Never stress on what you can't control, and never worry about what isn't yours. Because Allah knows best for you.
Shaykh Bin Baz رحمه الله said:
"A bad deed in Ramadan is worse of a sin than a bad deed in other than it."(Any month other than Ramadan)
[Al Ikhtiyaaraat v.15 p.447]
“The people who are meant to be in your life will always gravitate back towards you, no matter how far they wander.”
— Robert Tew
“It’s easy to find someone to chill with. But it’s hard to find someone on deen to build with.”
Narrated Abū Mūsa رضي الله عنه:
Some people asked Allaah's Messenger ﷺ, "Whose Islām is the best (i.e. who is a very good Muslim)?" He replied, "One who avoids harming the Muslims with his tongue and hands."
{Sahīh al-Bukhāri. Hadeeth No.11. Trans by: Dr. Muhammad Muhsin Khan}
Just remember that Jannah is your ultimate goal. So if you can do that many good deeds.. then at least try staying away from the bad deeds and if you do slip then do know that Allah’s doors of repentance are always open.
What you missed was not created for you and what was created for you will not be missed, so be assured.
Worrying does not take away tomorrow's troubles, it takes away today's peace. Turn to Allah. He will help you
If you expect honesty, be honest. If you expect forgiveness, forgive. If you expect a whole person, you have to be a whole person. Spread kindness in any way possible. Remember it's a form of charity. Whatever you do will come back to you in some way, somehow, some day.