I Destroy Every Bridge I Cross, And Then Wonder Why I’m Stranded In The Darkness, Crying Out For A

i want to get my shit together so badly

i also want to just give up

let me fucking sleep forever

in the mood to take all my pills and never wake up

and suddenly, again, I feel really tired, as if the world is draining me of everything i ever had

Where do i go if nowhere and no-one feels like home anymore

I can't stand my own thoughts

I'm sorry you had to meet this broken version of me. I'm sorry for being a mess.

I’m so tired of holding myself together when all I really want is to fall apart

when you lose an emotional attachment to someone, you realize how ordinary they are. it was only your love that made them so worth settling for