Thinking I Should Do A Reread Soon

to be seen without performing. to be heard without screaming. to be missed without disappearing. to be enough without proving it. to be held without falling apart. to be understood without explaining. to be wanted without conditions. to be. to be.

♡♡♡

Today's vibe: Reading, studying & eating strawberry cake 🍰

tétouan’s going through a heatwave this week

“Walk the line”

Morning walk to Cove Island. Saturday April 19th 6:10-6:20am

(viacarad1016)

I believe that the little things can change your life. Like when you decide to change your old orange toothbrush to a new purple toothbrush. Like when you notice that your music playlist makes you feel like ocean breeze instead of summertime sadness. Like when you notice the sunlight isn't harsh so a walk out might be good. When you comb your hair every night and brush your teeth before bed and apply your lipbalm and when you notice you are the only one who does. You know you care more for yourself than you think. That's how life changes. By noting the little things and making the slight changes. Notice how you deleted the contact instead of blocking it? How you wrote the shitty poem instead of forgetting it? How you studied for five minutes when that's all you could give? How you pray everyday now when religion used to be only a question? How about the times you decided to just sit close to your loved ones but without talking you just scrolled yt because words failed you? All these things that you did, the little changes you could afford, that feels like rain with grey skies amidst sunshine, a favorite scenery, your little life is decorated without your own knowledge. I think that's a little big thing.

prettiest tiles ever actually

Classes start today.

Feeling a bit apprehensive because I decided to take as many classes as possible this semester, and it's going to be tough. But as much as I love studying, and as much as I worry about the future, I really really want to get closer to the finish line.

On top of my classes, I also need to come up with a research question for my master's thesis (hence the book in the picture – hoping for some inspiration). I have a few ideas, but so far, I'm not in love with any of them.

At least the weather's nice! (although we desperately need some rain...)

[research life]

Catching up on my reading notes in the library after a fun and relaxing weekend in the mountain area 🌲🥹🤍📝🕯️

13/100 days of productivity

i am slowly getting my head above water, not only by getting things done but by realizing people don't secretly hate me (i know but be patient i only realized this yesterday)

academically speaking: python python python different types of regressions different models python python data tables APIs python python pyt*loses her mind*