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Denki Kaminari VS The World

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✧ Characters : Dazai, Chuuya, Akutagawa, Atsushi, Ranpo, Fyodor, Nikolai, Poe, Kunikida, Tachihara

✧ Word Count : 6K

✧ Warning : These can be triggering although I don’t know whether they’re accurate since these are simply my analyses, observations, and character study.

Disclaimer : This is a mini project to challenge myself to understand people and characters deeper. There is absolutely nothing personal against those who kin these characters. If I offend/hurt any of you, I apologise in advance.

— 𝗗𝗔𝗭𝗔𝗜 𝗢𝗦𝗔𝗠𝗨

Nihilistic. Commitment issues. Dubious.

You enjoy putting on an act or mindset that chips off pieces of you and it comes both deliberately or by instinct. It can be acting like someone you’re not, forcing yourself to fit into the definition of what’s “normal”, actively having self-destructive thoughts, making yourself hang around people you don’t click with, or sometimes all of them. You’ve lost your sense of creating meaningful bonds with other people because you can’t even be at peace with yourself.

What is self-fulfilment is to you? You place everyone at a safe distance and don’t mind if they leave because of your (artificial) antics. In fact, you foresee it happening. You see no point in connections if everyone is ultimately doomed because of themselves. You feel relief when you find out the hidden sides of other people because you’re uneasy if you don’t. That’s how you fidget. You have to know what’s incoming so you can brace yourself. The wariness is never gone, it’s as if you’re anticipating the exact moment they hurt you. You’re distrustful, never letting your guard down when interacting, even with those whom you like. You don’t want them to know that you know much.

Your awareness that everything lacks permanence combined with your wariness about everyone makes you pessimistic in forming new meaningful relations. Everyone is bound to either leave or screw things up, you see the lack of urgency to make amends to broken relations or to create new ones. You’re happy with who and what you have now, you’re satisfied with your stagnance. Nothing has to change. It’s comfortable this way.

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I like a headcannon/theory that I'm gonna share. It's simple with not much to it but here we go.

I personally believe that before the Meta Liberation Army commanders, became commanders, that they had different personalities completely, or were much more shy/nervous/not really knowing where they fit in the world, but the MLA or Redestro gave them confidence and they adapated new personalities.

My main example of this is Chitose "Curious" Kizuki

This is younger Kizuki, from what I see she seems alot more nervous and shy (I blame this on the facial features and the blush) then the older and outgoing Curious we saw in the manga/anime-

I presume younger Curious was before she was officially a commander or hell even completely in the MLA. But the older Curious we see is a commander of the MLA.

Also we know from how Rikiya talked to her, that she originally wasn't good at capturing emotion. But she later tells Toga she "threw away all restraint long ago". This made me think that Curious changed because of Rikiya, and developed a bit of a worse personality. To me her discussion and how far she went with Toga made me think she'll do anything to get what she wants/needs, and this doesn't make me think of younger Curious at all.

Another idea I had for this that I don't have much evidence for is Tomoyasu "Skeptic" Chikazoku. We know that Tomoyasu has an intense fear of failure, and has only failed once it his life according to him (as far as I know thanks to a post, his failure was a failed IT security system for Feel Good Inc.)

I believe that before joining the MLA and/or becoming a commander, Skeptic didn't really have confidence with himself at all. I've seen some people say his upbringing must have been not to well for him to see everything as a possible failure/react so badly to failure. He's even gone close to crazy to prove he didn't fail:

This makes me feel that perhaps Rikiya saw Tomoyasu's success and wanted him in the MLA. And I believe Skeptic took it quickly as a chance to not fail again, since Rikiya praised his success and didn't criticize his failure. Hence his personality coming through as the person he is now, determined not to fail again whereas old Tomoyasu may have just accepted he was failure. This may also be part of while his personality changed, a part of his old self (his fear of failure) stayed with him.

In conclusion: This isn't a really deep headcannon/theory, but I do believe Rikiya made the members of the MLA into brand new people then what they may have been before.

Nikolai, and his relationship with Fyodor-a couple thoughts

In a way, Fyodor represents everything Nikolai doesn’t like and yet wishes he could be. Fyodor not only embodies much of his ideals-a man who doesn’t have any attachment to emotion (on the outside at least), but he also has full control of the world around him; that being the thing Nikolai craves to be free. I believe part of the reason Fyodor understood Nikolai so thoroughly was because they share in that need to be in control: for Nikolai it’s of himself, and for Fyodor it’s of his plan, (or the world, it’s purposefully unclear).

Fyodor is not only a serial terrorist (which Nikolai feels awful about being) but he is also The Most controlling character in the series, what Nikolai hates. By killing Fyodor he’s not just getting rid of his feelings for him but he’s also Becoming Fyodor, in the way that then he will finally master his guilt by murdering someone special to him.

Nikolai is very gay by thinking that the biggest emotional attachment he has that he can get rid of to Beat The System is a man who he hasn’t seen since he went to prison forever ago

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