Why is it I need to deregulate my system from a shock literally an hour before I'm planning to go out?
TWICE NOW! I've had unpleasant experiences within hours of me needing to get ready to go somewhere.
THREE TIMES NOW! Someone has shown up at my door uninvited and scared the shit out of me.
Knock it off, Universe!!!
This is the first time I've ever heard(SEEING) an Emily the Strange STORE existing.
I still am upset I never made it to the IRL VampireFreaks.
Strange shit I've done since my partner has had seizures.
-gotten up an extra hour earlier to double check his medications for the day are ready to go.
-added a list of all of our friend's/relative's allergies and medical conditions to a note in my phone in case of emergency
-Once, found him still in bed (he was taking a nap) and simply said, "Hey, are you dead?", to which his foot twitch was sufficient indication he was, in fact, alive. He later asked about that, thinking it was an odd dream.
- forced myself to get out of bed and create a space for myself downstairs to work on my crafts. I have to give myself space and freedom, as much as I need to trust he'll not have another seizure.
God, this is so hard to face. I'm definitely going through some kind of after shock. I've noticed that it happens about once a month, and it's consuming.
I'm so tired.
Yeah, I am. I spent 5 hours searching for one, and found a pretty perfect one. Just hope it fits.
Seriously, am I going to be bedazzling a skeleton body suit now or what?
Unadulterated Woman existing. WARNING: HAIR! https://linktr.ee/fatmorticia
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