the wckd suits had me going feral
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so today i bought a journal, ripped a piece of paper out of a different old journal, and wrote "the book of people" on said piece of paper, and taped it to the cover of my new journal.
then, i skipped two pages and titled the page "mom". i proceeded to write - what i could only describe as - a letter of sorts, to my mom. now of course, she will never see this letter, nor will anyone else, so i did my best to be as truthful as i could possibly be. im not sure why but, even in my journal, i tend to censor myself a little - im not fully honest. i say i am, but im not. i did try tho.
after i finished my letter, where i wrote all my feelings towards my mother - the good and bad - i went back a page, and titled it "table of contents" and skipped a line and wrote "mom (1-4)".
the idea of this is to, essentially, write a letter to everybody in my life and fill the book up with it - a book of people.
im not sure why i wrote this or why im sharing this. but it was fun. i found that when i wrote this letter, i was able to reflect on a lot of things. able to think back on things, and see things clearer. now of course, the idea of writing things down to better process it isn't new.
i think, overall, im js excited. to write about all these people who i love. and of course, the name is "the book of people" so i have to write about the people i hate too. not fun. but idk. i js wanted to share. have a good night y'all.
update: js went from satisfied to my kink is karma by chappel roan ๐๐
lwk not complaining tho
having hamilton songs on your playlist is so weird. i js went from aaron burr, sir to call your mom by noah kahan.
omg this is beautiful
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when school ends and it starts to sound like thereโs a hundred and four days of summer vacation and school comes along just to end it
oh how jealous i am of people with money.
its not even the people that have a lot of money, y'know like celebrities or the top 1% (fuck yall) or lawyers and doctors, not them.
but the people, the regular people, like me that's family have money. that have bathrooms in all five of their bedrooms. that have a pool in their backyard. that have every single kitchen appliance known to man. that shop at lululemon and brandy melville and hollister and h&m. that go on two yearly trips.
the people who grew up never seeing their parents worry about money. that never had to hear, "we need money for other things," or "y'know we can't buy that," or "maybe later." never had to not ask for something because you saw how much it cost. never had to beg their parents for $50 to hang out with friends instead of $20.
im friends with those people, that have money. and everytime i go to their house, i feel disgusting. its not that we don't have money, it's that they have so much more of it. and it's evident in everything about them. their clothes, their shoes, their hair, their skin, their makeup, their phone. their house, their room, their bed, their bathroom.
god, im so jealous.
tfw your fyp turns into stranger things edits and compilations and bloopers again and you realize that this is the last time it'll happen.
ITS OUR TIME TO SHINEEE BITCH SO GO SHINEEE!!!!!
i know things suck right now for a whole lot of people but you guys are seen and heard and loved, HAPPY PRIDE MONTH!!!! BE MOTHERFUCKING PROUD!!!!!!
im bored asf so if someone has a request for me to write id loveee to. js like a short one shot here on tumblr. and yeah ill write smut if that's what you want, js be a bit specific so i don't write anything you dont want in it. thank youuu <3