas nhi aayega

180 mins 180 questions but physics im sorry WHAT THE FUCKING FUCK

?????????????

hi i just came here to say...

nta, what the fuck???

how was y’all’s exam ?

what.

d-day.

sote kaise hai

damn.

i’m going to sob the nerves are getting to me

how do i change my sleep time from 6 am to 12 am suddenly what

a day of mental breakdowns 🥰

mummy ko viteee ke bare me bola toh she scolded me :/ (for waking her up)

BC VITEEE KE RESULTS ABHI AAYE ???? WHY ARE THEU DOING THIS

update - your girl got short listed for counselling 🤪 (thoda confidence aa gya)

me biology bhul rhi hu, i’m gonna sob

final revision day or my final day

bc nazar lag gyi 😭 ab bimaar hu

burn out is seeping through the cracks.

hey, hey, lovely, all the best!! you got this, we all love you and we're all so, so, so proud of you for making it this far!! 🩷🩷🫂

and I'm sure that you'll slay bec you've been working hard, please do rmbr to take care of yourself!! :) love you loads pookie <33

ahh thank you so much !! love you more <3 i hope you’re taking care toooo

hello, my fav people <3

i don’t know if my nerves will let me post tmr or even let me form comprehensible statements so here we are.

2 days till the exam i spent 2 years studying. gave up sleep, food, fun and what not. felt guilty every time i took a break. 2 years filled with constant meltdowns, mental breakdowns, crash outs and burn outs. to say that the journey has been exhausting would be a huge understatement. we’ve all been through so much and it finally comes to an end, at least for now. might take a drop year or might change my mind about becoming a doctor altogether, we’ll find out soon enough :)

i really really wish you all the best <3 we’ve prepared so hard for this, given it our all- we so got this :) (gaslighting myself) i love you all deeply and thank you for being a part of my short journey here :) i don’t know if ill post after this or not- it depends on how my exam goes tbh but ive interacted with amazing people out here <3 if any of you would be willing to share insta id’s, please do let me know <3

all the very best to all of you 💌 i’m always gonna be so proud of all of us :) i love you.

signing off,

h.

💌

2 days left or 1 year 2 days left ? guess we’ll find out soon