I Want To Chug This To Feel Something

I want a girlfriend to fall asleep on call with and call cute names and text and blow up their phone and make them feel loved bc I know what it’s like not to

“No you can’t bite me” god forbid a girl has hobbies

"but you survived" it would've been better if I hadn't

non sexual intimacy!!!! bathing together, washing each other, playing with each other's hair, kissing every inch of their body, writing love letters on their back with your finger, connecting their moles and freckles to create constellations on their skin, running your hands up and down their thighs, ugh just expressing physical love without it having to be about sex!!!!

currently in the process of manifesting a lovely gf 🤭

One day I am gonna grow wings (freedom).

One day I am gonna grow wings (success).

One day I am gonna grow wings (love).

One day I am gonna grow wings (understanding).

One day I am gonna grow wings (happiness).

One day I am gonna grow wings (growing up).

One day I am gonna grow wings (acceptance).

One day I am gonna grow wings (purpose).

One day I am gonna grow wings (detachment).

One day I am gonna grow wings (hope).

One day I am gonna grow wings (knowledge).

One day I am gonna grow wings (meaning).

One day I am gonna grow wings (family).

One day I am gonna grow wings (peace).

One day I am gonna grow wings (revenge).

One day I am gonna grow wings (friendship).

One day I am gonna grow wings (mindset).

One day I am gonna grow wings (independence).

One day I am gonna grow wings (recovery).

One day I am gonna grow wings (coming out).

One day I am gonna grow wings (moving on).

One day I am gonna grow wings (justice).

One day I am gonna grow wings (victory).

One day I am gonna grow wings (safety).

One day I am gonna grow wings (survival).

One day I am gonna grow wings (belonging).

One day I am gonna grow wings (kindness).

One day I am gonna grow wings (proof).

One day I am gonna grow wings (potencial).

One day I am gonna grow wings (self control).

One day I am gonna grow wings (identity).

One day I am gonna grow wings (resolution).

One day I am gonna grow wings (death).

One day I am gonna grow wings (self love).

I will be like "I'm fine" and then another fucking event will occur

I stopped texting first, wild guess what happened 🤷‍♀️

Also my cousin is on the beach getting drunk right now. I wanna join bruh..