Watching Charlie react to her playlist was surprisingly one of the more intimate experiences of her life. They were both allowing songs say the words they were too scared or hesitant to say out loud and then the reactions? The subtle touches of acknowledgement and acceptance. It sent every nerve-ending of hers on fire. She giggled at the way the absolutely lit up at the A*Teens cover of Mamma Mia and found another reason to sit him down in front of one of her favorite musicals one of these days. “Sure, I’m not afraid of a good karaoke stage,” she grinned. He lay back when Night Changes came on, and her eyes were glued on him as he mouthed the lyrics. His hand found hers and she squeezed it gently, silent acknowledgement. When he glanced at her talking about the right person, she smiled shyly breaking the eye contact. “You’re sounding very philosophical these days, y’know?” The song shifted again and she wasn’t sure what was more overwhelming. The way that Charlie’s whole body had responded to the song, or the fact that he didn’t try to hide it. He didn’t pretend it wasn’t affecting him. He just looked at her like he saw her and felt all the heat she’d meant to bottle into that song and decided he wanted it. And then… If dinner weren’t in the oven… Frankly, dinner wouldn’t have stopped her. She was about to say as much, but Charlie stood and walked away. That fact didn’t break the spell, but it just made her smirk. Her eyes followed him as he walked back to the kitchen, calling over his shoulder to set the movie up. She rested her arms on the back of the couch and just looked at him for a moment. Her cheeks were flushed and her heart was racing, but she couldn’t help the giddy feeling she had knowing she’d affected him like that. She reached for the remote and queued up the movie, but didn’t press play, waiting for him to return with their meal. Signe sank back into the couch, curling her legs underneath her, before she called back, playful and undeniably flirty. “Just so you know…that was the mild playlist.” A beat and then. “I have another one, but you’d probably need to cancel all your dinner plans for that one.”
Charlie gave a low, quiet laugh as her first song played, his blush rising again, this time not from embarrassment, but from the weight of what she wasn’t saying out loud. Think I Wanna See You Again. He didn’t need the explanation. He just glanced at her, lips parting like he might say something, but then shut his mouth again. Instead, he reached over and let his hand rest lightly on her thigh, thumb tracing an idle, slow circle against the fabric there. "I was already plannin’ on seein’ you again," he said finally, voice just barely above a whisper. "But… nice to know it’s mutual."
When White Houses came on, he listened with quiet focus, watching her from the side. He could see how grounded she was in the lyrics, like they held parts of her story she hadn’t said out loud. When she mentioned her move, he gave a small nod, nudging her knee with his. "I get that," he murmured. "Feelin’ like you’re brand new somewhere and tryin’ to look like you’ve always belonged." And then Mamma Mia started. He looked over at her, grinning like he’d just caught her red-handed. "You're jokin' me! My mum is obsessed with Abba. And with that musical too, yeah?" Charlie laughed, delighted. "That’s brilliant! We never had this remix-y madness. I feel like I’m hearin’ ABBA on a sugar high. Might have to add this to my workout playlist." He reached for his wine, still chuckling, and looked at her with soft, amused eyes as he took a sip. "You realise this means you have to sing one of these at karaoke with me someday, yeah?"
As Night Changes came on, something in him shifted. He placed his wine back down, leaning back to rest his head on the back of the couch. Charlie let the song wash over him, his eyes fluttering shut like it was instinct. The lyrics held a kind of gentle ache he hadn’t noticed before, not when he was sixteen, fumbling through the chords of the song, trying to impress a girl who didn’t know his name. But here, now, with Signe beside him, it hit differently. He reached out, without opening his eyes, and found her hand again, interlacing their fingers. When the last note faded, he didn’t let go. "I like that one," he said softly. "Feels like it means more now than it ever did when I was a kid." He looked at her, gaze steady and honest. "Maybe that’s the thing about the right person.. they make old songs feel new."
And then, Dangerous Woman. Charlie sat up straighter the second the sultry opening hit the speakers. His entire body tensed, not in discomfort, but in heightened awareness. Of her. Of the song. Of everything left unsaid between them. He'd heard it before, in pubs, in clubs, maybe even in the locker room once or twice, but he'd never heard it in this context. It had never felt this powerful. "Oh, bloody hell," he muttered under his breath, letting out a nervous laugh. His thumb dragged down his bottom lip as he tried, and failed, to keep a straight face. "If dinner weren’t in the oven, I’d be suggestin’ we table the rest of the playlist and revisit this one. Thoroughly." His voice was teasing, but there was a genuine flush to his cheeks now, the tension in his jaw not entirely performative. Charlie stood, forcing himself to break the spell before he did something impulsive. "Right, okay. That’s me ruined," he called over his shoulder as he made his way to the kitchen. "You mind settin’ up the movie, love? I’ll plate us up." There was a long beat of silence, and then, from the kitchen "… Also, that was the hottest playlist I’ve ever been emotionally wrecked by. So thanks for that!"
⋮ ★ 𝚘𝚏𝚛𝚎𝚜𝚘𝚕𝚞𝚡𝚎: dependent, multimuse roleplaying blog for palmviewfm. penned by krys ( 32, she / her + est ). please do not interact if you are not a part of the group.
𝚜𝚒𝚐𝚗𝚎 𝚑𝚘𝚕𝚖𝚜𝚝𝚛ö𝚖 — intro. pinterest. playlist.
𝚌𝚎𝚕𝚒𝚗𝚎 𝚊𝚗𝚑 𝚍𝚘𝚗𝚗𝚎𝚕𝚕𝚢 — intro. pinterest. playlist.
𝚘𝚙𝚑𝚎𝚕𝚒𝚊 𝚓𝚊𝚗𝚎 𝚢𝚘𝚞𝚗𝚐 — intro. pinterest. playlist.
Signe’s face lit up when Charlie pulled out the photos and moved closer, warmth blooming in her chest the moment their shoulders brushed. She clutched the photos gently, giggles escaping her with each new picture she flipped through. Signe let their shoulders stay pressed together, grounding herself in the feeling of his heat against her skin. “Oh, Charlie,” she breathed, laughing especially hard at the sight of the bold prints and the sunglasses that looks ready to swallow his face. She held the prints in her hand as if they were precious artifact. “Your mom might be my new favorite person if she can keep supplying me with these,” Signe teased. The way that Charlie listened to her and didn’t dismiss her feelings cracked something inside her chest wide open. He spoke in soft and gentle tones, not trying to make the words anything more than what they were, and it made the back of her throat tighten. Not from sadness, but from such total acceptance – from being so quickly understood by this strange and wonderful boy. Her fingers tightened as he held her hand and confessed he wasn’t all charm and jokes, and that he was scared too, and that he was still trying, still chasing the things he wanted even when it terrified him. And then he started talking about himself – little things, mundane things, some slightly more important things. Signe blinked repeatedly, swallowing the sudden burn in her throat. She let out a shaky break and shook her head before looking at him. “You make opening up seem…less scary.” Her thumb brushed along the back of his hand, mirroring the way he’d been touching her. Signe took a moment to gather herself and then nodded, smiling faintly. “Okay. My turn.” “I’m Signe Holmström. My mom’s name is Sigrid, dad is Søren … Don’t worry, I’ll help you with the pronunciation,” she smirked to herself, already imagining Charlie struggling with the task. “They’ve always given me everything they could, and while my head understands they’re proud of me…part of me feels like I need to be…better? Successful? In order to be worthy of all that they’ve given me.” She hesitated, the shine in her eyes flickering for just a second before she pushed forward with a small smile. “My favorite color’s green – but like a pastel, sage green. I’ve lived in the States for ten years now, but I still miss Malmö every winter when we don’t get any snow.” Her eyes met his and she fought a smirk as she continued. “I’m terrible at running, I was always more of a swimmer if I had to pick a sport. Hot cheetos are my guilty pleasure snack. I hate olives, can’t stand ‘em,” Signe wrinkled her nose in distaste. “I’m a little bit of a perfectionist. And like…scary organized. You should see my closet sometime. I hate when a house or room is too quiet, so I sing to myself. I’m God awful at board games,” she let out a watery laugh, wiping any tears with her fingers. “You’d absolutely destroy me.” “But…I’m trying too,” she whispered. “Trying to be brave.”
Charlie laughed, the sound warm and easy as he watched her light up at the mention of his past questionable fashion choices. At her excited invite, he didn’t hesitate to slide closer, closing the small space between them as if it were the most natural thing in the world. He reached into the bottom of the basket, pulling out the folded stack of photos. “These were the only ones I could dig up from my football days,” he said, nudging his shoulder softly against hers as their arms touched. “But Mum said she’s got some tucked away back home, reckons they’re too good to keep to herself, so I’m sure you’ll be gettin’ those soon enough.”
Their shoulders stayed pressed together, the nerves he’d carried into the evening long gone now, replaced by something calmer, easier. He handed over the photos, loud designer prints, bold patters, shorts and shoes that did not match the top half of his outfit, sunglasses far too large, and immediately covered his face with one hand, peeking at her through the gaps between his fingers. “Listen, I’ve made a lot of mistakes in my life—but these outfits? Top of the list.”
When he felt her pinky hook into his, his hand dropped, eyes catching hers just as her smile softened and her expression shifted, just enough that if he hadn’t been paying attention, he might’ve missed it. But he was paying attention. His brow knit together slightly, quieting, leaning into the moment as she spoke. “That’s what a date’s supposed to be, yeah?” he said gently. “Gettin’ to know each other. The whole picture, not just the bits we like showin’ off.” The smile on his face softened, not playful now but real, open. When she mentioned him only knowing the charming version of her, he let out a soft chuckle, shaking his head.
“You think this is me all the time?” He tilted his head, gaze steady on hers. “I promise. I’m not all charm and jokes. We’re all a bit fucked up underneath, aren’t we? It’s just about findin’ someone you can be fucked up with.” He shifted, leaning in just slightly, not to flirt, but to assure, “There’s no tellin’ what we’ll learn about each other. But you don’t have to worry about scarin’ me off. No pressure here. None at all.” He paused for a beat, his voice somehow softer now. “I’m scared too, y’know… a lot of the time. About work, about leavin' home and me mum behind, about what comes next.. But I’ve been tryin’ real hard not to let it stop me from goin’ after what I want. Not after missin' out on football.. I won't make that mistake again.”
Then, because the air felt a little too heavy for a second, and because lightening it was as much habit as it was care, he bumped their shoulders together, grinning. “Besides, I’m from Moss Side. Some of my mates were proper bad news. I don’t scare easy.” His grin widened, teasing. “I can sit through all of Nightmare on Elm Street and only have to cover my eyes, like, twice.” The tension eased between them again as he laced his fingers fully through hers, linking their hands together without rush, without asking. Just sure.
“Well… Hughes is my last name,” he started, his thumb gently stroking her knuckles. “Mum’s name is Wendy. Dad’s Charles.. yeah, I’m a Jr. But no one’s allowed to call me Charles. Been Charlie since I were a baby.” He smiled at her, eyes crinkling at the edges. “Favorite color’s blue.. but it’s a very specific blue. I’ll point it out when I see it.” “My injury was already ten years ago now, but I have some nerve damage, so long shifts in the kitchen can be hell on it. And runs, but I still go on 'em.” His lips pressed together for a second before the smile returned, a little sheepish. “I love video games. Hate broccoli. Tried, can’t do it. Absolute sucker for sushi, though. And I’m annoyin’ to watch football with ‘cause I get loud like I’m right there in the stands.” He gave her fingers a soft squeeze. “I’m a bit uptight in the kitchen. I mean, my coworkers would probably say very uptight.” A chuckle pushed past his lips. “And I’m ridiculously competitive. Doesn’t matter what it is, cards, board games, coin toss.. I hate losin’.” Charlie leaned his head to the side, considering her with a smile that felt steadier now, more sure. “But I’m workin’ on it.” His thumb brushed lightly across her hand once more, his eyes meeting hers fully again. “Like I said… determined sort of guy.”
⇢ ✨ STATUS ﹕ closed. ⇢ ✨ TAGGING ﹕celine + jack !! (@anchorsfm ) ⇢ ✨ LOCATION ﹕outside of jack's apartment.
Celine wiped at a smudge on her daughter's cheek, even though Rosie had made it crystal clear she was not trying to impress anyone. Eight going on eighteen, apparently. She knocked on Jack's door twice, signaling their arrival and the second the front door opened, Rosie had barreled past both of them shouting a dramatic, "Hi Dad, bye Mom!" and disappeared down the hallway towards her bedroom. Celine blinked after her. "Aaand she's gone," she muttered, still holding the weekend overnight bag in her hands. She handed the bag off to Jack, and then stuck her hands in the back pocket of her jeans. "Okay, I know she just got here," she begin, lingering in the doorway instead of heading back to her car, "but, there's something I wanted to talk to you about. It's not bad," she added quickly, immediately seeing the familiar flicker of concern in his eyes. "Just... something you should know." Her voice dropped a little, quieter and more careful, to make sure Rosie didn't overhear. "She asked me last night if she could start going by Rose instead of Rosie. She was so serious about it too. Said Rosie is for little kids and she's basically nine now, so...you know." Celine gave a small, fond eye roll at that and her small smile was tinged with a melancholy that she was certain Jack would recognize. "I said of course. But I think it's a phase. It might not be, but it just felt like one of those things where she might only say something to one of us hoping we'd be the messenger." Her gaze lingered on him for a moment. It had been a year since everything changed. A quiet divorce, no scandals, just ... truth. A truth Jack hadn't been ready to say out loud, and one Celine had tried her best to hold with grace.
“…Then I’ll stretch, maybe sketch, take a climb… sew a dress!”
Signe softened hearing her mother’s term of endearment for her, the sound jamming itself somewhere between her ribs and heart. It’s not like she never spoke to her parents or never met up with them just to catch up on life, but she was so recently moved out that the sound of the word on her mother’s lips tugged at her heartstrings and the guilt of moving out. She rolled her eyes, fighting a smile as her mother playfully reprimanded her for the comment she’d made about her artwork. The landscape was beautiful, even better than a photo in her opinion. “Yes, Mamma,” she reached out, grabbing on her mother’s hands and squeezing tight. At her mother’s teasing, probing question, Signe gave an exaggerated sigh. “I’ve been good – things are going well at work. I think I’ve finally gotten through and unpacked all of my boxes.” The minute she had made it home after meeting Charlie for the first time, she had called her mother to catch up and mentioned a boy and date she would be going. So, Sigrid Holmström was probing for details. “There might be someone,” Signe admitted, eyes darting to the side trying to will her blush down. “His name is Charlie.”
seeing her daughter was always a welcome sight and sigrid immediately put down her brush. sure , it had only been a few weeks since she moved out , but sigrid missed her laughter and sparkling eyes more than she would ever miss anyone. "tack , skruttis ," she replied , feeling warm at her daughter's love. the nickname was old , born when she was still a grape in her belly. "i know art is subjective , but if i hear you say anything like that and not refer to monet or renoir we will have words." she couldn't help but smile , reaching out to hold signe's hand. "how have you been , sweetheart. ?" a teasing glint appeared in her eyes. "talking to anyone special lately ?"
⇢ 🌸 STATUS ﹕ closed. ⇢ 🌸 TAGGING ﹕signe + adriana (@anchorsfm!!) ⇢ 🌸 LOCATION ﹕ ocean breeze wine bar
Signe sat across the table from Adriana, her hand wrapped around a sweating glass of sangria. "Okay," she said, stretching out the word like it was a secret she'd been holding on to. Which to be fair, she kind of was. She'd managed to go all day without spilling her guts to her best friend about the events of the previous night. Her lips curled into a smile that was almost smug but with just enough dreamy softness to give her away. "Before you ask--yes, invited him over, and yes he stayed the night," Signe paused for dramatic effect as she bit down on her lip, her eyes sparkling. "And neither of us had a restful night, but... it was perfect, Adri." Signe sighed and took a sip of her drink, sneaking a glance at her friend with a look that said, please don't judge me and just squeal with me all at once. "So, how much trouble am I in?"
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Driven (2018)
⇢ ✨ STATUS ﹕ open ( 2/6 ) ⇢ ✨ TAGGING ﹕celine + utp !! ( @palmviewstarters ) ⇢ ✨ LOCATION ﹕ retro roots.
“This store is either a fever dream or a trap,” Celine muttered under her breath, eyeing a hot pink rotary phone like it might bite her. “I swear my aunt had one just like this, just covered in cigarette ash.” She picked up a pair of gold-framed, star-shaped sunglasses and ran a finger long the edge. She caught motion in her peripheral vision and glanced up, raising an eyebrow with faux gravitas. “Hey, these scream ‘divorced and dangerous,’ right? Asking for a friend." Celine's smirk widened, taking in her fellow shopper before tilting her head. There was something about the otherworldly, out of time feel of the store that had her lowering her usual guard, just a little. “What's your poison? Lava lamps? VHS tapes? …Velvet couches with suspicious stains?”
If she were being honest, the last bit of the movie she spent more time observing Charlie than the film. She thought since she'd seen it more times than she could count that she could be forgiven for the trespass. Signe watched as Charlie's body language just told her the movie was really bringing up some possibly unaddressed emotions. She said nothing, choosing to squeeze his hand instead. The ending, as always, had her eyes lining with tears that did not fall and a small, smile on her lips. She accepted the tissues from him and nuzzled her face into his arm in a show of comfort. At Charlie's question, she pondered for a moment, letting the credits scroll for another moment, her cheek pressed against his shoulder as she did so. Then, she turned to him and at their joined hands, fidgeting with his fingers. "It is honest," she murmured. "It's so vulnerable it kinda makes your chest ache, doesn't it?" Her green eyes flicked over his face, studied his glassy eye and the little crease in his brow. It made her want to cup his face and kiss the worry lines away. "I think they find themselves first. Become who they're meant to be and then find each other again." Signe swallowed, her own throat feeling tight, and dabbed her eyes with the tissues Charlie had offered her earlier. His thumb swept across her knuckles and she smiled softly. "I don't know if this is my boldest stroke," she began quietly. Signe snuck a glance at him, memorizing his features in this moment. "But I just wanted to say...I'm really glad you're here, Charlie. Not just—" she waved a hand around them dismissively. "—here on the couch, but here. With me." The quiet confession seemed almost too loud and Signe could hear her heart thudding in her chest. She leaned forward and kiss him, slow and sure and grateful. The gesture almost a thank you for the way he'd watched her favorite movie and made her feel seen and understood. It was absolutely maddening. When she finally pulled back, Signe offered him a teasing smile. "The Godfather has it's own place in cinema history, don't you thinkI It's own messages and themes to grapple with," she paused for dramatic effect before adding. "Like the importance of family, loyalty… and never trusting anyone who puts ketchup on their pasta."
By the time Paul was coming to the realization, hurling those words at Ellie, Charlie was on the edge of his seat, leaning forward on the couch, forearms braced on his knees, hands knotted together in front of him. He inhaled sharply, lips parting slightly at the sound of it, the blunt violence in Paul’s voice cutting through the soft hum of the room. The scene twisted something inside him. Memories crept in, uninvited of an old mate from school, someone he got too close to once, who smiled at him in a way that made everything confusing and wonderful. His friend's mum had walked in on them, too near, too comfortable, and that was it. Days of avoidance and one stern talk later, and suddenly he was told they weren’t allowed to be friends anymore. It had never even had a name. He blinked hard and leaned back slowly, wiping a hand across his mouth as if that would settle the shake in his chest. "Fucked up," he muttered. "She did so much for the guy." Beside him, Signe didn’t say anything, just quietly reached for his hand under the blanket again. This time, he squeezed back.
Charlie's heart nearly dropped out of his chest as the film edged toward its closing, going still again. His breath caught during the painting metaphor, 'Maybe if you never make the bold stroke, you’ll never know if you could’ve had a great painting.' It hit different now. With Signe pressed into his side, with her warmth grounding him, he felt that line down to the bone. 'Is this really the boldest stroke you could make'. He swallowed down on the large lump in his chest as Ellie spoke to her father, those moments of silent cooking together drawing his mind to his mum. He missed home, he missed his friends, he missed her. But he wasn't sad about it. It felt right. And then came the train station. Ellie’s quiet 'I’ll see you in a couple years'. Paul running alongside the train. Ellie laughing through the tears.
Charlie sat in silence for a long moment, eyes glassy and locked on the screen. The first tear slipped free before he even realized. He laughed softly as he swiped at it. "Shit, love. You weren’t jokin’." His voice cracked with the words, a disbelieving sort of fondness in it as he reached for the box of tissues on the table. He passed one to her first, then grabbed a few for himself, blinking fast as the credits rolled. "Proper hit me, that one." His voice softened as he turned toward her, eyes still wet but shining. "You think they find each other again?" Charlie’s eyes lingered on hers a beat too long. His thumb brushed hers again. "Don’t think I’ve ever seen somethin’ that honest," he said, almost like a confession. "Definitely nothin' like The Godfather, yeah?" He leaned in, pressing a soft and delicate kiss to her lips, voice dipping sincerely. "Thank you for sharin' that."
The first thing Signe noticed was the smell – the warm, enticing smells wafting from the apartment even as she stood outside the door. Even though she’d chosen her outfit for their date days ago with Adriana’s help, she still had spent too much time getting ready. Worrying if the mesh dress of her own design was too much for a second date, if she was trying too hard to impress him. She didn’t know why she was putting so much pressure on this date when she already knew he liked her, knew that they were both drawn to each other like moths to a flame. And yet, after hearing Charlie’s voice call out that the door was open, she still hovered for half a beat in the doorway. She took in appearance – the towel slung over his shoulder, his sleeves pushed up and putting his impressive forearms on display. This was her first time in his apartment and she took a moment to take in her surroundings. Her eyes paused briefly over the flowers on the island, and smiled to herself before crossing the threshold. He greeted her with a soft Hej and Signe’s heart did a stupid little flip as she recognized the words to be her native Swedish despite their similarity to the English phrase. “It smells absolutely divine in here,” she said, walking over to press a quick kiss to his cheek instead of his mouth. A tiny act of restraint she wasn’t sure she could keep up for long. “You’re out to ruin me for others, aren’t you?” She tried to say the words lightly, but the truth was still there, woven into her tone. “I’m glad I came too,” she smiled, her gaze passing over all the food he’d prepared for her yet again. “You know, once I figure out how to cook, you’ll have to let me treat you sometime.” Signe laughed, soft and slightly nervous, as she came to stand beside Charlie, her shoulder brushing against his side. “I think it’d be a crime to let all this amazing food burn. So, put me to work, Chef,” she grinned. “We can put on the playlists on once the food is out of harm’s way.”
Starter: closed ~ @ofresoluxe ~ Location: Coral Cove Apartment 5B
Charlie had spent half the afternoon pretending not to overthink the whole thing. The ingredients were out; fresh veg, a stupidly nice charcuterie he definitely didn’t need to splurge on, a bouquet of the closest flower he could find that looked like an anemone sitting in a vase on the island, and his tiny kitchen smelled faintly of garlic and anticipation. He wasn’t in his chef whites, obviously, but he had rolled his sleeves up like he might be. He stood in the kitchen, a hand towel tossed over one shoulder. Casual. Effortlessly casual.. Which is to say it had taken him three tries to find a shirt that didn’t feel like trying too hard.
He’d started on the grapes already, just beginning to sizzle in the oven. The crostini were toasted, waiting on the counter, and the whipped goat cheese had been done earlier, just in case he panicked about multitasking. It sat ready in a little dish, sprinkled with thyme leaves he’d picked like it wasn’t a big deal... It was a big deal. Not the thyme, the evening. He didn’t want this to feel like he was performing, waiting to get scouted. They’d already crossed one line a few days ago, very unexpectedly but constantly thought about by him. Tonight, he wanted to let things breathe. Just them, cooking, talking, laughing. Playing that game she’d mentioned, maybe figuring out a new way to be close without rushing toward the next thing.
Charlie had just leaned over, turning his speaker up, when he'd heard the knock come at the door. He wiped his hands on the towel and smiled instinctively. "It’s open! Come in before the garlic burns and I start cryin’," he called, not looking up as he carefully stirred honey into the warm grapes, "unless you’re a burglar, in which case.. welcome, help yourself, just don’t take the goat cheese." The second he caught sight of her, he turned toward her properly, leaning back against the counter with soft eyes and crossing his arms in front of his chest. He’d been smiling more lately. He liked that. "Hej." His voice dropped a little, not on purpose, just naturally warm around her. "Glad you’re here. Crostini’s halfway done, and I’m officially trying not to act smug about how good the flat smells right now." He nodded toward the cutting board by the sink, already set up with the salmon ready to glaze. "We can cook first, or we can start the emotional excavation and let dinner burn in the background. Dealer’s choice." He gave a small, lopsided smile, then added quiet and honestly, "I’m glad you came, Signe."
resoluxe \ˈre-zə-ˌluks\ 1. the quality of resolving a challenge or decision with sophistication, elegance, and luxury.
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