Latest Posts by onlyteaandcoffee - Page 2
stalled out at 148-ish, and i feel like i ran out of the ~food hacks~ that got me through the last 20 lbs. so it's back to this blog and the only food hack that works. no food.
having an 3d is literally just waiting 24/7
- waiting to w3igh in
- waiting for your next meal / when you can eat
- waiting for ppl to notice your wl
- waiting for the mirror to change
- waiting for the "special number"
waiting waiting waiting . . . it sucks.
New month, new start. Definitely got away from my progress the last two months. Aaaaagh.
But buying the tickets to Japan has renewed my determination, so i might not be at like. My UUGW but I can sure as hell make it to the OG September goal!
Height: 5'4"
HW: 210
SW: 200 (November 2023)
CW: 146 (July 2024)
GW1: 149 (May 2024)
GW2: 140 (July 2024)
GW3: 130 (August/September 2024)
UGW: 120 (November 2024)
**UUGW: <110**
oh this ones got a lil kick to it ..
— thinspo —
Babe, it's not real. That's not real hunger, you know. You're just craving another blood sugar spike. Why give in to that? Just ride it out and you'll see how perfect your body is without you feeding it junk.
to be thinner than the people that called you fat
⊹ ࣪ ˖ʚskinny armsɞ˖ ࣪ ⊹
i need to drop weight or drop dead
genuinely didn't think a plateau would happen to me. calories? in check. exercise? every day. plateau? couldn't be me.
and yet.
here we are.
so many of the reddit forums recommend eating at maintenance for a while and it makes me sick to even think about trying, so we're going to weigh and count everything obsessively again, not just the big/non-vegetable things, and lower the max daily calories to 800. i know that's actually a pretty high number for edblr, but 1000 had been working for me for so long…
wish me luck! almost excited to feel the pains again.
50 reasons to lose weight ⋆ ˚｡⋆୨୧˚
so your s/o can pick you up effortlessly
free piggy back rides from your friends
so you don't have to worry about being too heavy when you sit in someone's lap
so people will lend you their clothes (and they'll be too big on you)
when people buy you clothes, they'll get the smallest size (and worry that a size S might be too big)
someone from a k-beauty youtube video said "losing weight makes you 10x prettier"
to fit into petite and aesthetic clothes (eg brandy melville)
so you don't have the gross feeling of your skin touching (thighs rubbing together, stomach rolls, etc)
to look effortlessly beautiful doing anything
you'll sweat less
to look good in tight clothes
to be able to wear revealing outfits and still look cute
you'll look cute and small in oversized clothes, instead of looking bigger
so you can wear a bikini
to feel more confident
people will treat you better
if you stick to it and work hard to lose the weight, then you'll be better than everyone who has failed to do so. you're willpower and self-control will be admired and envied by your peers
people will pay more attention to you
people will worry and care about you more
for the skinny/pretty privilege
to make people jealous of you
to prove that you can
to look good wearing anything, even if it isn't a good outfit
so you won't be anxious about being weighed at the doctor's
to look prettier in pictures
so you can go clothes shopping without being insecure
no more dressing room breakdowns
so your s/o can fit their fingers around your wrists and their hands around your thighs (or so you can do it yourself)
for the thigh gap (duh)
to be small enough to use your s/o as a bed
so your s/o can easily lift you with one hand
so your sh scars (if you have any) look more "aesthetic" (idrk how to explain it, but scars always look prettier on thinner limbs
to be desirable
you'll have a higher chance of people stopping you on the street for photographs/modeling scouts/etc
to be more attractive
you'll use less products (body wash, lotion) if there's less of you (so you'll end up saving money too!)
people will take you more seriously
you'll be able to move through crowds easier
to boost your self-esteem, feel better about yourself, and be happier
you can purchase the smallest size when shopping online and you won't have to worry about it being too small
to be able to shop at cute online shops that only carry smaller sizes (brandy, yesstyle, other asian stores)
to look good while eating, instead of like a fat, greedy pig...
to finally be in control
so you don't feel jealous/sad when you see other people's bodies/thinspo, because THEY'LL be envying YOU
to have your pics/bodychecks put in a thinspo compilation
to finally feel pretty
to take up less space
to be able to wear low rise bottoms
so you can talk about your weight and not feel ashamed
if you actually stick to it and restrict, your appetite/stomach will be a lot smaller once you reach your ugw, so you'll naturally eat less!!
feels unreal to be near my first goal weight. one more month!!
i plateaued at 176.6 - so close to my goal - and then i fucked up my back yesterday. had been hurting for a while, but hosting the company events kind of screwed me over, and i tweaked it when i got home. that means no working out for a week.
so goodbye food :(
To break it down by month:
192 by December 184 by January 176 by February 168 by March 160 by April
on track for Feb requirements but am getting nervous about April.... time to once again restrict!!
Height: 5'4"
HW: 210
SW: 200 (November 2023)
CW: 154 (April 2025)
GW1: 146 (May 2025)
GW2: 138 (June 2025)
GW3: 130 (July 2025)
UGW: 120 (August/September 2025)
**UUGW: <110**