verse 1 on my band's song! unreleased, but heres the sneak peek.
i haven’t felt this feeling since freshman year, i feel like i’m gonna puke now. emotions are so intense right now.
random things abt me
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~i get headaches when it storms
~i like to sew
~i’m a pisces
~i love the rain
~i love the woods
~once i love something i never stop, even if i grow out of it
~i forgive people too easy
~i used to hate sushi but now i love it
~i have a journal, i write in it less often then i should, but i do write in it
~creative writing is my favorite class right now
~i suck at math until i understand it, then i’m amazing at it
~i hate seaworld
~i’m in a band called attenuate
~every couple months i feel like a complete different person, when i look back at memories it doesn’t feel like me
~it’s hard for me to tell dreams from reality
~i lucid dream a lot!! (it’s fun)
~i procrastinate wayyyy too much
~i love the sims and have a few too many mods
~my biggest fear is getting old
~i get attached too easy
~i love creepypasta !!!!
~i want to be in love
~if i didn’t wear all black i think i’d wear all white, or maybe all pink!!!! but i like black :3
~i was recently at a really low point in my life, but life is starting to get better !!!
i’ll do a part 2 sometime :>
sometimes i feel like i don’t actually have free will. like my favorite color is purple because that’s the color that feels like me and everyone says i remind them of purple so it had to be purple but deep down my favorite color is probably blue. i feel like this is not a normal thought process lmao
Things i could talk about for hours
Biblically Accurate Angels (mostly seraphims)
Gravity falls
Creepypasta
Marble Hornets
Everymanhybrid
Weird/scary signs
Perfect Blue
Shiki
The last unicorn and it’s metaphors
How i feel religion and my dislike for megachurches
Death note
Alternative subcultures (specifically goth, emo, and metalhead)
Impact of being a military kid mental health wise
Tattoos
Gojira or Type o Negative
Slenderman
How a lot of christian’s completely ignore “love thy neighbor”
Jurassic Park (all)
Dinosaurs (and real vs jurassic park/world ones)
How the creation of jurassic park is totally something that would happen if we had the ability to do it (not a good thing)
Subgenres
Vocals
Derealization
Bpd, ptsd, and autism
Songwriting and poetry
gonna start writing stories again! hopefully i can actually publish some eventually.
hi tumblr ♡´・ᴗ・`♡