Blackhead and Sea, George Wesley Bellows, 1913
“You want to know what it was like? It was like my whole life had a fever. Whole acres of me were on fire. The sun talked dirty in my ear all night. I couldn’t drive past a wheatfield without doing it violence. I couldn’t even look at a bridge. I used to go out in the brush sometimes, So far out there no one could hear me, And just burn. I felt all right then. I couldn’t hurt anyone else. I was just a pillar of fire. It wasn’t the burning so much as the loneliness. It wasn’t the loneliness so much as the fear of being alone. Christ look at you pouring from the rocks. You’re so cold you’re boiling over. You’ve got stars in your hair. I don’t want to be around you. I don’t want to drink you in. I want to walk into the heart of you And never walk back out.”
— Nico Alvarado, “Tim Riggins Speaks of Waterfalls” (via cannedheaven)
There is a solitude in this world
I cannot pierce. I would die for it.
- Ada Limón, Drowning Creek
since you were unable to take all the bad you were given learn now to fight with your nails for every inch of ground under your foot
Anna Czekanowicz, A Polish Mother tr. Regina Grol
The darkness was more compassionate to his swollen and violent heart.
- Virginia Woolf, Orlando
Maybe we do not cry about, but rather near or around. Maybe all our explanations are stories constructed after the fact.
- Heather Christle, The Crying Book
Portrait Bust of a Woman (detail), Roman, Antonine Period, 140-150 AD
Photo by Erika Dufour
A bird pecks at the corroded corner of the sky
Garous Abdolmalekian, Long Poem of Loneliness tr. Ahmed Nadalizadeh and Idra Novey
I am only as much as I'm not.
Dagna Ślepowrońska, tr. Regina Grol
Of the moon all that's left is a stain upon the window.
Garous Abdolmalekian, Necklace tr. Ahmed Nadalizadeh and Idra Novey