Fuck you Carlos.
I'm done getting mad. I just gotta learn to expect the lowest from people, even the ones I expected the highest from.
I scrolled past it too....but I couldn't resist going back up.
I can't deal sometimes...Something happens and my mind fucking goes awol. Then these thoughts cross my mind, and all I can think of is running the blade across my arm, or purposely making my truck slide into something since the grounds are slippery, or really just doing anything to hurt myself...But I don't want to go back down that road again of harming myself...I wish I knew what to do, what to think, and how to deal. But every second that goes by, the urge to do something stupid gets stronger and stronger. Why can't I just have a normal working brain?
♪ Get out your guns, battles begun, are you a saint, or a sinner? If loves a fight, than I shall die, with my heart on a trigger. They say before you start a war, you better know what you're fighting for. Well baby, you are all that I adore, if love is what you need, a soldier I will be.
I'm an angel with a shotgun, fighting til' the wars won, I don't care if heaven won't take me back. I'll throw away my faith, babe, just to keep you safe. ♪
Hopeless romantic. Realist. Indecisive. Oh, and hella gay.
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