Reblog To Remind Prev They're Not A Bother And Their Presence Is Wanted

I literally watched Float 30 mins ago. My eyes are still not dry.

Crossing the river 🐈‍⬛🌿

The horrors of an aging body persist, but so must I.

Yoshitaka Amano

Speaking of being Satanized. . .

I've created a Fan-Ghoulette. I'll probably make a side-blog for that.

I'm just happy to have a passionate creative outlet starting to open up. I'm hoping it leads to the floodgates of my pent up ideas to finally get motivation to actually *DO* now. So what that it's fuled by GHOST? Let me be possesed by Tobias himself if it means I'll actually create my projects at last.

It's been a frustrating few years having idea after idea and always being too scared(?) to actually *do* them to anything presentable.

Went to the Ren Faire yesterday! So fun! My love and I dipped our hands in wax. A mermaid gifted me a bit of her treasure.

But the moment that leaves my soul crying with joy and love and happiness, was being SEEN by another lovely lady. Wordlessly, we communicated, as we didn't need them at all.

She acknowledged, in such soft admiration, my beard. The way she smiled and offered her hand for a High Five, only solidifying more how absolutely wonderful she was.

I felt like taking her hand and going on an adventure with her, but our paths had to part.

I am hugging her in my heart so tightly today.

Having some morning rain and smoke on the porch. The sun is rising and I think of one of my many favorite 69 Eyes songs.

My mind wanders to GHOST again. Specifically my silly costume.

And I think. . .

What if I bedazzle "sister of charity" on the habit, in the back?

Then it hits me.

Right thigh: Sister of Mercy followed by SoM band logo

Left thigh: Sister of Charity followed by 69 Eyes Ankh

Habit back would have a Fan and sword with a flowing ribbon with:

"I am made for Perils, as well as Tenderness" -Julie D'Aubigny

And a Flaming Radiant Sacred Heart on my chest with "JGS3" in it.

As an OC, cool, IRL NOPE. Maybe the sacred heart though.

"BNEDDYZ RAGDOLL" is already floating around as an idea too.

3/6: The edge of Sanity