Signe let out a small, mortified groan as she buried her face in her hands. "Pappa," she mumbled through her fingers, her voice half-scolding. "You can't just say things like that in public. People can hear you." She had never been ashamed of her father, even if he sometimes (often) said things that sent her cringing with embarrassments. She was so fond of him, and Signe could never really hide the way her father's affection disarmed her. There had been a time when her parents had been her entire world, and especially Søren Holmström -- who had given up his fast track to his dream career early on in his marriage so that her mother could finish her schooling. There had been many joyous and silly daddy/daughter days in her childhood, and that was a tradition Signe hoped to continue even if she'd now moved out. She stepped up to the barista at the counter and put in their orders, paying with a tap of her cell phone and moving to the side. "Why don't you grab us a seat? I'll be right over with our drinks and your snacks." Signe knew his leg had to be bothering him by this point with all of the walking they'd done. She reached out to rub his shoulder before pointing him at the seating area. "I promise to only steal one bite of your danish."
there had once been a time where søren thought a life with signe would have been impossible. laying in that hospital bed twenty - five years ago, pleading in the arms of his wife for her not to leave him. he had seen himself as broken, watched memories that hadn’t yet been made as they turned to ash. now, he was sitting in a café with their little grape all grown up. time had flown, but he was thankful for it. søren missed those first steps, those gooey kisses, those sleepless nights, but it was nothing compared to seeing how brilliantly their girl had turned out. “mm. sounds great,” despite being a doctor, knowing exactly what fat and sugar did to a person’s insides, søren was never one to turn down a sweet treat. his mouth parted to object, but it quickly turned into a smile. “in that case, i’ll have one of everything ! ” money had never been much of a problem for the holmströms. søren hoped that giving signe a soft pillow of wealth to fall back on had allowed her to pursue her creative dreams without worry, without the fear of failure. there would always be a warm home to come back to, and there would always be the bank of dad to pilfer in an emergency. “i’ll take a black coffee and an apple danish.” another sly smile. “even though the most delicious danish is standing right here.”
Her shoulders lifted in quiet laughter, amused by the other’s confession. “Well, personally, I think art’s meant to be felt more than understood,” she offered gently. “But I know others have very strong opinions on the matter.” Her voice was all but a whisper, glancing around making sure she didn’t make the same mistake of offending one of the artists. Signe followed the stranger’s gaze, glancing back to see that it didn’t resonate with her either. “Nothing with this one either?” Signe wasn’t the kind to make someone feel bad for ‘not getting it’ so she decided to steer the conversation in a new direction. “Do you live nearby? I just moved into the neighborhood not too long ago, and I decided to go exploring.” After a brief pause, she added with a hesitant smile. “I’m Signe, by the way.”
Marcela didn't frequently spend her free time admiring the art at the Mango Bay Art District, but she had some time to kill after her shift at Retro Roots and decided to check out what local artists had put up recently since she was in the area. If nothing else, this was a step in the right direction towards her goal of being at least a little more responsible with her time this year. What trouble could she really land herself in here?
She was mindlessly wandering around, not spending too much time with any one piece of art when a voice attracted her attention. "Oh no, you're fine. I'm really walking around more than anything." She glanced around for anyone who looked like the stereotypical, pretentious artist types she imagined were responsible for the artwork here. "Between you and me, I think most of this lost on me. I'm pretty sure I accidentally insulted one of the artists the last time I was here by not seeing their vision or something." As she spoke, she shifted a little to peer around the other just to see if she was missing out on something by not viewing this particular piece. Sure enough, though, it didn't really stand out to her.
Signe’s answering smile was soft and understanding. There was something familiar in what the other girl had said, almost as if she’d pulled the thoughts from Signe’s own head. “Do you paint?” she asked, tilting her head curiously. “I was thinking something very similar myself. The colors and the movement of the dancer’s skirt, even in a portrait have my head spinning on how you could make fabric do that, look like that in real life.” She turned her head back towards the painting in front of them. “Moments like this just have me itching for my sketchbook.” “It’s funny, isn’t it? How sometimes what you end up making ends up looking nothing like what inspired it?” she giggled, mostly amused at the thought. Signe returned her focus to the girl, studying her closely. “What kind of stuff do your normally like to make? You said you were working on something new?”
mango bay art district was a place that bella had came to visit every so often. she lived in ocean's edge but often times would come out to mango bay to take a look around. it sometimes even gave her a little bit of motivation to keep going with her own work. she worked at a bar as of this moment. but in the future? she's hoping to be able to live out her dreams of being an artist somewhere. even a graphic designer if that meant that she was able to get her artwork out there more and more. she had a ton of projects that she was busy working on, as well. but nothing was finished. bella liked to finish majority of her drawings or paintings up when the inspiration for them had seemed to come on through.
recreating different things into your own perspective was always the fun thing about art. at least that's what she had thought about it. she was just starting to approach to the other side when a voice was heard. " oh, no. you're fine. i was simply just observing like every one else. figured i'd come here to try and get some more inspiration for another project i wanted to work on. " responding with a quick shrug of her shoulders. " it's like ... sometimes i want to create things but i like to feel inspired first. otherwise i'm not quite sure how to translate the image i've got in my head onto the canvas. "
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She rolled her eyes when he bumped her shoulder and complimented her sous chef abilities. While she technically did help in preparing diner, she did not think that brushing a glaze onto the salmon really counted. Signe continued to enjoy her meal, and luckily, had already swallowed when Charlie made a quip about being good at a lot of things. Her eyes darted to his face, the heat in her cheeks rising immediately at that smile on his lips. God, didn’t she know it. She knew far too well how good at things he could be. She bumped her shoulder against his in return, the ghost of a smile on her face.
Finishing her plate, she set it down on the coffee table and curled back into the couch and into Charlie’s side, cradling her wine glass in her hand. No matter how many times she watched this movie, she couldn’t help the emotions that welled up in her chest. Charlie finished his own food and pulled the blanket from off the back of the sofa to lay it across their laps. Ellie’s voice whispers, "It’s not finding your other half. It’s the trying and reaching and failing.” Her fingers tightened around his hand beneath the blanket, as if anchoring herself. Signe glanced at him from the corner of her eye and while Charlie didn’t meet her gaze, his thumb stroked over her knuckles a silent, reaffirming gesture.
The painting scene was probably one of Signe’s favorites. Aster in her letters shared about something a painting teacher had once told her, “The difference between a good painting and a great painting is typically five strokes. The question is, of course, which five strokes?” The question always seemed so oddly personal to Signe – a girl who had spent her whole life trying to identify those strokes and get them just right. However, this was the first time in a long time that she allowed herself to take in the full message of the scene as Ellie and Aster take turns pondering, “Maybe that’s the thing. If you do ruin your painting, you gotta know you have everything in you to get to that pretty good painting again. But if you never do the bold stroke, you’ll never know if you could’ve had a great painting.” That felt so much like her, right in that moment, with Charlie.
For someone like her, who’d spent so much of her life being measured, composed and careful, Charlie felt like one of her bold strokes. He’s warm, and chaotic and unafraid to say what he feels. Letting herself fall into this thing between them was brave. The quote mirrored so many of the silent risks she’d already taken with him and Signe felt something catch in her chest. As the movie progressed, Charlie suddenly sat up, gaze focused intently on the screen. Signe merely watched him, and smiled gently when he glanced her way. For a moment, they just stared at one another. Then she leaned in and kissed his cheek, almost at the corner of his mouth, resting her forehead against his temple briefly before leaning back just enough to settle against him again, hand returning to his. There was so many words the swarmed her head and it was too soon for so many of them to be uttered. So, Signe kept this moment and locked it away in her heart for the time being. Just for herself.
The rest of the movie played out, the dramatic climax at the church scene and everything that unraveled afterwards. Signe watched Charlie’s face for his reactions, curious and filled with all sorts of affection as he seemed to be truly invested in her favorite movie. She wasn’t sure if it was for sure, but something in his eyes told her it wasn’t. It only charmed her to him even more. “So, what did you think?” she asked, after Ellie made the decision to head off to college, and both Paul and Aster are set off on their own paths as well and the credits rolled.
Charlie gave a breathless chuckle, eyes still half-lidded from the kiss as he reached for his plate. "Technically, that was the appetizer," he said, voice low, still tinged with mischief as he handed her back her plate. "I’m just keepin’ you on your toes." He watched as she took her first bite, lips quirking into a grin when she groaned in satisfaction. There was a moment, brief but unmistakable, where pride settled warm in his chest, right alongside the part of him that couldn’t believe she was really here, cross-legged on his sofa, eating food he’d made for her. When she complimented the meal, her eyes wide and genuine, Charlie shook his head and smiled down at his plate, humbled in the way he always was when praise came without pretense. "Hey, you made it too," he said, bumping her shoulder gently. "You were brilliant back there. Proper sous chef material. Fast learner, good instincts. Might’ve even upstaged me if you weren’t so distracting." He snuck a bite of his salmon, chewed thoughtfully, then looked at her sideways, that slow-burning smile playing at his lips again. "I’m good at a lot of things, y’know."
The opening credits of The Half of It rolled, and conversation drifted into silence. Charlie leaned back, one arm slung across the back of the couch, the other holding his fork. He watched her in the glow of the screen, how she seemed to fold into the film slowly, her fingers curling around the stem of her wine glass, her mouth parted just slightly in quiet concentration. Every now and again, she’d glance at him and then look away quickly, like the story had pulled something out of her she wasn’t ready to name. Somewhere between Ellie’s first voiceover and Paul’s first awkward letter, Charlie had abandoned his nearly-finished plate. The blanket from the back of the couch now rested over both of their laps, his hand finding hers, and without thinking much of it, he let his head rest lightly against her shoulder. He didn’t say anything when the scene played where Ellie helps Paul learn how to talk about love, feeding him lines. But he felt something tighten in his chest when she whispered, "It’s not finding your other half. It’s the trying and reaching and failing." His thumb moved across the top of her hand beneath the blanket.
Charlie sat up slightly as Ellie and Paul’s conversation drifted into something quieter, more honest. Onscreen, Paul was fumbling through his feelings, and Ellie’s words pierced Charlie like they were his own. "What else could I like about her?" Paul began, Ellie replying, "I don’t know. How her eyes look right into yours. How she twirls her hair when she’s reading. How her laugh bursts out like she can’t help herself.. and she stops being so perfect. For just a few moments…” Charlie’s breath hitched. His eyes didn’t leave the screen, but his fingers curled more firmly around Signe’s hand beneath the blanket. "She has at least five different voices. How you can live in an ocean of her thoughts and feel like she knows… like really knows." He turned his head just enough to glance at her, eyes catching hers for a second. No words. Just that steady look and the faintest pull of a smile at the corner of his mouth. Because, yeah. That’s what it felt like. Like being known.
When Charlie pulled her close, Signe ducked her head slightly, trying to hide her pleased smile at his reaction to her words and her touch. “So, you’re saying I affect you?” she asked with a playful tilt of her head. “You seem to be doing a pretty good job of surviving the night so far.” By some miracle, Signe was doing a decent job of keeping it together herself. She wasn’t sure how her heart hadn’t leapt straight out of her body at this point. The warmth in Charlie’s voice and the tenderness in his smile, even the way he brushed their noses together – it was all so dizzying in the best way. His quiet declarations and the way he kept opening up to her – allowing himself to be vulnerable – was more than she had ever expected for this date. She liked the way that he softened for her, like he was making a choice and peeling back layers he didn’t offer just anyone. It was absolutely undoing her. So, instead of teasing him, she offered him some vulnerability in return. “You don’t have to be better for me, Charlie. Although, the fact that you want to is…” Signe smiled, shaking her head. “You can’t be so perfect all at once.” “Oh, don’t fuss. You look perfect!” A squeal escaped her lips as his arm wrapped around her middle and he lifted her off the ground. Her feet touched back down and she erupted into giggles, leaning into the kisses he pressed to her cheek. Her breath hitched slightly and her eyes flared with heat at the sound of his voice dropping low and his hands traced up her hips. There was a boldness to Charlie’s touch that might have sent her running on another night with someone else. But with him, the touch was grounding. She hummed, turning in his arms to face him better. “You weren’t ready for a selfie – you think you’re ready for a second date?” she teased. Signe raised an eyebrow at him as Charlie laid it all out like he was confident she wouldn’t say no. Sound like a plan? He was too charming for her own good. “Yes, Chef,” she grinned, biting down on her lip. “I’m not the best in the kitchen, but I am a quick learner.” She wrapped her arms around his neck, her stare playful but steady. “But just so we’re clear–I’m not responsible if your very serious process gets totally derailed by me being in your kitchen…or your lap.” She offered him a cheeky grin, her eyes dancing. “You’re really gonna let me pick dessert, though? Whatever I want?”
Charlie’s breath caught somewhere between a laugh and a groan as her fingers danced over his chest, her touch light but loaded. His heart-rate hadn't failed to speed up as she teased him back, her own playful nature shining now. Charlie cleared his throat, hand around her waist tugging her a bit closer, "Well if you keep doin' that, I'll end up makin' declarations I shouldn't be makin' yet." He hummed, his chest rising and falling with the weight of their proximity. "Sayin’ things like that with your hand there.. how am I supposed to survive the night without makin’ a complete idiot of myself?"
Her words, her kiss, the quiet way she spoke about liking who she was around him, it all knocked the wind out of his chest. He smiled, but softer now. Not the cocky grin he wore like armor, but something honest. "Well, I like who I am when I’m with you too." He tilted his head just enough so his nose brushed hers. "Feels like I get to breathe a little easier." He shivered at the feeling of her fingers skimming along his collarbone and tensed, not out of discomfort, but because of how good it felt, how easily she undid him. Charlie instinctively clenched his jaw, the muscles tightening under her touch. His lips parted in a slow breath, "That version of me we’re talkin’ about.." He stared into Signe's eyes, seriousness painting his face, "I ain't gonna be like I used to with you, Signe.. this is different. You make me wanna be even better."
And then she spun in for the selfie and all the heat broke into laughter. He barely had time to register what was happening before she was taking pictures, and he leaned into her with a surprised laugh, cheeks aching from smiling, "Oi! Warn a bloke next time! My hair’s not even fixed!" Charlie laughed out, one arm quickly wrapping around Signe's waist to steady her against his body while the other slipped through his hair. His laugh rang out, fingers gripping at her side as he lifted her up with the one arm, "Unfair, I wasn't ready!" He smiled wider, peppering a few kissing to her cheek as he placed her back down. Charlie rest his chin on her shoulder, watching with her as she'd scrolled through the pictures. When she turned back with that look in her eye, he caught it and raised an eyebrow in response, "Unhinged, you say?" His hand slid teasingly along her hip. "I'm always interested in unhinged, Holström... But if you leave it up to me, we might need to solidify that second date.. I told ya, I'm doin' it right with you."
He let the suggestion linger for a moment, then leaned in again, closer, softer, his voice dropping just enough to make the air between them buzz. "What do you think about a quieter second date? We skip the crowd, yeah? You come over, I’ll cook us somethin’ proper... Or.. Better idea, you help me cook. You can be my sous chef. I’ll show you a few tricks, teach you how to plate like we’re servin’ in a Michelin kitchen, and you can mock my very serious process." His smirk tugged at one side of his mouth as his hand slid across her stomach, both hands now landing on either of her hips. "Then we queue up that movie of yours, get cozy, and if you’re lucky... I might even let you pick dessert.. it's typically a specific menu for me, but you seem to like mixin’ things up.." A beat, his eyes locked on hers. "Sound like a plan?"
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Signe made her way up the familiar staircase of the humanities building with a to-go iced coffee in one hand and a wax paper bag in the other containing a cinnamon bun. A peace offering, if she was being honest with herself. Signe didn't visit her mother's office often, not because she didn't love visiting her mom, but because Sigrid Holmström was a consummate professional. The girl had always felt guilty about disrupting her mother's crisp, orderly and polished world at the university. Switching the coffee to her other hand, she knocked twice on the office door before opening it without waiting for a reply. “Professor Holmström,” Signe began, her voice full of playful formality. “I come bearing caffeine and carbs. And maybe a bit of daughterly guilt. You free for a little break?”
She rolled her eyes, but couldn’t fight the affectionate smile. “That’s really not the most encouraging thought, Pappa. You gotta at least try and make it hard for the identity,” Signe scolded, a kernel of truth and concern in her teasing words. “I miss you guys too,” she said, slowing their steps just a little to give herself time to find the right words. “But, you’re not losing me, right? I’m just a few minutes and a phone call away.” Signe let out a soft laugh. She loved both her parents with equal fervor, but she’d always been a daddy’s girl. Seeing her dad all torn up about her moving out was harder than she thought it would be. She squeezed his side and nodded. “Of course you two can come for diner. Only fair, considering all the years you guys fed me.” Her nose wrinkled playfully. “But you’re not allowed to criticize my cooking, even if it’s awful. I’m still learning. Deal?”
søren laughed aloud. “anyone that knows me could guess my pin ! ”. and he was right — it was signe’s date of birth, and he hadn’t forgotten it once since he changed it. whether she was home or not, whether they were together or apart, signe was always at the forefront of his mind. she had been for the last twenty - five years, and he couldn’t see that changing any time soon. maybe he was living in the past. maybe he was stuck in a time where things were rose - tinted, where she tugged him by his pant leg and asked him to play. half of søren ached to have those moments back, but the other half adored what signe had become so ferociously that he wouldn’t trade it for the world. in a sense, him and sigrid had built their very own best friend from building blocks. every second spent together was precious. which was why being in separate homes stung quite so badly. “it is weird,” søren agreed as they walked, twisting his lips to one side as if his mouth had been strung up in ribbons. “and we miss you. but seeing you fly the nest and create your own life is all we ever wanted. just don’t forget about us oldies when you’re big and famous, okay ? ” he knew that signe saw what she wanted and reached out with both hands to grab it. she got that from her mother. “you know, if it’s not cramping your style too much, we’d love to come over for dinner.”
Signe watched him carefully, catching the tenderness in his face as he talked about his mum. When he said he couldn’t wait to call her, her smile softened. “That’s really sweet. I’m sure she’ll love that you thought of her." But then he asked about her designs, and she could practically feel her walls go up. Her hand smoothed the hem of her shirt, a nervous habit. She laughed—soft, and a little awkward—and ducked her head, letting her hair fall forward to hide how off-guard his genuine interest had caught her. People were usually politely curious, not… excited. “I mostly do sketches,” she said, waving her hand dismissively. “I’ve put a few things together, but I’m still building my portfolio. I haven’t really shown many people…” Her thumb traced the strap of her bag. He’s probably just being nice. Still, when she glanced back, his eyes were bright, no hint of teasing in sight. That steadiness nudged something loose in her. “…But if you’re really interested, I could show you one of my mood boards sometime?” she offered, unsure but hopeful. She found herself giggling despite herself as he joked about football being an art form. “I don’t know that I’m an authority,” she said, “but if it makes people feel something, I think an argument could be made.” Her eyes shone as he tried pronouncing her name – the words coming out a little clumsy but filled with more effort than most made to get it as close to the authentic pronunciation. “I’m not one to judge accents,” Signe smiled, gesturing at her herself. Even after years in the States, her Swedish accent still slipped out sometimes. She allowed him to tell her about his passion for cooking – about nostalgia and Italy, and found herself utterly charmed by his sincerity. “Oh,” she exhaled, his invitation to spend more time together catching her by surprise. Signe blinked rapidly before answering him, almost shyly and more quietly than she’d intended. “Yeah. I’d like that.”
"You're not wrong at all. I might have to ask her if she actually likes flowers.. Besides, you know, gettin' em for Mother's Day and stuff." His face softened as she talked about the beauty and color. Charlie's mind drifted to where they'd lived when he'd grown up; all brick buildings, broken gutters and hardly a touch of color on the streets. A council estate where beauty wasn't a main priority. "You're.. Huh.. You might be spot on there. I can't wait to call me mum later and chat about it." Charlie's eyes lit up at the mention of fashion. "You jokin' me? You have to show me some of your stuff. I bet you're great at it."
"Now I'm just gonna keep askin' ya if things I enjoy are art. And if it's about how it makes me feel, football was.. I guess it still is my favorite art form?" He laughs at how corny it sounds, "I might take that back. Somethin' about an athlete sayin' they're an artist.. Nah." Charlie's laugh continues, "I cringed at meself." He waved his hands in the air in an effort to erase his words.
"Signe." He repeated, his accent thick, "I promise I'm tryin' to say it like you, but there's no gettin rid of this." Charlie pointed to his mouth with his free hand, looking down at their other hands still together. As he glanced back up, she'd been standing closer, his features all softening at their proximity. "Well, I work at Mango Bay Restaurant.. So I'm always tryin' to come up with some of those more fancy dishes." He pauses, chewing down on his bottom lip as his smile widened. He slowly released her hand, nearly forgetting it was there. "But at me apartment, it's all comfort food from back home. Or- honestly, I think I cook for the nostalgia, yeah? I miss my mates from Italy and suddenly I'm makin' homemade pasta. Goes for anywhere, innit. I just love bein' able to put myself back somewhere with just a taste. Like that guy from Ratatouille." He paused, "I ain't gotta be in for a few more hours.. If.. Would you like to walk with me? We could talk more about your fashion and you could tell me what I'm supposed to notice in all these."
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