MY FIRST TIME AEEING VEE!!!!

TW ramble and mental issues <3

guys..... I REALLY MISS MY FRIEND LIKE A LOT!!!! OMG OKG IM LITTIRALLY GONNA CRY!! OMG.... 😭😭😭😭😭 HELP *sigh* okay I've gotta chill. But I really haven't slept in like.... I dunno? I week? Maybe more?? My everything hurts and I really just wanna see my friends again like thier my live support!! They literally saved me from offing myself. I really need therapy but I think I subconsciously like suffering... that's kinda weird huh? I like not sleeping but I'm complaining.... thiers something seriously wrong with me. Okay bye for now my mom's about to whip me :3 (not really chill)

Tiny Lil Update I'm probably gonna post later tonight or something

This is the highest I've ever climbed the tree beat that! :3

We also saw Mr.Joyride on the 1st floor :3 (omg I love him so much XD)

Thats it fir now so bye besties and don't forget to slay night or day!!💅💅✨️✨️

What's up!? Merry Christmas!!

soooooooo.... I had like two versions of Christmas art but I was way to lazy to finish them since they were both still sketches so! Instead I made some art of Vee!! Consider this my present to you all!!!

I love her so much. . . I'm so close to actually getting her but I need more reaserch!! Ugh! Okie!!! Bye besties! And have a good rest of you day/night!

HEY LOSERS!!! X3 (JK love you all)[crk]

:0 WOW!!! (CRK)

No risks

I'm desperate. . .

Guys.... help.....

I have a fricking ARTBLOCK!!!!! Also you've contracted a rare case of ligma... >:3

TW!! Vent

y'know what? I'm so tired of myself. Why can't I be normal and girly like my mom wants me to be? Why do I have to have weird interest? Why am I so mentally unstable!? Why can't I get my grades up? Why can't I change myself? Why can't I see the toxicity!? Why do I have to me so sensitive? Why can't they stop fighting!? Why won't the yelling stop? Why am i jealous? Why aren't I happy? Why can't I take care of myself!? IM SUPPOSED TO GO TO HIGH SCHOOL AFTER THIS FUCKING SCHOOL YEAR!!!! I'm never going to make it as a fucking animator if I can't pull my shit together. Sometimes I really wonder why I try with myself? My mom she's a good mom she takes care of us and is changing jobs to be with us more but still I feel unloved and unwanted. It doesn't help that my brothers constantly bully me. It's so weird all of this. It's so easy to get ride of by just ending it all. But I've tried so many times and I've never been able to. I am afraid death but that's not what I think about when I try. I think of my friends. What would they think? Would they blame themselves? Would they miss me? Would they cry? Why would they cry? I feel so bad all the time and it all really hurts. I know I shouldn't be rambling on about this on here. I should seek therapy but I can never reach out for help. They'd contact my mom and then things would get even worse for me. I really miss my friends thier the only good thing I have right now.

Thank you for reading if you did. Have a good day! :]

welp... here goes a long ass ramble...

so 1st things 1st... WHY TF DID NOBODY TELL ME CONNIE AND LOONEY GOT SKINS!?!??! I brought them both instantly... HEHEHEHE... anyway! I haven't been sleeping again 👁👄👁 so that's lovely also... oop- should I even say this? I feel like it'll give me away... uhm.. imma just say my pookie left early today 😭😭 I was so sad but they had a doctors appointment sooooooooooo... you keep you kneecaps for now pookie!! Anyways the rest if the day was hella depressing like I had no energy after I found out they left. Is that bad? When I got picked up from school today all I did was complain and complain about how they left early. Honestly I'm so fucking tired but I don't wanna sleep soooooooooo like... yeah! I think I'm a little obsessed with my friend and that's a bad thing yk why?? My hyper fixations are super bad for fictional characters so imagine a real life person... who I can talk to and physically poke at!?? I had an idea that was he'll nasty now that I think about it I'm not gonna say it because... reasons but I need to find another distraction or calm tf down. I don't wanna do anything stupid that might get me in trouble and I mean like... with the fucking law. Fuck....I miss them. My uncle was all like "if they found out-.." IF THEY FIND OUT?? HA! NAH! I'm gonna make absolute SURE! they never find out HEHEHEHEHE although I've been slipping up recently and things might click for them here and irl soooooo. I might be cooked? I don't really think it'll click for them tho they keep getting bricks thrown at them from school so thier too busy to notice (I think) I'm honestly worried for them bc they've been posting some like crazy shit... it makes me worry bc they don't tell me this shit irl so how tf am I supposed to bring it up?? Yk what's crazy?? I think I'm in love. FUCK THAT SHIT THO!! I'm never falling in love yk why (not with my friend btw!!) Because that shit is just extra stress tho I'd like to be loved (I'd describe how but it'd sound chessy...) BUT NUH UH! NOPE NOT FOR AT LEAST 3 MORE YEARS!!

Okay that's enough for now. I've got 100+ fictional men and women to stay loyal to 🥰🥰

IM SO SAD!!!

I saw Twisted Astro fir the first time today and I didn't take a picture!!!!

To be fair though.... it was a blackout soooooooo yeah!

Have a good day and slay everybody✨️✨️💅💅

OMG!!!

GUYS!!! THREE MAINS ONE FLOOR!!

Okay so me and my brother were playing right?? He needed 1% more Goob reaserch and I needed 1% more Vee reaserch. Si we kept buying trash stuffs from Dandy (especially when he spoiled us) then all of a sudden we get confusion on our heads and I'm all like "Oh we got Shelly" (makes since) but then I see Sprout and I'm all like "Oh nevermind bruv we got Sprout" but then he's all like "NAH!! WE GOT SPROUT , SHELLY, AND ASTRO!!!" So then I'm freaking out we get chased we live. And then my mom's all like "ITS TIME FOR BED!!!" Then we had to get off 😀. I dunno if Shellys visible there since they were all chasing my brother but yeah! (I was doing boxton mastery in case anyone was curious)

Also we got what me and my brother call a "Chill guy floor" basically it's when you have Razzle n' Dazzle +Connie or Glisten