I'm Trying My Hardest To Not Act How I Feel.

just fucking kill me bro I’m tired now

I self sabotage any relationship I have with people bc I know in the end they are better without me in their lives

“إذا أحب القلب شيئاً رأته العين جنةً”

“and when the heart loves something the eyes see it as paradise”

Everyone deserves a second chance but not for the same mistakes

i was hurt too, but i'm always silent

I feel so guilty for living, but then I also feel guilty for wanting to kill myself.

She is 10, but do you know she likes to stay in her head? She is used to disappointment, needs care, overthinks a lot, needs constant reassurance, relies on her writings and books to keep her sane, is possessive, loves way too hard, and shuts down when anyone tries to talk to her about her feelings. She distances herself when she feels like an option; she hurts herself. She is 10, but do you know that?