Intro Post That Is Overdue

When you start New leaf and are greeted by two of your all-time favorite villagers (Tiffany & Lily)

MY QUEENS!!!!! HELLO <33333 (˶˃ ᵕ ˂˶) .ᐟ.ᐟ

Pusteblumen daran erinnerst du mich

Idk

Sunshine dandelions the sea,,,, Kastanienbäume,,, sea shells!!!

summer but not like beach tropical moreso those quiet warm evenings when the sun is going down and it tints the sky golden the months july and august

Very pretty you don't see it but I do,,,,, I have to violently stop myself from looking at you (mission failed miserably) I like the way you sound especially when you laugh it makes me very happy

You're kind, you may be anxious and get jittery in public but you're a very kind and usually gentle person (at least with me) and I like the way your brain works,,,, I also find your attempts of joke-violence funny, the jabs you make at others and the way you talk about the things you love makes me shiver (in a good way)

you're very creative and also very *very* goofy... Lovably so,,,, you live rentfree in my head especially in my dreams,,, every time you apologize for not being good at reciprocating I die internally you DON'T NEED TO DO THAT!!!! I'm okay with what we have more than that I'm gonna explode the love you give me is more than enough You already have me giggling kicking my feet and shit I would probably turn into a puddle

I ALREADY TURN INTO A PUDDLE!!! my favorite things are when you pat my head or just play around with my fingers (very pain relieving too)

You soothe and dull my body-wide pain immensely just by existing next to me (apparently that's a science backed up thing) which really just tells me how much I love you,,,, also you make me really sleepy and calm suddenly my violent urges are dead and gone and that's really nice,,,, I'm always aching for days on end just from being gently poked/touched or simply wearing clothes but the aches you leave on my body whether from hugging or whatever else actually feel pleasant, like something I can cherish,,,,,,

I would go to say you've reclaimed my body from the abuse I've suffered to a point where I can associate it with us rather than my aggressors but I don't know if that sounds weird,,,,,

but that's not you attributes more me attributes sifbdkfbf I'm getting gayly off track,,, how could I not??? I've been a fool for you for nearly 9 years,,,, foolmaxxing or something,,, you've saved my life on so many different occasions and you probably don't even know

Overall you're very dear to me I love you so much and I'm gonna kiss you (gently,,,, lovingly and on the cheek,,,,,)

Yap yap yap ..

Really thinking about how people who know me all have different perceptions of me is very funny to me

Like what

Especially when it's people I don't know irl the idea is very silly to me

Mini yap of active brain decay

Mini thing

Work in progress...

Fridolin has an adopted son post b2w2... his name is Chip !!!

Unfortunately I also made this.......because Chip is kalosian ................ it's totally funny

Crying

Grraaa

Yokai watch brainrot

Yokai watch brainrot!!!!

Improvised human design for my SHAYLA Casanuva!!!!!!!! I LOVE this self obsessed idiot

Half serious ship ....... .....

The idea of them together is very funny to me

I love them!!

How about Father's day

Happy Mother's day to all the mothers out there, and me also

I can heal your pokemon but I can't heal my soul

My artblock is horrendously picky

Tyrant ... as the wisteria maiden ..??

I wanted to work on lore related stuff

But my weird artblock only let me draw this..... I like it tho 🎉

Me when I do pokemon oc lore on a whim!!!!

Ryver standing with Bede at the counter (he follows him everywhere because on god he doesn't know what else to do)

Also Ryver silently observing everything ↓↓↓

He was like “you fight I'll take away the wishing stars” but ended up just watching instead (ˊ˘ˋ*)

Oh my goodness I very much have to elaborate on their relationship

I have decided to give myself the freedom of letting them be even more messed up because I have been having the immense urge to do so since the beginning but I wasn't confident enough for it

THESE TWO.... pls ignore if I'm less intricate or something here I feel like this loredump is gonna be more messy in a way??

Fridolin is SEVERELY dependent on Zinzolin. Like, to an obviously unhealthy degree. Zinzolin picked him up when he was at his worst, taught him to blame himself for all the shit that happened to him under the guise of helping him improve himself and his whole 'sage-in-training- status. Zinzolin and the work he gives Fridolin lets Fridolin feel a sense of purpose and in some way makes him feel like he's redeeming himself from his past actions (which were totally all his fault definitely). Fridolin essentially develops a borderline obsession with Zinzolin.

Zinzolin could not care LESS about Fridolin.... like, seriously, that's just another dude who conveniently got very attached to him and would protect him with his life. Except there is this weird sense of pride there, also. Zinzolin doesn't like it because it's already too much of an attachment in his eyes, but he is proud of Fridolin's achievements. Fridolin is after all very much his mentee, and seeing him actually succeeding and even excelling at his duties makes him feel proud. Something which Zinzolin likes even less is that there is an odd sense of care he feels for Fridolin, at least eventually he does.

There's definitely a mutual care between the two even if Zinzolin doesn't like acknowledging it. That care is however very twisted and messed up!

It's a horrible little mix of borderline romantic, purely manipulative, desperation to get over someone else from both sides and an odd platonic appreciation.

Zinzolin tries hard to keep their relationship purely work-based but he fails miserably at it.. There is never anything explicitly romantic between them. Zinzolin wouldn't let it get to that point. (Bear with me here I really can't describe this the same way I tried my best to do with the other lore dumps)

The distancing really doesn't work. It's a constant "only once, only this small thing" which just ends with things happening again and again. Like I mentioned before they are not explicitly romantic and there's boundaries that are never crossed but it's smaller stuff that happens over and over again which has this borderline romantic undertone (I'm doing my best here to word this).

Only image I have of one example... like Fridolin being allowed to sit on Zinzolin's desk. That's a thing. Fridolin sees this as one of his greatest accomplishments, that is his spot and he has it because Zinzolin at the very least tolerates him. It makes him feel validated. Zinzolin keeps telling himself that it's, well, a one time thing! That it's just for fun, to see and maybe internally laugh at how giddy Fridolin gets over it. It's not. Not entirely anyways. Partially it's also because he does enjoy Fridolin's company.

They rely on each other to cope with the fact that they're trying to get over someone else.. Fridolin sees his entire past way of living as wrong, that includes his relationship. He blames himself for getting distracted, and considers the reason for his distraction to be his ex.. who he never officially broke up with but that's just a fun fact. Zinzolin is trying to distract himself from his weird feelings for Ghetsis which he wishes didn't exist. They use their bond with each other as a means of coping with this.

Fun image depicting Fridolin debating if he could style his hair to look like whatever Ghetsis has going on and whether that would get his boss to love him or not...

They are. Incredibly messed up. Both of them. And they both grow dependent on each other to each different degrees. I really can't get myself to explain this in a more organized and thorough way this will just have to do.. but yay!!! Giving myself the freedom to let them be like this!!!!!!!

I keep getting spam messages so I gotta tell them I have a beautiful husband (boyfriend) at home (near me by online standards but bro still lives 45 minutes away by car) ⋌༼ •̀ ⌂ •́ ༽⋋