I’m Sorry I Wasn’t Good Enough But I Tried To Be.

it’s so painful to watch yourself grow cold, bitter, and resentful, even toward small, irrelevant things, when all you’ve ever wanted was just to be warm, gentle, kind, and loving.

and suddenly, again, I feel really tired, as if the world is draining me of everything i ever had

in the mood to take all my pills and never wake up

im feeling so sad, and so terrified things will never get better

“تَهادُوا الحُبَّ غَيباً بالدُّعَاءْ.”

— Give love in secret by praying for one another.

We are like the stars, you look at them and think they are so beautiful but maybe they’re already dead and all you see is what they used to be

07.03.19