I'm Horrible, I'm Sorry I Haven't Been Enough

I’m so tired of holding myself together when all I really want is to fall apart

Nothing hurts more than your favorite person turning into a life lesson

Supongo que soy como un sol, la gente se acuerda de mí cuando ya no brillo para ellos.

so scared of losing myself again.

She is 10, but do you know she likes to stay in her head? She is used to disappointment, needs care, overthinks a lot, needs constant reassurance, relies on her writings and books to keep her sane, is possessive, loves way too hard, and shuts down when anyone tries to talk to her about her feelings. She distances herself when she feels like an option; she hurts herself. She is 10, but do you know that?

That fight between your mind & your heart ain’t no joke.

damn , i miss you right now.

am I dying ? it feels like it