Dear People Who Believe In ‘narcissistic Abuse’,

gonna be so real

i think the only issue i really have with endogenic systems is that most are not willing to see a therapist or get professional help and theyre not willing to face the idea that they may actually have trauma or another mental health issue causing their system symptoms

i have the same issue with self diagnosed traumagenic systems that discount anything their therapists say if they bring up any other disorder first before DID/OSDD

like yall

for your health and wellbeing please be open to other options andnplease seek professional help to help navigate this stuff

like you wouldnt be like yea i have ehler danlos syndrome and not seek professional help because youre scared it could be an autoimmune disorder instead

yall ever eat a whole can of beans for dinner?

caus like me rn fr

yea exactly its shaped your identity. its a defining characteristic of your identity but ptsd is not just an identity like being trans or gay is.

why tf do endos treat being a system like its an identity that you can pick and choose to label? why do they constantly push the transphobic rhetoric of using "traumascum" to refer to traumatized individuals that just dont want people to treat their symptoms like its fun?

being plural/being a system is nothing like being lgbtq+ and i really think we need to stop treating it as such

yes we are a community, but this community is one formed on the basis of being traumatized as kids, its not based on something we choose to refer to ourselves as

we need to be there to support each other but not blindly. we need to help spread information to others with the symptoms so they can receive help.

you wouldnt treat people with personality disorders the way you treat systems so why is it acceptable to treat systems this way?

so update on the asking steven out thing

i may have texted our friend about it then steven switched in and found out so im going to try and have a date with him later today to make up for not getting to properly ask

also i bought him a tea yesterday and he loved it

-marc

guys we’re. actually starting to ship steven and marc (in the show)

oops

this is all the introjects fault

got a job at the hospital

one of our friends works in the psych ward as a nurse (its like a fwbs situation and we may or may not be super into them cries)

finally admitted to having DID today after months of talking and her response wasnt exactly the greatest, she doesnt think its actually fully fledged seperate individual alters and instead just thinks its super intense derealization

so now i just feel gross and like i cant be open about my own personal experience and symptoms i deal with on a daily basis with her

like im not the same person i was earlier and i want to be respected in that and i want to feel comfortable in that and i want to be able to trust them

-wes

Night One of being on lamotrigine for my bipolar

tried latuda back in november/december and had some bad physical reactions so heres to hoping this time goes better

will say i was hoping to get the drowsy side effect tonight like i normally get from new psych meds but thats not happening at all which kinda sucks ass, was hoping to be able to sleep lol

would anyone be interested in like a system news youtuber type of thing? that updates everyone on syscourse, drama, and medical updates from a nonbiased view? along with just talking about being a system and how it impacts things?

Please stop posting in the plural/plurality tags. They were made with endogenic systems in mind, and are pro-endo. We have our space and you have yours.

The only posts I tag with the plurality tags are ones that I want to discuss with endogenic systems. Like I'm not posting my anti-endo posts in that tag because im aware that its a pro-endo tag, im posting my endo neutral posts there because i want responses and want to learn more.

my favorite part of posting on here is that i get to have the anonymity of it

like on tiktok where i have 2500 followers i dont get to vent and post just little thoughts because i feel constantly seen

but here where i have like 40 smth followers and barely any of my posts get seen i have this feeling of being anonymous and just have the ability to express myself differently