Sodas Isolated Vocals 🥹😭

Sodapop Curtis who loves too hard and doesn't get loved hard enough in return.

He has to love too hard because he doesn't, who will?

Sodapop who offers to move into his baby brother's room to help with his nightmares. Not just for Pony's sake, but for Darry's too. so that Darry can get more sleep and go do his job better rested. Sodapop who drops out of the school that made him feel so stupid for years, but not for himself. No, he drops out so that he can help Darry afford the house. He drops out so that Darry doesn't kill himself trying to pay for everything on his own. Sodapop who will come home from working his own long shift and sit down to give his brother a massage so that he doesn't injure himself. Sodapop who needs to be the constant mediator between his brothers. Sodapop who separates them and then listens to them each individually. He'll listen to Darry's vents about work and money and will offer his support. He'll listen to Pony's fears and reassure him that Darry doesn't hate him, but loves him more than anything. Sodapop who doesn't really have that for himself. He's the family's heart and soul.

So, even when Sandy leaves, Soda knows they have bigger things to worry about than his "silly breakup". He refuses to make it a big deal. Because he knows that Darry is worried sick about the hospital bills and how they're going to afford those while also having food and heat for the fall and winter. He knows that Ponyboy is mourning his best friend and is never going to be the same. So, Soda reassures them and comforts them. But he can't do it forever. Some nights he cries. And not his usual, loud sobs. These are silent, heavy tears that fights their way out of his eyes and glide down his face slowly. It's when he's in bed, late at night, usually after he calms Pony down from a nightmare. Then, he lets himself break. And he cries. He cries for Sandy and what she did to him, for Dally and Johnny and all their suffering, for Pony and the pain he's experiencing, for Darry who almost had the life he wanted, for the whole gang who are never gonna be whole again. And he does it alone. Because he doesn't want other people to worry about him. He can handle it himself, they have bigger problems.

Soda, who knows he's loved, but wishes that someone would tell him or show him a little more often.

im dying over this. most pony and soda to ever exist

hey so I'm obsessed with this now

AHHHHH!!!!!!!! /pos

prompt: snow (I stole it from @milo-moment)

it's finally and officially winter. teresa loves it but brenda hates it. how can a perfect night go so wrong?

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Grian finds it easier than he'd expect to not out of bed in the morning. Instead of getting up, he spends that time thinking about relationships, the future, and the sunlight, all while curled beside his ally.

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“Hi.”

“Hi, you,” Scar replied swiftly, the smile turning to an affectionate, playful grin, “Awfully funny seeing you here.”

“What a coincidence, hm?” He responded, playing along sarcastically.

kind of an interest check! if i was to make The Outsiders/The Outsiders musical linocut prints, would anybody be interested in buying them? i'm still working on designs, but they'd probably be roughly $10 a piece?

favorite lighting/projection cues in the outsiders part 10/?

🎥: bikinibottomday

this 110%, especially after playing him in the play

unpopular opinion that “The Outsiders Musical” (2023) takes inspiration from “The Outsiders Play” (1990) by Christopher Sergel which were both adapted from S.E. Hinton’s 1967 The Outsiders novel.

oh victor soda.

it kills me how silly jpc is irl and then he just breaks ur heart as soda and has the voice of an angel like oh ok