My Ocs Leili And Kai :)

here's my last 3 sketchbook pages :) thought they were kinda funky and haven't posted on here in a while

can you tell I like green lmao

Redrew a childhood drawings in coloured pencil :) sorry for the lack of contrast

not my art but i am obsessed with this omg oarfish

My train was late. AGAIN.

Coloured in a drawing from months ago. Hopefully it's not too blurry.

The solution to art block is almost always trying a new style, technique or medium and I'm enjoying coloured pencils at the moment.

artfight attack! here's @gr3y-heron's oc Milo

Flint and Kai as medieval (in vibes mainly) "princes" but the hat Kai is wearing clearly does not belong to them and Flint wants it back.

Can't decide if Flint is a runaway princess dressed in guys clothes (as a continuation from my last post of them) or if it's just gender fuckery.

Also so often when I draw these guys I subconsciously give them trans colours. I suppose that's what I get for in my head assigning Flint as red and Kai is blue and then deciding paler colours work better with the colour scheme.

(not that I'm complaining anyways it fits)

Quick what are you doing RIGHT now (besides scrolling Tumblr)

She's so pretty!! I love this so much.

Another art fight attack! This time im beating up @notmrparallel and their oc flint!

people will say "why cant the eldritch gods just be nice to humans :((" and then kill a bug for existing near them

Hey, look at me. Look at me. I’ve said it once and I’ll say it again: you need to condition yourself to being okay with being inconvenienced by things. The first time I spoke about this I meant it in a mental health way- it is good to go out to the store and see people versus just ordering alone at home- but there is another more pressing societal issue you should be more concerned about as well.

Any service you rely on for convenience can be weaponized against you the moment you begin to rely on it. Streaming used to be a cheap and convenient way to see movies at home. It is now exorbitantly expensive, you need multiple accounts just to get what you want, and any of those movies can be taken from you at any time. And unless you have gotten used to going through the “inconvenience” of owning physical media, you can do nothing about it. Same goes for buying things on Amazon. Same goes for any service like DoorDash etc. These companies WANT you to be reliant on them for convenience so they can do whatever they want to you because, well, what else are you gonna do?

Same thing goes for the uptick in AI. If you train yourself to become reliant on AI for doing basic things, you will be taken advantage of. It is only a matter of a couple years before there are no free AI services. Not only that, but in the usage of AI’s case, it is robbing you of valuable skills that you need to curate that you will be helpless without the moment the AI companies drive in the knife the way they have done with streaming. Delivery. Cable. Internet. Etc. It will happen to AI too. And if you are not practicing skills such as. Writing. You are not only going to be at the mercy of AI companies in the digital world, but you are going to be extremely easy to take advantage of in real life too.

I am begging you to let go of learned helplessness. I am begging you to stop letting these companies TEACH you helplessness. Do something like learn to pirate. It is way more inconvenient at the beginning, but once you know how, it is one less way companies can take advantage of you. Garden. Go to the thrift store (older clothes hold up better anyway). These things take more time and effort, yes, but using time and effort are muscles you need to stretch to keep yourself from being flattened under the weight of our capitalist hellscape.

Inconvenience yourself. Please. Start with only the ways you are able. Do a little bit at a time. But do something.