Potential-sapphic-friend - Myrtie

just finished solitaire. I'm not okay. I'll probably just. Go. And think about stuff T_T

sometimes i feel like the happiest person on the planet like I'd be chaotic, funny, talking very loudly and saying everything i want to but then the very next day it's as if my key got lost and that was the key which made me act normal, idk?

Like wdym i can't act like a normal person everyday. Everyone around me thinks that I'm too quiet because they've literally never met someone as quiet as me. But how do i explain that some days i really do act normal and you would see the fun side of me but most days I have no idea why I'm acting in a certain way idk it's really hard to explain ok

Everybody thinks it's probably a phase but then WHY AM I THE ONLY ONE GOING THROUGH IT. Everyone who's around the same age as me seems pretty normal to me. LIKE I NEED ANSWERS. PLEASE.

yeah i can already feel it creep into me ( I'm never ok but i think I'll be finee :/ )

gonna start reading solitaire today AHHHHH I'm so excited because i just KNOW im gonna love it cause like tori is literally me😭

i feel so dead rn that if i sit beside a rock you wouldn't be able to tell the difference between us

life is so dead at the moment. I feel like I NEED a change in my life. I need to colour my hair or cut them really short or maybe i should go all emo and start wearing black stuff all the time???Like get a wristband and wear black eyeshadow

Ugh I'm losing my sanity this is why I have to change something about my appearance so that i can start new and fresh. Hate life fr

may cooked me unfortunately😔

that's so cute lmao😭 that actually made me chuckle lol.

Thanks for cheering me up <333 I was having a horrible day haha i wanted to vent but no one's available :(

@potential-sapphic-friend

story time!!

found this in my camera roll dated 3 years

so back when i was 15, I had a friend who'd recently come out as bi to me. we were learning reproductive plants at the time and we'd learnt about sexual & asexual plants.

and we'd also recently learnt that hibiscus is a bisexual plant..as in with both female and male reproductive parts.

so guess what I started calling that friend lol for a good few weeks?

yes I'd started calling her hibiscus for a while after that lmao

me when i finally do something I've been dying to do for AGES and it doesn't turn out the way it was supposed to:

yellow hehee

@londyn-the-fruity @inkstainedsouls

@nightmarepix1e

Oh boy lookie what I found here