mxriisbored

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why do i ruin all of my progress.

hating summer was never about the season it was about my body

“Summer is coming!” (as a threat)

i’m so proud of myself for the first time in forever omg

i’m eating >1000 cals per day naturally with no restriction?? who even am i 😻

i sometimes just put off eating for a while then end up forgetting omg

i prayed for times like these 🙏

you never hated summer, you just hated your body

The devil couldn't reach me so he made me a 5'2 girl with the appetite of a 6'4 man

idk what’s going on but IM DATING MY CRUSH?? and idk how but that’s progressively making me eat less bc when i’m with him at lunch and in class i don’t wanna eat around him 😻

i love this sm i’m getting skinner for him so he loves me more

i just tried on THE cutest outfit and i want to wear it so bad but i’m too fat!!

(the top is from brandy and it’s getting tight around my arms kms)

so new motiv bc it’s literally giving lana del rey summer in the best way and SOMEBODYS too fat to wear it.

sigh i think i’m gonna try omad this week

hey guys sorry i was gone for a bit

update time! + venting so tw?

so basically i starved and now i’m back binging and i hate myself! there’s also outside factors i’m not rlly gonna mention affecting me rn but life is jst taking a toll on me

my only comfort is either not eating at all or eating my whole house. ITS FUCKING APRIL AND IM NOT SKINNY..

i don’t think i can bring myself to step on the scale but yeah..

lil update ig thanks for hearing me rant - i hope you’ve had a great day 🩷

This shit is such a scam

The number goes down by a lot, body looks same

The number goes slightly up, AND I LOOK LIKE A ROTTING WHALE WTF

“BMI 16 jail” “get me out of BMI 15 jail” BITCH FYM GET ME INNNNNN

doing omad tmrw bc easter messed me up sooo bad oml.

but hey happy easter for those who also celebrate and know that jesus loves u 🫶

Benefits of Losing Weight:

• Freedom to wear what you want

• Increased confidence

• No more feeling embarrassed

• More enjoyment in social life

• Greater comfort in public spaces

• Better dating and relationship experiences

• More energy to do what you love

• Easier everyday tasks

• Feeling more in control of your life

…

i spend one day thinking my body is cute and then hate it the rest of the days lol.

energy drink on an empty stomach >>>

don’t ruin the feeling of an empty stomach with food <33

IS IT TOO MUCH TO ASK TO LOSE TEN KGS IN TWO WEEKS 😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭😭

WAR IS OVER.

(i’m finally out of my binge cycle and starving again)

Just a quick reminder, B1NG1NG DOESN'T DEFINE YOU!!!!!!!!!

It's okay <3 We've all been there and done it, ml.

Having an ed and not being skinny is torture😭 st4rving and being fat feels so pointless.

i hate feeling full, i want to feel empty forever

i just want to look as sick as i feel.

REMINDER 💗

IF YOU’RE CONSIDERING RECOVERY THEN GO FOR IT, LOVE

there’s a whole life outside of this d1sorder waiting for you ❤️‍🩹

the brain fog is hitting hard rn but ik it’s worth itt

you're not ugly you you're just fat

you're not ugly you you're just fat

you're not ugly you you're just fat

you're not ugly you you're just fat

you're not ugly you you're just fat

“BMI 16 jail” “get me out of BMI 15 jail” BITCH FYM GET ME INNNNNN