i will NEVER stop talking about “you’re hurting me”. there couldn’t have been better or more devastating last words for kitay. for so long he endured the pain every time rin called the fire. he never said anything. rin saw how much he was hurting, constantly asked him if he wants her to stop, but he always said no, always said he was fine because he never wanted to deny her anything. because he knew how important the fire was to her. the only time he denies her is at the very end, when rin loses her mind. and even then, at her worst, as she tries to overpower kitay, the SECOND he says “you’re hurting me” she stops. and not only does she stop, but it stops her descent into madness and she has one final moment of clarity. because “rin couldn’t hurt kitay and not worry about it. if she could, she’d be lost.”
“Stop apologizing. You don’t have to say sorry for how you laugh, how you dress, how you make your hair, how you speak. You don’t have to be sorry for being yourself. Do it fearlessly. It’s time to accept this is you, and you gotta spend the rest of your life with you. So start loving your sarcasm, your awkwardness, your weirdness, your unique sense of humor, your everything. It will make your life so much easier to simply be yourself.”
— Unknown
This song is so Rin and Nezha coded. It really conveys their relationship so much. Enemies by duty, by beliefs, yet deep down lovers. The parallels between the 2 couples are paralleling.
Anyway, that's my remark for the day 🙂🙂. Now, let me grieve both of them.
Can’t stop thinking about how attack on titan is not a romance but how its narrative hinges upon the most devastating love stories I’ve encountered in fiction.
How Ymir and Historia cling to each other under the burden of a crown they didn’t ask for.
How Eren, the definition of an “attack” protagonist does anything and everything for Armin, who shrinks away from violence (despite having to become the embodiment of war).
How Erwin gave Levi the sky, and it is a debt that Levi knows he can never repay.
How subtly yet thoroughly they work Moblit into every scene, a step behind Hanji, cautioning them and supporting them, so that you don’t even notice him until he’s gone.
How Mikasa’s “Akerbond” to Eren goes so much further, so much deeper, because he exhibited such raw, unfettered inhumanity in the name of protecting her when she was a child, when he barely even knew her, and that is all she knows of love.
How Connie feels like he’s lost half of himself with Sasha gone.
How much Carla loved her son.
How much of an impact Marco made on Jean.
How Armin could eat Bertoldt’s love for Annie and have it latch onto his own admiration of her.
How Marlowe thought of Hitch as he was dying.
How Reiner keeps going for the kids he has to mentor.
How Falco put himself between Gabi and danger over and over again.
How violently Sasha’s family mourned but how reverent of her spirit they were to forgive her killer.
Idk man I just think for a show that started off as kids fighting giants and turned into “my war crime is worse than your war crime”, it is driven almost entirely by unique, poignant and thoroughly convincing love stories.
When Aemond sees Lucerys
I'm back to action once again !
This are some notes taken during interview lecture. This was supposed to teach us how to tackle interview anxiety and do well. But all I get was stress about interviews. They also scheduled mock interview for us and mine is on 27 th.
Wish me luck :)
devils roll the dice, angels roll their eyes
The whole tracklist of album Midnights is out !
I'm so so excited for this album, I personally think as the track list was leaked that ultimately caused this mayhem of whole night long and Taylor released rest of her episodes all at once . It's exciting to have the whole track but I used to eagerly wait for each episodes, it was more fun for me! But it's alright as only few days are there for the album release.
I'm way more excited about karma!
Happy tracklist release day you all !
Learn about consents in any place and in every place irrespective of who is saying that. Excluding their profession as well. Respect consent.
I Am the Brother of XX by Fleur Jaeggy // the sorrow festival by erin slaughter// Monster Movie by Nicola Maye Goldberg // Unicorn by Angela Carter // History of my brief body, Billy-Ray Belcourt // Lucerys Velaryon and Aemond Targaryen, House of the dragon
heyaa... I'd suggest you to read ' homo sapiens ' by Yuval Noah Harari. Anyway I hope you are fine and doing well wherever you are!!!❤️ plus if you'd like to suggest me some books then please do!!!💕
Thank you so much! I'll read it for sure 😊😊 and I'd suggest you to read Rebecca by Daphne du Maurier and The Husband's Secret by Liane Moriarty 💖💖