2024:

Jacob

"oh so you're spiritual but not religious" no actually I am deeply religious in alarmingly carnal and esoteric ways. If you even care.

I am once again thinking about digging holes

It's so fucked up that digging a bunch of holes works so well at reversing desertification

I hate that so much discourse into fighting climate change is talking about bioenginerring a special kind of seaweed that removes microplastics or whatever other venture-capital-viable startup idea when we have known for forever about shit like digging crescent shaped holes to catch rainwater and turning barren land hospitable

I have female hysteria + male loneliness + toxic masculinity + dark empath abilities

Oh you like that band? Name three songs. Oh you can't?? (Wait you can? I don't care, take it off poser). Yeah take it off. We're gonna have nasty gay sex while we listen to it and then you can put it back on.

Some userboxes that warmed my heart as I made them (go use without credit, have fun)

i love you green. i love you forests. i love you smell of damp earth. i love you feeling before the storm breaks. i love you moss. i love you rivers. i love you streams. i love you thunderstorms. i love you sunlight shining through leaves.