self indulgent jameson.
hey vic, i really like your writings and i'm here to request something. so, could you write about hetstaine ?? 'm thinking about fwb hetstaine, they were fighting over something and james was about to leave dave, but dave stopped him from leaving him, shaking and desperate. it's like a they fight and they make out afterwards kind of thing, thank you tho!
warnings: fwb, arguing, making up & making out, makeup sex, anal sex, anal fingering
nsfw under the cut :)
This is stupid.Ā
Theyāre arguing over something theyāve both already forgotten, and the whole situation is spiralling out of control. Hurtful words are thrown carelessly, angry shouts fill the once comforting silence.Ā
Dave wonders how it all came down to this.
Him and James had been friends with benefits. No strings attached, just casual fucking like good friends would. Only Daveās let James too close into his heart, because the blonde knows all the sore spots to poke at to make things worse.
Dave shouldāve never agreed to this in the first place. He shouldāve cut it off the second he felt that knot in his stomach twist anxiously whenever James would smile.Ā
Now heās here, in his apartment, yelling in his bandmateās face and being yelled at in return. And Dave hates how he canāt ignore the way the tears in Jamesā eyes are tugging at his heartstrings.
Dave steps back to take a breath and wipe away the few tears stubbornly falling down his cheeks.Ā
He glances over James, eyes landing on the bruise now forming on the blondeās cheek and guilt washes over him instantly. Heās never lost control like that before, but itās like a flip was switched inside his brain and all the rage and frustration and heartbreak all just came bursting out all at once.Ā
Daveās heart clenches at the sight.Ā
āGod, James, Iām-ā
He takes another step towards James, hand reaching out but he stops himself. He wants to hold James, wants to comfort him and tell him how sorry he is, but he doesnāt think his touch would be welcomed. Not with the way James is now staring at him as if heās the antichrist incarnate.
āI didnāt mean to-ā Dave stammers out anyway. James cuts him off with an unamused scoff and Dave flinches at the cold glare.
āSave it, Dave. Justā¦.ā James huffs, pushing his bangs out of his face with frustration as he tries to find his words. āJust donāt.ā
Dave shuts his mouth and clenches his teeth together. He wants to protest, wants to apologize and grovel and beg for forgiveness, but Jamesā expression is hard and unforgiving. And Dave knows heās pushed past the point of no return and heās just going to have to deal with the inevitable consequences.
Thereās another moment of silence as James rubs his temples. Dave doesnāt dare to speak.Ā
āI canāt do this anymore,ā James mutters after a while, so low that itās almost a whisper. Daveās heart sinks and James doesnāt even need to elaborate any further because Dave already knows exactly what he means.Ā
Daveās body goes cold.Ā
āJames⦠No, wait, come on,ā Dave whispers. He moves quick to Jamesā side again, fingers grasping at thin air when heās met with a step back.Ā
James shakes his head and sighs out a shaky breath. The tears are falling freely from his eyes now and it hurts Dave so much just to see how broken the other looks. Itās all his fault.
āYou said this was casual,ā James says and Daveās not quite sure if itās a statement or an accusation, āNeither of us were supposed to get hurt. You promised, Dave. You promised.ā
āJames, please. Just , listen to me-.ā Dave reaches for James again, hands landing on soft skin. He carefully caresses the blondeās face, making sure to avoid the spot he knows will bruise tomorrow.Ā
James doesnāt shy away from the touch, but he doesnāt lean into it either. It feels distant, cold, unfamiliar.
āWhat else is there to say?ā James asks, voice rough and low. But Dave catches the brief flash of something in his eyes. Something tender and vulnerable and Dave just wants to wrap his arms around the other and never let go.Ā Ā
āJames, Iā¦.ā Dave swallows thickly, finding comfort by gently rubbing his thumb across Jamesā jaw. āIām sorry. I wonāt- I wonāt lose my temper like that ever again, I promise. Iām so, sorry. Please donāt leave me.ā
Dave lets his thumb run across Jamesā cheek, wiping away the tears. It doesnāt get the response Dave wants, it doesnāt elicit the same laugh and grin heās used to seeing whenever heād do small gestures like this but he canāt bring himself to pull away.Ā
āDonāt leave me,ā he repeats, āI love you too much to let you go.ā
Jamesā expression crumbles but he doesnāt push Dave away. One of his hands tentatively moves up and Dave holds his breath as fingers clutch at the edge of his shirt, pulling his body forward. He tries to ignore the way his heart leaps in his chest as he brings his other hand up to gently cup the otherās face while his shirt is now gripped with two sweaty palms.Ā
James leans his face into Daveās hand, closing his eyes before letting out a small sob.Ā
āYou canāt just say that,ā James says in a shaky voice, so vulnerable, and Daveās never seen him like this before.
Daveās heart breaks all over again but he keeps his hands gentle and soft on Jamesā face, thumbs softly wiping away the tears. He leans closer, their foreheads bumping together. He can smell his own cologne on Jamesā skin.
Dave tries not to cling on too tight in case James changes his mind and pulls away.Ā
āDonāt leave me.ā
āItās not fair,ā James mutters, his grip tightening on Daveās shirt. He opens his eyes and Dave almost loses himself in the watery blue of them. āI never asked for⦠I didnāt wantā¦ā James chokes on his words a few times before he finally manages to say what he meant.Ā
āI wasnāt supposed to fall in love with you.ā
Daveās breath hitches and he moves his hands to cradle the otherās face in his hands, heart racing and throat dry. Thereās an overwhelming need to close the space between them and Dave fights every urge to just lean down and kiss James like heās been wanting to do for months.Ā
Dave canāt take his eyes off of James, drinking in the sight of those eyes and the way the blonde glances down at his lips every few seconds. Itās taboo to the both of them. Theyād made it clear that they would never kiss.
Dave tries to find his voice, but all that comes out is a strangled whimper.
James must see the desperation in Daveās eyes because Dave knows he looks completely helpless and vulnerable. But he doesnāt give a damn right now because the person he had been yearning for for over a year was standing right in front of him, looking at him like he actually meant something more than just a good time.Ā
Daveās thumbs gently caress the otherās cheeks. Fingers move across the skin, tracing the fading marks and lines and blemishes heās grown so familiar with over the months theyāve spent together. James lets him, leaning into every touch like a cat to its favourite person.
Jamesā hands slowly move to the back of Daveās neck, fingers tangling into the soft blonde hair. The hair he used to pull and tug on without a care in the world while he held Dave down to the mattress and fucked him like there was no tomorrow. And James knows all the buttons to push and all the spots to touch and all the words to use on Dave to make him shiver and whimper and moan.Ā
But right now, the only thing James can think of doing is holding on.
āI hate you,ā James mutters after a few silent minutes, but he doesnāt pull away.Ā
If anything, the grip on Daveās hair tightens and James uses it to tug his head upwards, forcing Dave to look up at him. Daveās fingers run down, tracing the outline of Jamesā chin and his throat and the top of his collarbones.Ā
Tanned hands move to the otherās hips, hesitating for a moment, before pulling him closer. Their lips almost touch.
āThen hate me some more,ā Dave replies, his voice barely above a whisper as he feels Jamesā hands grip the his hips, pulling him even closer and Jamesā breath stutters. Jamesā hands wander to Daveās shirt, bunching up the fabric in tight fists as his eyes scan the ginger shakily, anger and so many more emotions swirling in those beautiful blue eyes.Ā
āHate me if youāre going to let me love you.ā
Dave doesnāt know who leans in first but a second passes and Jamesā mouth crashes against his lips. Itās rough and messy and their teeth clang against each other more than once but Dave canāt find the energy to care. He kisses back with just as much force, hands reaching up to clutch the otherās jaw as they both try to reclaim each otherās mouths in a bruising kiss.Ā
āI hate you so much,ā James mutters between kisses as he holds him right against him. Theyāve said many times that this wasnāt allowed between themāthey were just friends. But now it felt so right.
Dave canāt help the quiet whimper that rises when he feels James pull him down by the hips until their lower bodies are pressed together tightly. He desperately pushes his tongue into the otherās mouth, letting his own hands roam down, grabbing and pulling and just trying to bring as much contact as possible.Ā
Heās got Jamesā lower lip between his teeth, biting and sucking the skin as his tongue invades the others mouth. His body is aching to be pinned down and touched and marked with the familiar bruises the other has left on him countless times before.
They collapse on the bed, limbs tangled together and chests heaving as they finally pull back to catch their breath. Dave lets his hands settle on Jamesā hips, fingers tracing the sharp jut of his hip bone, desperate to feel as much of James as he can before itās taken away from him.Ā
āIām sorry,ā he says once his breathing has come down to a steady pace. He gently pushes the bangs out of Jamesā face and he canāt help a small smile when James turns his face to lean into his touch once more.
āItās okay,ā James tells him and Dave feels his heart skip a beat at the small, sad smile on the blondeās face.Ā
The expression quickly dissolves back into a scowl and Dave canāt help the nervous shudder that goes through him, but his heart skips a beat again when James crawls on top of him and pins his wrists above his head. Dave looks up at the blonde above him wide-eyed and breathless.
āYouāre insufferable,ā James mutters as his hands release their grip on Daveās wrists and move to tug at his shirt, āAnd stubborn. And annoying. And stupid. Andāā he yanks the fabric up, discarding it somewhere on the floor. Dave lets out a surprised noise as heās flipped over onto his stomach and he canāt help arching his back at the way Jamesā hands run down his spine.
Daveās breath stutters, his mind already fuzzy and he can barely focus. He almost misses the way James moves away from him but he canāt miss the sound of a bottle uncapping and it makes his head swim with dizzying thoughts.Ā
āStop being so difficult,ā James mutters behind him and Dave can feel his breath against his ear. Fingers tug at the belt buckle of his jeans, pushing the fabric down and off his thighs. Dave lets out a whimper that turns into broken moan as he feels James kiss the back of his neck, sucking the skin there before nipping it with his teeth.Ā
Dave grips the sheets underneath him to ground himself.
Dave can feel the familiar buzz in his brain and the pleasant weight of Jamesā body against him, pressing him down into the bed as he mouths against the back of his shoulder and Daveās fingers clench the sheets tighter. He wants to say something but the only sounds he can make are strangled moans and whimpers.
Dave feels Jamesā hands grip his hips hard and he lets out a shuddering breath, waiting impatiently for the touch he craves.Ā
Dave tries pushing his hips up into the otherās hands, a low whine leaving his throat when thereās a rough tug to his hips and heās pushed down onto the bed.
āHey, hey, be patient,ā James breathes in his ear and Dave canāt help but let out another strangled noise. He turns his face to press in into the sheets beneath him, breathing through his nose to slow down his racing heart.
āYouāre going to be the death of me,ā Dave says, choking out the words in between moans and sighs and cries when Jamesā fingers press into all the right places while the other mouthens at the back of his neck. Dave canāt keep still under Jamesā touch, shifting his hips as he presses back against him and he relishes in the way the blonde groans and curses in his ear.
āYouāre mine, yāknow that?ā James mutters against Daveās neck and Dave responds with a moan, pushing his hips back against the other.
āJames⦠Pleaseā¦ā Dave barely manages to croak out, his voice shaky and he doesnāt even care if it sounds desperate. Heās always been impatient and needy when it comes to this, and James always loves to take his time.
Jamesā hands slide along Daveās thighs, teasing and coaxing out soft mewls and gasps. And with Jamesā lips and hot breath caressing his ear, Dave feels every touch like electricity against his skin.
āDo you have any idea how crazy you make me?ā James growls, hands gripping the gingerās hips. Dave arches his back into the touch and lets out another choked moan.
āStop holding back,ā James mutters and Dave only just realizes that heās been biting his lip to muffle his moans, āI want to hear you. I need to hear you.ā
The ginger merely whimpers again, feeling slick, calloused fingers prod at his hole. He bites down a shudder as James starts with one finger, curling and uncurling it in a way that has Dave holding onto the pillow for dear life. Then he adds another, scissoring the two, spreading his fingers out in him. Then a third, and Daveās drooling into his pillow, clenching his pillow so tight his knuckles are white.
āYouāve always got to make things so difficult for yourself,ā James mumbles as his fingers work Dave open slowly, stretching him with gentle touches and Dave wants to cry out, wants to tell James to just hurry up and just push into him, but all he can do is gasp and moan. āAlways gotta push people away even though you actually want them to stayā
Daveās vision swims as Jamesā fingers move inside him. His head is swimming with lust and need, but thereās a small pang of pain in his heart.
Fingers run down his back, blunt nails scratching down his spine and Dave lets out a shaky breath, squeezing his eyes shut when he feels Jamesā tongue run across his shoulder, teeth nipping the bare skin.Ā
Dave feels himself coming undone before theyāve even really started.
āYou say that a lot,ā Dave mutters in shaky breath and he can practically feel James roll his eyes. James chuckles, low and rough and Dave feels himself shiver when a hand gently pushes on the top of his head.Ā
āBite the pillow,ā James mutters against his ear and the words make Dave clench around nothing but the feeling of James' body pressing against his.
Dave bites the pillow so hard heās worried he might just tear through the fabric. He moans and whines and shudders as his body is pushed and pulled and twisted and rearranged on the sheets in every way James wanted. Soft caresses and touches are replaced with sharp nails and rough hands and hot kisses and bites that leave marks behind on pale skin.Ā
Daveās mind is swirling and he has no idea when he lost all semblance of control and how he ended up with his legs over Jamesā shoulder and his head spinning as he clings to the bedsheet like it was his lifeline. Turns out he didnāt need to bite his pillow after all.
Daveās never really been one to be loud in bed, but he canāt seem to keep his mouth shut now. Everything feels like too much.Ā
āAh, James. Iāah. Pleaseāā The words donāt even make sense to him but he tries to voice out whatever it is thatās going through his mind. Heās overwhelmed and his brain is struggling to catch up with his mouth. All heās focused on is the sensation of Jamesā tip rubbing against him.
He feels James take his hands, intertwining their fingers together and pinning both of his hands down to the mattress. Dave looks up at James with heavy lidded eyes, barely managing to focus on the sharp blue swirling with so many emotions. His heart feels so full and he almost feels like heās going to burst.
āI love you,ā he mutters in a breath and he wouldāve been embarrassed about how desperate the words wouldāve sounded like if it wasnāt for the way Jamesā entire demeanor softens.
James lets out a long, shaky breath before leaning down and pressing their foreheads together. Dave lets out a small gasp when James slowly pushes into him and Daveās hands clench around the ones holding them together.Ā
āI hate you,ā James says again and Dave can feel his breath on his face. āI hate that I love you this much.ā
Dave canāt help the whine that escapes him, but itās quickly replaced by a moan when James starts moving. Itās overwhelming and Daveās not sure how he managed to last this long.Ā
āMe too. I hate how much I love you, itās killing me,ā Dave manages to say between gasps as he meets Jamesā thrusts with shallow moans. His hands are still pinned in between Jamesā in a tight grip and heāll probably have tiny dots of red marked down his wrists for days.
āYou really know how to screw up everything you touch, donāt you?ā James murmurs but his tone is softer now, almost in awe. āYouāve already ruined me and you still have the audacity to make me fall in love with you.ā
Daveās too far gone to think of any response to that. All he knows right now is that he has James over him, inside him and heās surrounded and consumed by everything that is James. Nothing else matters to him anymore.
Every touch, every sound, every breath and every movement of James sends jolts of pleasure through his entire body that leaves Dave dizzy and breathless. Heās completely lost in the sensation of James and Dave lets himself be pulled and pushed and guided. All he can do is keep his eyes on James, taking in the sight of sweat soaked blond hair and heaving chest that is moving in tandem with his. He would give anything to have this moment last forever.
Daveās lost in the way Jamesā lips are pressed against all the sensitive spots on his neck while his hands are holding Daveās hips in a tight hold, thrusting up into him while he continues the same steady pace. Dave grips the hand holding his a little tighter, a gasp and whimper escaping him. Thereās the familiar tingle down in his loins, and he knows heās getting close.
Daveās not quite sure if itās the way James keeps whispering how well heās taking him, or the way he kisses his skin while saying he hates him, but his mind is spinning and he canāt hold back anymore.Ā
āJames. Iām gonnaāā Daveās words dissolve back into a whine as his head curves back against the pillows, brow scrunched up and gasping. āPlease. I needāIām gonna...ā
āCome for me.ā
Jamesā voice breaks through the haze and Dave lets out a gasp, feeling his body tense up as his toes curl into the sheets. The pressure building up inside him finally releases and his spine arches off the bed. His legs shake as he comes, clenching around James so tight he might snap the poor guyās dick off, and his vision swims with white. Dave is distantly aware of the sound of his own name echoing in his ears and the feeling of James thrusting into him, pumping his load deep into him, holding each other tight.Ā
His body is still trembling, every nerve in his body on fire and Daveās struggling to catch his breath. Heās completely overwhelmed and drained. Heās not sure which part of his body is the most sensitive right now.Ā
A hand brushes against his face and Dave can hear Jamesā panting above him, before he feels the weight of the blonde on him as Jamesā body collapses. Dave weakly moves his arms around to hold the other against him.
They lay there in silence, the only sound in the room is the sound of their jagged breaths and the pounding of his own heart. Dave can feel Jamesā breath against his collarbones and the weight of his body on top of him leaves him with a sense of calm he hasnāt felt in months and he could just fall asleep at that very moment.
Theyāre both hot and sweaty and sticky and Daveās pretty sure they need to change the bed sheets after this. But Dave doesnāt feel like moving and heās more than happy to stay like this with James over him, their heartbeats racing against each otherās.
Dave idly runs his fingers down the otherās spine, tracing the sweaty skin and he hums gently at the shiver it earns from James. Dave can feel Jamesā hands gently rubbing at his sides, as if trying to soothe out the small tremors still going through his body from the aftershocks.
āI love you.ā Comes a small, soft murmur, barely audible.Ā
Dave canāt even begin to describe what hearing those words from James does to his heart, and he hugs the other tighter against his body before moving one of his hands to cup the blondeās face.
āPromise you wonāt change your mind?ā Daveās voice comes out in a weak whisper and thereās a hint of insecurity in his words.
He feels Jamesā head move up from the crook of his neck and the other gently rests his chin against his chest so he can look at Dave with a frown.Ā
āWhy the hell would I change my mind?ā James mutters, a hint of annoyance in his voice. One of his hands moves to intertwine their fingers together. āYouāre stuck with me now.ā
And Dave thinksāno, he knowsāthat everything will be alright.
hii, could you please write about dave/lars rough sex or hatesex? something like putting lars in his place, yk. thank you!
warnings: anal sex, rough sex, hate sex, no prep, degradation, choking, brief violence, no aftercare, brat taming (?)
thanks for the wonderful idea anon! didnāt know I needed this in my life
nsfw under the cut :)
Megadeth and Metallica are playing the same music festivalāthings have been cordial between Dave and the rest of the band, but Lars has been doubling over on his bitchiness disguised as wanting to āreconcileā. Daveās getting tired of it, even as he puts on a tough front.Ā
And theyāre soon alone in a room. Lars said he wanted to talk, smiling at him from across the room sardonically.
Dave rolls his eyes at Lars' mocking smile. Lars has been nothing but a thorn in Dave's side lately, and he's grown tired of his antics.
His ex was a handful to deal with, and his attempts at āreconciliationā were really just mean-spirited words with second meanings and sugared smiles. He doesnāt know how that new guy Jason would deal with themāhell, heās heard that the poor ladās been hazed. Maybe he should call him sometimeābut not now.
Dave steps closer to Lars, the anger in his eyes palpable, "Lars, what's your problem man? Why you gotta be such a dick all the time?"
āI donāt have a problem, Dave.ā
"Oh, really?" Dave scoffs, crossing his arms over his chest, "Then why do you keep throwing those damn snide remarks my way? You think it's funny to mess with me like this?"
āYouāre the one who keeps reacting to them.ā
"Cause they're annoying!" Dave snaps, his voice rising. "Why can't you just leave me alone instead of poking and prodding all the time?"
āBe the bigger man.ā Lars drawls, that snarky look in his eye. Heās tempted to smack him sillyā¦
Dave grits his teeth, Lars's words only serving to stoke the fire of his temper. "I already am, you fucking fairy.ā āCall me that again,ā says the harmless kitten to the ferocious tiger.
āIāll call you whatever the hell I want, fairy.ā Dave scornfully spits, getting up in Larsā personal space.
Lars uses the flat side of his palm to push the hollow of Daveās shoulder socket. āGo fuck yourself. Still bitter we broke up and I left you for Kirk?ā Dave stumbles a few steps back from the push, rubbing his shoulder. "Please, you're one to talk," he shoots back, a bitter edge to his voice. "I'm not the one who ended things to go chase after some long-haired pretty boy."
He can't help but feel a pang of bitterness with the words, the memories of their break up still fresh in his mind. It had been a messy affair, and Dave had taken it hard. He knew he shouldnāt let Lars get under his skin like this, but sometimes itās hard to hold back.
"Maybe if you had more to offer, I wouldn't have left your sorry ass." Lars shoots back, a smug smile on his lips.
Dave's eyes narrowed at the smirk on Lars's lips. "Iād leave you for Kirk too. Pretty little thing.ā Larsā green eyes narrow to hear slits, throwing his hair over his shoulder.Ā
āTalk about my man again. Do it.ā
Dave raises an eyebrow, a smirk playing on his lips. "Oh, did I strike a nerve? You get all possessive when it comes to your little guitar boy toy? I could take him from you any day. Itās not like youāre packing down there anyway."
Lars grits his teeth, coming up into Daveās face. āKeep his name out your dirty mouth.ā
Dave leans in, not backing down from the challenge, "Why? Are you worried I'll steal your precious little Kirk? Or is it the other way around? Maybe he's already eyeing his next guitar daddy."
He can see the irritation mounting in Larsā face, and Dave can't help but revel in how easy it is to get under his skin. It's obvious Lars has a soft spot when it comes to Kirk, and Dave knows how to press all the right buttons.
Lars grabbed the collar of Daveās shirt in his curled fist, dragging Dave down to his height so that they were nose-to-nose. āYou really know how to make someone fucking mad. This is why you were booted from the band.ā
Dave felt his temper flare as Lars grabbed his collar, yanking him down. He returned the glare, meeting Lars's eyes without faltering.
"Oh, spare me the high and mighty act," He snapped back. "You only kicked me out cause you knew I was a better musician than youād ever be."
Larsā fist curlsāhe just might swing and ruin Daveās stupidly pretty face. Dave sees the fury in Lars's eyes, and he doesn't back down, even as he braces for the impending punch. Instead, he sneers, "Hit me. I dare you."
āYou really asking for it?ā Lars asks, his arm tensing as he draws it back in preparation to smack that smug look off Daveās face. The ginger holds his ground, the smirk on his lips refusing to waver. āCome on. Do it. Show your fragile little ego at its finest.ā
Larsā lips twist into a snarl, and he really just might knock Dave silly. Dave's heart thumps in his chest, adrenaline coursing through his veins. He braces for the impact, knowing better than to back down now.
"What's the matter, fairy? Can't handle a little challenge?"
And Larsā fist meets the side of his face. Itās a lot stronger than he expected, but heās felt worse.
The blow lands hard, Dave's head snapping to the side with the force. He stumbles a couple steps back, hand coming up to his cheek instinctively.
"Is that all you've got?" Dave sneers, spitting out a bit of blood from where his teeth had dug into his lip.
The tension-filled couple of days leading up to their conflict had built up to this very momentāLars and Dave moved from throwing words to punches. As the anger and tension between the two reached its boiling point, words turned into blows, and the fight escalated.
Dave lunged at Lars, throwing another punch aimed at his face. The sound of flesh meeting flesh echoed in the air as he made contact, his knuckles aching from the impact.Ā
Larsā head snaps to the side, and his skin is quick to redden, showing off the force of Daveās fist with his cheekbone. Heās sure thereās a bruise forming as he turns back to face Dave, and he reaches for Daveās longer hair to yank at.
Dave lets out a pained cry as Lars grabbed a fistful of his hair. Instinctively, he reaches up to grab hold of Lars's hand, trying to free his hair from the other man's ruthless grip.
"You're a real cocksucker, you know that?" Dave grits out through clenched teeth, his eyes filled with uncensored rage. He reached out, remembering the one move that made Lars drop anything he was doing.
He reached forward and roughly pinched his nipples, hard.
Lars automatically released his grip on Daveās hair, letting out a half-yelp-half-moan.
Dave couldn't help but smirk as Lars released his hair, feeling a rush of triumph at the sound that escapes the man's lips. It's the reaction he was looking for, and he leans in with a taunting edge to his voice.
"You still whimper like a girl when I do that, huh?"
Larsā face was red in embarrassment and angerāDave always played dirty.
Dave's smirk grew wider as he saw the redness on Lars's faceāit was a combination of embarrassment and anger, a reaction he had grown all too familiar with.
"Still can't handle a little pinch, huh?" Dave teases, his voice dripping with condescension.
He considers his options, and he has nothing else to loose, so in a swift motion, Lars grabs Daveās hair in an iron grip and smashes their lips together.
Dave lets out a surprised noise as Lars grips his hair and pulls him into a rough, bruising kiss. The shock only lasts a moment, though, and then he's responding in kind, meeting Lars's aggression with his own hunger.
Their mouths mash together, all teeth and raw aggression. It's hard to tell who's in control, who's dominating this kiss, but one thing's for sureāthere's no lack of passion, no lack of intensity.
Dave claws at Larsā shirt, blunt nails raising red lines across the skin of his back. Lars has a tight hold on Daveās hair, keeping him against his mouth. Being a little cunt, he even bites down hard on Daveās tongue, sending tiny tears into Daveās eyes.
Dave can't help but wince as Lars bites down hard on his tongue, the sharp pain drawing out a grunt of protest. But he doesn't pull away, doesn't back down, instead he responds with a tug on Lars's bottom lip, his teeth sinking in harder.
He's clawing at the fabric of Lars's shirt, his nails leaving red lines on the skin of the man's back. The heat between them is almost palpable, raw and fierce.
Lars pulls away for a momentāhis lips are red and saliva-slick, but he doesnāt care. Dave backs him into a wall, larger frame looking over him as he feels the ginger bite and suck at his skin with as much vigour as a rabid dog.
Dave has Lars in a firm, almost possessive grip, his lean figure caging the shorter man against the hard surface. He's biting and sucking at Lars's skin with a voracious passion, the taste of the man's flesh and the feel of it beneath his teeth driving him wild.
He's pressing closer, every line of their bodies melded together. Lars might try to dominate, but Dave has something to prove.
Lars groans, his fingers wrapping around Daveās neck. Not enough to cut off airflow, but to send a message.
Dave can feel the tight grip around his neck, Lars's fingers encircling his flesh in a gesture that's both sensual and commanding. He responds with a guttural noise, both a protest and a thrill.
The pressure against his throat stirs something primal in him, a need for control, but also a hint of excitement. He responds by pressing down against Lars, grinding his body against his, their hips aligned, their muscles taut.
Lars moans, his thumbs caressing the sides of Daveās neck, pressing down on his carotid arteries. Itās enough o make Daveās head spin hazily and for his aching hardness to increase.
Dave's skin tingles at the touch of Lars's thumbs along the sides of his neck, a moan escaping his lips as the pressure increases. His head feels light, and he can feel his body responding to the touch, heat pooling in his groin and a dizzying rush of sensation coursing through him.
"You little prick," he grits out, the words low and ragged, "You're playing dirty."
āYouād know a lot about that, wouldnāt you?ā He drawls, taking advantage of Daveās closeness to grind his teeth down on Daveās lower lip.
"Can't help it you like it dirty,ā Dave retorts, his voice a low growl. The bite on his lip makes his breath catch in his throat, a jolt of pleasure mixed with pain running through him.
He tightens his grip on Lars, pulling the man even closerātheir bodies are flush, the heat between them almost overwhelming. He responds by retaliating with equal enthusiasm, his hand moving down to palming the growing tent in Larsā jeans.
Lars sucks in a breath, the brunette pressing a little bit harder on Daveās throat.
Dave feels the squeeze on his throat intensifies, drawing out a gasp from his lips. The lack of oxygen is doing something to his brain, making him delirious with need. His hips jerks forward, seeking friction.
He can't take his eyes off Lars, the look in the man's eyes that's both dangerous and arousing. "Keep that up, and I'll make you beg like a dog."
āI can choke you out.ā Lars drawls, and the threat sounds pathetic.Ā
Dave lets out an annoyed huff, trying to ignore the arousal the words provoke, the image they paint in his mind. "You can try.ā
Lars sneers, and Dave moved them away from the wall over to a nearby tableāthe door is locked and the room is safely isolated from anyone else. Dave slams Larsā chest down on the table, making him bend at the hips.
There's a fierce look in Dave's eye as he stands behind Lars, hands roughly grabbing his hips to hold him in place.
Lars winced as his chest hit the table, and he feels a strong hand pin his neck down flat, another undoing his fly with practised ease. Dave takes a moment to admire the sight of Lars bent over the table, pinned beneath his grip. His fingers move nimbly, working on the button and zipper of the man's jeans.
"You've really pushed my buttons," he mutters, his voice thick with irritation and desire.
āBoo Hoo.ā Lars bites back, looking up at Dave through the corner of his eye. "Don't get smart, you little piece of shit." Dave responds, digging his nails cruelly into the flesh of Lars's hips. "You brought this on yourself."
āYou gonna shut up and fuck me or are your panties still in a twist?ā Lars snarks, unflinching at the bite of Daveās nails.
The taunt sparks a flare of annoyance in Dave, as if Lars's words were an extra push on a sensitive nerve.
"Watch your mouth," he warns, delivering a sharp slap across Lars's bare ass. "I'm not taking your smart-ass attitude, got it?" Lars moans, enjoying the sting that came with the smack. The ginger hated Lars with a passion, but god did he love taming that stupid little brat.
Dave can see the effect his slap has on Lars, the way he moans and arches his back slightly. Dave knows it's a dangerous game they're playing, the line between pain and pleasure is razor thin, but the fact that he can get under Lars's skin like this is too good to pass up.
His hand comes down again, this time with more force, making the sound echo loudly in the small, secluded room.
Lars groans louder, and he turns his head back, needing to egg Dave on to fuck him with another statement. āCourseā you know how to smack someoneābet you do it all the time with Junior..āĀ
Dave's face twists in annoyance. Lars's mention of Junior is a low blow, and it hits the target. The man isn't playing fair, but Dave isn't above dirty tricks himself.
"You know how to push my buttons," he growls, leaning down so that he's close to Lars's ear. His teeth graze the flesh of Lars's earlobe as he speaks. "Donāt fuckinā say his name ever again."
There's a possessive edge to his voice, a hint of a threat behind his words. Dave won't stand for talk of his precious bassist, Junior, in their moments together. It's a line he won't allow Lars to cross.
Despite giving the warning, Dave doesn't want to focus on that right now, he's already pushed to the limit of his patience and there's something else that needs his attention. His hands grab at the waist of Lars's jeans, tugging them roughly further down to his ankles.
A tingle of excitement shoots up Larsā spine, and he feels Daveās hands move off him. Dave takes a moment to admire the sight of Lars, half-undressed and bent over the table waiting for him. He reaches for the bottle of lube he keeps in his pocket, opening it up with a snap.
"Lift your hips a little higher," he instructs, his voice rough.Ā
āMake me.ā
Dave's nostrils flare at Lars's defiant tone. The little brat is trying his patience, but he can't deny that his defiance only makes him more eager to take him down a peg.
"You're really asking for it, aren't you," he retorts, his hands moving to grasp Lars's hips, pushing up on them so that his ass is angled up. "You're a real pain in the ass, you know that? Should do you raw for that.."
Lars considers holding back on the snarkāheād rather not be bleeding from his ass the next few days. But he knows Dave isnāt that cruelā¦he thinks. The older man has a hand on his hips, bruisingly tight in his vice grip.Ā
Dave can feel the tension between them crackling in the air. He's on the edge, and the thought of taking Lars rough and unprepared is a temptation. But he knows where the line is, knows not to cross it.
"You think I won't do it, don't you" He mutters, challenging tone in his voice.
āYou wonāt.ā Lars says so superbly smug.
Dave growls, the stubbornness in Lars's voice fueling his annoyance. "You're sure of yourself, aren't you? You think you know me so well?ā Heās determined to prove Lars wrong, so he takes it upon himself to do the bare minimum, to make sure it hurt.
There's a pause as Dave uncaps the bottle of lube, squeezing a generous amount onto his hand, slicking up his cock. Heās not going to be nice, not a single bit.
Dave lines himself up with Lars. The Dane pauses. āHey, waitāā
"What, have you changed your mind now?" Dave taunts, his hands still on Lars's hips, holding him in place. He doesnāt wait for Lars before heās pushing in.
A squeal of pain escapes Lars, his eyes blown wide. Heās not prepped, so the discomfort increases tenfold.Ā
Dave cruelly snaps his hips forward into Lars, fisting his brown waves and forcing his head up. Lars, ever a slut for pain, moans and whimpers pathetically.Ā
āStopāslow down!ā Lars protests. Dave leans down to growl in Larsā ear, āYou ask me to stop like you hate it. I know youāre a fucking slut for pain, you masochist.āĀ
Larsā cheeks and ass burn, one from embarrassment and the other from the stretch. The derogatory words somehow arouse him even further, the burning in his loins spiking, electric currents snaking up his spine.
Daveās violently rutting into Lars like his life depended on it, ruthlessly hitting the younger manās prostate dead-on. The burning stretch in his hole and the jolts of pleasure mix together in a mind-melting combination, and Lars canāt help but whine whorishly.Ā
Drilling into him with such vigour, Dave knows his thighs will be sore tomorrow, but he doesnāt really care. All that matters is fucking Lars till he canāt walk and leaving him like that.Ā
Maybe itād teach him a lesson on being a cunt.
Daveās hand lets go of Larsā hair and moves to wrap his rough hand around the small expanse of Larsā throat. The bastard whines when Dave pressed down on his carotids, lack of blood flowing to his brain doubling the pleasure he was drowning in.
Dave uses his neck as a small leverage as he brutally pistons his hips, his girthy cock splitting Lars into two. Dave grunts into Larsā ear, his nails biting into the delicate skin of the Daneās neck, littered with hickeys and rough bites.Ā
āDo you whore yourself out to anyone whoāll take you? Iām sure James has fucked you at least once, Kirk definitely does, and maybe that Jason kid too. You this much of a slut for all of āem?ā Dave mocks, hand squeezing tighter around Larsā neck.Ā
He thinks that his neck might snap, but his mind is going fuzzy and his vision is blurring out every few seconds. Somehow, the intense choking makes his orgasm crash down on him like bricks, splattering the concrete a milky white as his own vision fades to black.
The shorter man seizes around Dave every few seconds, the gingerās climax building as his balls draw tight. With the consistent fluttering of Lars around him, Dave tightens his hold, and shoots his load deep in the confines of Larsā ass.Ā
He stands there, hunched over the younger man for a few seconds. Then he pulls out and releases Lars, wiping the come off his cock onto the boyās shirt. He tucks himself back into his pants and zips himself up, leaving an unconscious Lars bent over and used on the table, come dripping down his thighs, walking out the room, whistling, as if that never happened.Ā
knight jason n princess james that have been living in my brain for a while now.
just for a little while maybe until about end of January (to catch up on requests and other stuff on my writing) but Iāll be back before February :)
thanks for all your support and stuff i love you guys a lot š£ļøšš
expect 4 or more fics to be published when Iām back :))
thanks for the tag @madamsixx
mary jane - megadeth
tagging: @h3ll0k1ttyl0v3rrr @dethtallica @thenaughtynun @ju1ian @ride-the-hammett @hiamnoal
If you see this you are OBLIGATED to reblog w/ the song currently stuck in your head :)
warnings: laced drugs, sex pollen, anal sex, hand job(s), overstimulation
nsfw under the cut :)
Kirk wiped his irritated noseāLars gotten him some coke, and from the way his body was heating up further with each line he did, it was getting more and more clear it had been laced with something extra. He made a mental note to never ask Lars for blow again.
He abandoned the last line, left unfinished, and flopped onto his bed. He felt like he was on fire, skin a furnace and radiating heat. There was that stifling feeling in his jeans as well, his dick throbbing incessantly in his boxers to the beat of his heart.
Jesus, what was in that thing? Kirk unzipped his fly, spitting in his hand and slicking himself up. He fisted his cock, hand sliding up and down his length with haste like it was the last time heād jerk off. There was the familiar pull at his abdomen, his balls growing tight as he reached his peak.Ā
And yet, even when he came over his chest, spilling over his fingers, the gnawing ache didnāt go away. It ate at him, and his cock got hard again at an alarming speed. This wasnāt goodāthey were due at soundcheck in less than three hours, and it was unlikely that the insatiable feelings he was having were going to go away so soon.Ā
The groupies wonāt be available yet, and he doubts any random woman will want to hook up with himāheās startled out of his thoughts when thereās a loud knock from the door. Quick to tuck himself back into his pants and hastily wiping himself clean, he calls out. āOne minute!ā When heās finally presentable enough, he opens the door and peeks through the crack in it.Ā
āYeah?ā He asks, sniffling. Outside stands Jason, eyebrow raised as if he knew exactly what Kirk had been doing. āWeāre heading for soundcheck in 2 hours.ā Kirk wipes his nose, making sure there was no white residue left. Any rational thinking is thrown out the window as he reaches for Jasonās arm and pulls him in.Ā
Jason is taken by surprise, now standing with Kirkās body flush against his. āAre you okay?ā He asks, hand feeling up Kirkās forehead. Itās near scorching and Jason swiftly pulls his hand back.
āYouāre heating up. Do you have a fever?ā Concerns swirls in the depths of his grey-blue eyes, and Kirk tiptoes, grinding his erection against Jasonās crotch. āDonāt knowāI think my coke has something in it...ā He pants out, pulling Jason close. āHas what in it?ā He queries, feeling Kirkās neck, just as hot as his forehead.Ā
āDonāt know, donāt fucking care. I need you. Now.Ā Please.ā Jason furrows his eyebrows in worry, but complies, letting Kirk push him down onto his bed and shove his shirt up, straddling his hips while grinding atop him. āAre you sure about thisāā āShut up.ā The auburn haired man groans, his dick stirring in his pants.Ā
Kirk grinds against him like a man crazed, face flush from how needy he was. He needed his dick in somethingāanything, and Jason was so conveniently there to satisfy his urges. Kirk grinds, precome soaking the fabric of his drawls. Jasonās hands rest on his hips, face scrunched up at the friction.Ā
Impatient and unsatisfied with just grinding, Kirk moves to undo his fly and peel off his skinny jeans. He tugs off Jasonās slightly baggier jeans with ease, boxers along with it. Wasting no time to lube up his fingers and feed them knuckle-deep to Jason, Kirk slots another in and scissors them. Jason merely takes it pliantly, seeing how desperate he was.Ā
āFuckā¦Kirk-ā He hissed as heās hurriedly fed a third, thereās a bite from the stretch underneath the pleasure. Kirk pumps his fingers a little more for good measure, before theyāre pulled out and wiped on his sheets. His lubed up cock prods against Jasonās hole, before pushing past and rocking into the younger man slowly.Ā
His speed builds up as Jason grows a little accustomed to it, and soon heās thrusting into him like a rabbit, body hunched over and gripping Jasonās spread legs. Jason fists the sheets as Kirk fucks into him, gasping as his prostate is assaulted with each hungry jerk of his hips. Itās the perfect mix of rough and fast that has him keening, no doubt that someone would hear them from next door, alongside the slamming of the bedframe against the wall.
Jasonās back jolts into an involuntary arch off the bed. He can feel his orgasm impending with the pressure coiled around his loins, like a spring soon to snap. The sound of skin against skin echoes around the room, accompanied by Jasonās high-pitched whines and Kirkās loud groans. Jason finally snaps and clenched tight around Kirk whilecoming over his stomach, his cock twitching weakly. Kirk doesnāt stop, because he canāt. If he did, he might just die from how utterly aroused he was.
The older man doesnāt stop his brutal pace, and Jason flutters around him, his prostate getting oversensitive. He bites back a whimper as Kirk dips his head forward, rutting into him like a bitch in heat. The overstimulation is getting a lot more intense, and Jason squeezes his eyes shut. It feels good, but thereās an almost painful edge to the constant assault on his g-spot.Ā
But the pleasure outweighs the discomfort, and he finds himself on the edge of another orgasm soon. Kirk can feel the tight, warm heat of Jason still clenching weakly around him, and from the way his cock blurts precome itās clear heās going to come again. Thatās further proved when Jason grows tighter around him, his shaft pulsing. Jason babbles as Kirk slams his hips into him at such a furious speed that his mind span.
Kirk kindly spits in his hand and starts to jerk Jason off, less than two strokes in and Jason comes again with a loud moan. Only after the second time heās come does Kirk feel the pulling at his belly, low and warm. His movements get sloppy and he chases his orgasm down. The familiar tug at his balls is getting more prominent.Ā
His orgasm is starting to grow closer, and Jasonās so overstimulated that he cries as he comes a third time so pathetically, dribbling down the upside of his shaft into the puddle on his stomach. Kirk throws his head back again, heās so damn close. Jasonās incessant clenching about him finally has him spilling into Jason, hips stuttering to a stop.Ā
He pants, propping himself up on his hands as he stays in Jason, not wanting to pull out just yet to preserve the warmth. Jason wiped his own tears, sniffling just like Kirk had been. Kirk does the very least to kiss away his tears to soothe him, caressing his face.
āFuck.ā Was all Jason said, breaths hiccuping. āIām sorryādid I hurt you?ā Kirk asks gently, noticing how the pull at his dick ebbed away. āIām-Iām fine,ā Jason says shakily, his cock oversensitive and his hole getting sore, āJust a bit sore.ā
Kirk pulls out and gets one of his shirts to clean up the mess on Jasonās abdomen and around his ass. Jason sat up and immediately winced, the soreness kicking in quick after a good fucking. Yeah, that show was going to be a pain in the ass, quite literally.Ā
āDid you like the coke?ā Lars casually asked Kirk in their tour bus. James glanced over momentarily, uninterested. āWhat the hell was in that thing?ā Kirk grumbled, still a little upset at the fact that he couldnāt get a good high. āJust some strong aphrodisiacs. Howād you get it outta your system? Groupie?ā Kirk shifted in his seat slightly. James looks over, now interested.Ā
āIs that why Jase was limping just now?ā He mentions with a raised eyebrow. Lars looks over at Kirk, surprised. āI assumed he had a bad time with a groupie or something. You sure did a number on him, lucky bastard.ā The Dane nudges him with a smirk. āI donāt think Jase liked it very much after.ā Muttered Kirk,Ā Ā averting his gaze from Jason, who glared at Lars, lying on his side opposite on the couch.Ā
āDonāt ever do that again you bastard.ā Jason mutters, flipping Lars off. āYou better have painkillers, or your ass is mine.ā Lars stuck out his tongue cheekily, āWellā¦not a bad propositionā¦ā
jason, if you even care.