Latest Posts by morticiafattymshasabeard - Page 3

Ghost fans trying to sleep after midnight April 11th 2025.

gn dears xx

ketzal_coatl

"I can never run and I cannot hide..."

Nosferatu by Joseph Vargo

Speaking of being Satanized. . .

I've created a Fan-Ghoulette. I'll probably make a side-blog for that.

I'm just happy to have a passionate creative outlet starting to open up. I'm hoping it leads to the floodgates of my pent up ideas to finally get motivation to actually *DO* now. So what that it's fuled by GHOST? Let me be possesed by Tobias himself if it means I'll actually create my projects at last.

It's been a frustrating few years having idea after idea and always being too scared(?) to actually *do* them to anything presentable.

how the absolute FUCK am i supposed to live long and prosper in these conditions

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Vintage sacred heart french votive lamp

Arches National Park, Utah photo: Elliot McGucken

Oooh, I love the skirt!!

Antonio Berardi - Fall 1999 RTW

Nature Static ii.

Phone recording of a tree during a rainy morning.

Aundrea S.

Ocean Grove, NJ. April, 4th, 2025.

Having some morning rain and smoke on the porch. The sun is rising and I think of one of my many favorite 69 Eyes songs.

My mind wanders to GHOST again. Specifically my silly costume.

And I think. . .

What if I bedazzle "sister of charity" on the habit, in the back?

Then it hits me.

Right thigh: Sister of Mercy followed by SoM band logo

Left thigh: Sister of Charity followed by 69 Eyes Ankh

Habit back would have a Fan and sword with a flowing ribbon with:

"I am made for Perils, as well as Tenderness" -Julie D'Aubigny

And a Flaming Radiant Sacred Heart on my chest with "JGS3" in it.

As an OC, cool, IRL NOPE. Maybe the sacred heart though.

"BNEDDYZ RAGDOLL" is already floating around as an idea too.

Dumbass witch cursed herself out of loving friendships, and that's the saddest part.

You're an idiot, Tara Wasserman.

This for you, Tara Wasserman.

THE CROW (1994)

Ghost - Life Eternal (Palacio de los Deportes Concert Video)

"Death on a pale horse " by Dave McKean

Nature Static.

Cell Phone Video of Ocean, zoomed in.

March 27th, 2025. Bradley Beach, NJ.

Aundrea S.

Joe used to call me "cute fuzzy face", while gently tickling my beard.

He helped me accept myself.

I used to tell him "You like my body more than I do, what do you think about this dress?" And he'd say he'd think everything looked good on me, better *off* of me, and that he liked me best when *I* liked myself.

I wish I had internalized that more intensely then. I wish I had wore all my stupid cute hoarded clothes for him more.

Had a fascinating day of acceptance and love at work today.

Was told my "Frida Kahlo *thing*" was really flattering on me, and that I "made it femmine". Her own daughter lasers hers, so seeing me made her feel like her daughter could be loved with her own.

I said her daughter knows what she wants the best. It takes small steps to get this much courage. I already had all accepting love supporting me in this journey, I now do it to honor that love and support.

Someone else brought me such sad, beautiful memorial photos. We had a *Moment* with our Losses. She gave me a hug that filled me with warmth.

I was so excited to make Joe a Bone Daddy Suit FUUUUUUUCK

Thank you, instagram

I always wanted the left outfit, but the faux corset tops Tripp NYC sold in Hot Topic were never flattering on me.

+rose+mortem+

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There is something unspeakably wonderful in providing another living thing with peace and kindness for no other reason than because you can provide that to them without issue.