Hello There. I Wrote This Because Im Pissed Off And Id Like Other People To Know That It Is Okay To Be
hello there. i wrote this because im pissed off and id like other people to know that it is okay to be sad over a stupid boy because its normal, their all dicks :) (other than the one direction boys, they have my heart 😻😻)
i would just like to add that im okay, and just like billie eilish once said
“But next week, i hope that somewhere laughing
For anybody asking, i promise i’ll be fine”
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It’s currently 2:12 in the morning on boxing day and im sat in bed holding back tears because i hate you.
I hate how you made me feel like I was the most beautiful and amazing girl in the world and that no one compared to me.
I hate how you would fall asleep on call with me after telling me you love me more than life itself leaving me with a heart full of warmth.
I hate how you put in so much effort to connect and talk to my friends even though you didn’t like them just to see the smile and laugh on my face.
I hate how you would call me petnames like,my princess, sweetheart and baby because it would make me blush and giggle to myself and feel like a little girl being called pretty for the first time in her new poofy dress
I hate how you would take genuine interest in my day and my interests and ask me questions I hadn’t even thought of myself that makes me feel giddy and excited to answer knowing you would judge me, just listen with smile on your face.
I hate how you promised you would come see me when the time was right and make memories with me that I could keep in the necklace I got for us that you never knew about because you left to quick.
I hate how you lied to me and told me she wouldn’t be that part of your life again because she hurt you more than you could ever think of.
I hate how your going to get hurt again and feel the same pain I saw in you when we first met even though I told you to let her go, not for me but for yourself.
I hate how your not there for me to go to after something fun has happened and I need to show someone pictures and something silly my friends did.
I hate how your not there for me to come to when I need to sleep but struggle because your not there to tell me ‘Sweet dreams my princess, I love you more than you will know’.
I hate how you make me feel now that your gone, like theres a hole in my sad little heart no one can fill but you and your stupid curls.
I hate how much I love you after only a short amount of time and how I trusted you to stay with me and not leave without warning like the others.
I hate how it's not hate; it's the ache of missing someone I loved too quickly. Trusting you to break the cycle, to stay when others left abruptly, only deepens the sting. I hate the lingering love after such a brief encounter, the self-loathing for getting attached too easily. In just a week and a bit, you became a tear-stained chapter, leaving me to grapple with emotions that linger far beyond our time together.
So, here I am, torn between hating you for the hurt and missing you despite it all. It's a complex web of emotions, and I grapple with the reality of loving you within a remarkably short time, only to find myself hurt and questioning my own vulnerability. But in the end I just want you to know that I don’t hate you, I just hate who she makes you.
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guys, just to let you know men suck :)
stick to the one D boys their better than any man could be
two of my fave vinyl i own , along with my Lana del ray ultraviolence <3
P.S: there should be a new one shot soon, just swamped with school <3
Golden Era P Links!
18+
warnings: p*rn, twitter, only the characters i know are included.. but if u want anyone added just let me know! just use ur imagination!! obviously they won’t look perfect but i tried..
i hate having things in my drafts!! so i’m going to post this and just add videos whenever i find them!!
<3=favs
Harry Potter
overstimming sub!harry
harry fingering you<3
tell me this doesn’t give virgin harry vibes<3
Ron Weasley
you slowly fucking ron
ron mouth fucking you
Hermione Granger
hermione eating u out
making out with hermione while she rides a dildo
Fred Weasley
riding fred’s face
this is screaming fred. the way he does his little hop off the bed
George Weasley
george fucking you
george getting you off<3
Ginny Weasley
ginny fucking u (pretend the top girl has red hair. she was just giving major ginny vibes yk?) <3
rough!ginny fucking you with her strap
Cedric Diggory
making out with ced
pegging cedric<3
cedric sucking ur titties
HEY POOKIES!! i have finished the first chapter of the nialls sister story and it will be out at 4:00 GMT tonight!!!
im pissed off bc i look hot as fuck right now but i cant get any good GOD DAMN PICTURES
hey pookies <3
what are we thinking about a harry styles, nialls sista fake insta fic???? like im feeling it but like are you feeling it???? i need to know- PLUS WHY IS THERE NO NIALLS SISTER FICS LIKE WHAT THE FRICK FRACK PADDY WACK GIVE A DOG A BONE???
NEways love ya <3
READ IT. RN.
Harry's House
Summary: YN and Harry have been together since they were fifteen, childhood sweethearts. Follow their journey through fame, touring and an unexpected surprise, and everything in between.
2009:
Jonny's Place Harry realises he likes YN more than just a friend.
2012:
Two Pink Lines YN and Harry find out they're expecting a baby.
Our Baby YN and Harry have their first ultrasound.
Baby Styles Baby Styles arrives.
A Day With The Styles Family Spend the day with YN, Harry and baby Oliver.
2015:
Baby Styles #2 YN and Harry announce they are expecting Baby Styles number two.
When Three Becomes Four Oliver becomes a big brother.
X FACTOR
HELLO LOVERS!! this is my very first fake instagram fic so i do apologise if this is a bit shit, but if you like it i will continue this and make it a bit of a series/fic thingy.
had no clue who to choose as a face claim so i decided to use ari! <33
Summary: Y/N supports her big brother when he goes to the x factor!!
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Y/Nhorran
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Y/Nhorran I can’t believe my smelly big bother just sang infront of KATY PERRY!!!! LIKE WHAT? No no in all seriousness im so proud of you, dont forget me when your all big and famous!!!
p.s next round tell katy i love her!! xx
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Niallhoran Thanks tiny ❤️ I’ll be sure to tell her next time she comes round for tea, shall I? You are a melon aren’t ya x
Y/Nhoran Yes that would be much appreciated thank you! xx
Maura.horan He is a cutie isnt he! We’re all so proud my love xx
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Y/Nhoran
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Y/Nhoran LOOK AT THESE MUPETS!! Who knew Ni-Ni could fly? Crazy days.
ANYWAYS IM SO PROUD OF YOU NIALL, LOVE YOU SO SO MUCH!!!! xx
(thank you mumzy for catching my reaction x)
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Niallhoran Thanks pumpkin, now come to my room so I give you a big cuddle xxx
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Niallhoran
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Niallhoran Tiny has been watching my X Factor performances at least twice a day for the last week, as much as i love her support, she needs to turn it the fuck down! xx
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Harrystyles Don’t be horrid Nialler
Y/Nhoran Yeah ni-ni, listen to your mate.
Maura.horan Aw she just loves ya, darling x
Niallhoran Don’t be on her side mum!!
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Y/N lounged on the comfortable bean bag she had brought into Niall's bedroom, her eyes fixed on the vibrant posters that adorned the walls. The room was a mix of music and Hannah Montana memorabilia, a reflection of Niall's interests. The soft hum of their favorite tunes played in the background, creating a cozy atmosphere.
Niall, her big brother, sprawled out on his bed with a guitar in hand, strumming casually as they shared stories and laughter. His fingers strummed the strings effortlessly, a skill he had gained over the years. Y/N admired her brother's musical talent, feeling a sense of pride as he effortlessly played familiar tunes.
During their childhood, the two often enjoyed karaoke, and other musical activities together, finding comfort in each other's singing. Y/N, having a desire to audition for the X Factor alongside Niall, never mustered the courage, letting him take the stage and eventually become a part of the growing band, One Direction. As the five boys' musical journey unfolded, Y/N eagerly looked forward to meeting them, hoping they were as friendly as Niall made them out to be.
“So when ya’ gonna come meet me mates then?” Niall questioned looking up from his guitar almost like he was reading your mind.
“Not sure you know, whenever really.” She said with a shrug looking back down at her phone and quickly messaging someone back.
“I’ll sort something for ya pumpkin, these are my best mates! Need to meet them at some point.” Niall sent her a soft loving smile beginning to think up ideas to make the day they all met even more special.
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A note from moi: Im sorry it’s so short but i really didn’t know what to do for the first post but i hope this was okay and i’ll be making better as time goes on 🫶🏻🩷 Remember to eat, drink water and wear your suncream, love ya’s xx
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INTRODUCTION/MASTERLIST
Hiya!!! I’m Angel, I’m a wanna be writer who honestly doesn’t know what to do with her life so I fantasise over fictional characters,,, Just like everyone else on this app!
P.S: If you wanna send me requests on what to write, go for it! I will read them no matter how detailed!!!
Who Do I Write For?
Stranger Things
Mike Wheeler ✿ ❖
Lucas Sinclair ✿ ❖
Steve Harrington ✿ ❖
Eddie Munson ✿ ❖
(I am willing to try writing for other people but it may not be as up to standard as my mains)
The Umbrella Academy
Five Hargreeves - ✿ ❖ ★
Diego Hargreeves ✿ ❖ ★
Ben Hargreeves (Sparrow! or Umbrella!) ✿ ❖ ★
(I am willing to try writing for other people but it may not be as up to standard as my mains)
Marvel
bucky barnes ✿ ❖ ★
peter parker (andrew and tom) ✿ ❖ ★
(plus anyone else bc i dont care) ✿ ❖ ★
What Do I Write?
Fluff ✿
Angst ❖
Smut ★
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