Neil Is The Most Unserious Character Like What Do You Mean You Develop A Secondhand Nicotine Addiction

neil "i love when people are mean because omg no way my turn" josten

women- especially women of color- aren't completely and totally pushed aside in fiction for the favor of m/m ships that usually have little to no chemistry. i swear. the reason there's no content for them in fan media is because. uh. (sweating buckets) they're less interesting in canon. unlike the men, who have been projected onto by fans to the point of having whole new personalities. which is different

kevin roaming around in my brain

I feel like 10yo Neil Josten was probably mortified that his dad had to go and embarrass him in front of his cool, new exy friends by chopping up some bastard. Like dad, stop being weird they're gonna make fun of me

i love you fuckboy jeremy knox. i love you jeremy sneaking into his ex-situationship's room through the window. i love you jeremy stealing a rose from his ex-situationship's garden. i love you jeremy desecrating the backseat of that car. i love you teenage dirtbag jeremy knox. i love you jeremy "why? is warren shopping for a new beemer?" knox. i love you jeremy's satisfied smile after laila asks how he's still talking to sheldon. i love you jeremy lying on the hotel bed with an arm thrown over his eyes. i love you jeremy "i'm not going down on you on linoleum" knox. i love you jeremy taking off his shirt for jean's attention. i love you jeremy "give me his new number and i'll tell him myself" knox. i love you jeremy smiling at the bobcats after they talked shit to his face. i love you jeremy "if i threw a rock into the chasm between your talents and his, i don't think i'd ever hear it hit bottom" knox. i love you captain sunshine jeremy knox who's not afraid to be a little mean. i love you i love you i love you.

Round two with Jean, Jeremy, Cat and Laila (and Barkbark von Barkenstein of course)🌈

The little illustration I made as a print for the aftg pride zine ✨️

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I imagined them getting ready for their own little party or sth~

Andrew & Neil

in heaven you can make amvs for books

Do you think that after Andrew got off his meds he thought back to all the ridiculous shit he said and while he says he has no regrets secretly sometimes as he’s falling asleep he remembers some really stupid comeback he made while medicated that he thought was so clever at the time, and the embarrassment alone has some part of him wishing he was having a panic attack instead 💀

I just find Neil soooooo funny. He looks at genuinely nice ppl and goes “ew stay away from me”

neil after being threatened by andrew: sure I'll go clubbing with him ig

neil after renee smiles at him: I'll just uhh sit 4 seats away from her on the bus. just in case