Morticiafattymshasabeard - Morticia Fattyms

I can't believe Im miserable about not being this.

I used to be, can be, a cute funny dork, but I don't know what is holding me bavk now?

This used to be me, what happened to me?

5/6 Acknowledging.

Part 2/6: Consideration

I had a grey faux fur jacket from hot topic I paired with far too tall demonias (the only ones I ever owned- the Ankle Breakers), with a mini skirt.

Some kid (like 6/7 years old to my 17 then) at Walmart thought I was really cool and came over to talk to me.

It was such a cute moment having this little kid think my boots were cool and wanting to feel the faux fur cuff of my sleeve.

May this serve as my legal Will. I Authorize my tombstone/urn to bear the description "Aundrea, Never Heard, Rarely Listened To" to be etched upon my final resting vessel.

6/6: ACCEPTABLE

We held on til May. Now what

Strange shit I've done since my partner has had seizures.

-gotten up an extra hour earlier to double check his medications for the day are ready to go.

-added a list of all of our friend's/relative's allergies and medical conditions to a note in my phone in case of emergency

-Once, found him still in bed (he was taking a nap) and simply said, "Hey, are you dead?", to which his foot twitch was sufficient indication he was, in fact, alive. He later asked about that, thinking it was an odd dream.

- forced myself to get out of bed and create a space for myself downstairs to work on my crafts. I have to give myself space and freedom, as much as I need to trust he'll not have another seizure.

God, this is so hard to face. I'm definitely going through some kind of after shock. I've noticed that it happens about once a month, and it's consuming.

I'm so tired.

Hey i’m a fashion design student so i have tons and tons of pdfs and docs with basic sewing techniques, pattern how-tos, and resources for fabric and trims. I’ve compiled it all into a shareable folder for anyone who wants to look into sewing and making their own clothing. I’ll be adding to this folder whenever i come across new resources

https://drive.google.com/drive/folders/16uhmMb8kE4P_vOSycr6XSa9zpmDijZSd?usp=sharing