I Got A Pumpkin Muffin, Incidentally That's What The Bitches Call Me Because I'm Such A Fucking Sweetie.

In honor of the Ides of March approaching, here’s the trash can I wrote on 2 years ago and only touch up in March

Saying you have a "transfemme" alter in a dfab body is super fucking transphobic, I thought you'd know better. You can take your fake system and go play with the other fakes okay?

why is transphobic? give me like actual solid reasoning

im not saying you can be mtf in an afab body or ftm in an amab body while fronting

but there are identities under the trans umbrella that you can be that falls under masc and fem and honestly not respecting those identities feels more transphobic

jake's forgetting that for the most part we have to be vegan for medical reasons 🤦

-wes

bruh fuck vegan alters in a non vegan system

like how dare you you bitch, dont get nauseous while im trying to eat chicken nuggets

i just wanna enjoy my nuggets

would anyone be interested in like a system news youtuber type of thing? that updates everyone on syscourse, drama, and medical updates from a nonbiased view? along with just talking about being a system and how it impacts things?

ssomedays im just really harshly reminded about how many trans kids take their lives before they graduate high school and realize just how lucky i am to have made it this far.

i lost a trans friend a year ago and while seeing videos on my tiktok fyp talking about trans youth one of them mentioned another trans kid who took her life years ago and it reminded me of what it was like when that happened and then i thought back to my own friend i lost. and its just so terrifying knowing that im lucky to be one of the trans kids to survive my middle/highschool years.

it was a really big realization the other day that i had in which i turned to my sister and said holy shit im an elder trans person now, ive survived. and thats just really sad, knowing that when i was like 14/15 and first starting my transition i looked up to 18/19/20 year olds who made it and were transitioning and now im in that position of having saw these 14/15 year old kids looking at me and how well i pass and how well i know myself and how i survived and feeling like they could make it. the amount of kids i have had tell me that just seeing me being me around the school helped them to feel safe is insane to me. like these kids deserve to just be kids. i deserved to just be a kid. but we dont get to be kids. we dont get to live out our high school years by being high schoolers, we live them out in fear. in fear of our peers, in fear of our families, in fear of ourselves. and thats just terrible. this shouldnt be how things are.

i shouldnt have had to fight for the right to just use any of the bathrooms at my school. i shouldnt have had to go into our counseling office and report slurs and threats being verbally thrown at me in the hall. i shouldnt have had to sit there in my car before the last football game a year ago crying because my best friend was dead.

man fuck khonshu

all my mates hate that moon bitch

-steven

sometime all i think about is you

late nights in the middle of june

"Inshallah he will OD soon" fucking sent me

ME WHEN I OPEN AO3 TO TRY AND FIND A GOOD PETER PARKER SYSTEM FIC AND FIND OURS AND DECIDE TO READ IT BECAUSE I HAVE NO RECOLLECTION OF WHAT WAS WROTE

If only there was a cute person to find bones and adventure with me 👉👈