Sad To Be Here.

I’m okay.

it’s getting bad again

She is 10, but do you know she likes to stay in her head? She is used to disappointment, needs care, overthinks a lot, needs constant reassurance, relies on her writings and books to keep her sane, is possessive, loves way too hard, and shuts down when anyone tries to talk to her about her feelings. She distances herself when she feels like an option; she hurts herself. She is 10, but do you know that?

“تَهادُوا الحُبَّ غَيباً بالدُّعَاءْ.”

— Give love in secret by praying for one another.

The sexual tension between me and destroying everything in anger....

Supongo que soy como un sol, la gente se acuerda de mí cuando ya no brillo para ellos.

Life is literally not worth living

I’m so tired

can someone rip the anxiety out of me

I feel everything. Too much. All at once. Until I feel nothing at all

hiding pain is another pain