I feel a little creativity blocked. I have a name that I used for years as a creativity pseudonym. It just doesn’t resonate with me anymore. Kind of because I didn’t really take it to the angle I intended and now it’s not really the objective either.
It’s time to think of a new name and one that will help with the vision I have in mind.
SQUID prop (Superconducting Quantum Interference Device)
from Strange Days (dir. Kathryn Bigelow, 1995)
This gifset got me to watch this show. I'm still a sucker for preppy drama and romance.
Maxton Hall: The World Between Us
S01E03: Exposed
I'm on a music video kick and I love Utada Hikaru. Love the aesthetics.
It's August and I already dealt with the flu. I'm not looking forward to the school year starting in a few weeks because that means more germs exposure.
I feel worried and anxious about getting other people sick and about how much it feels like a disruption to life when getting sick. Almost nothing can be scheduled and all crowded events and venues are huge risks with sweaty palms and holding breaths to step through.
That did not used to be me before the pandemic. I feel a fear that I didn't have. Is this a form of PTSD? I want to be normal but it doesn't feel over. It weighs very heavy on me and daily life. I function, I go out, I mask when I think it's applicable but my heart is still unsettled.