I Hate Going To Bed Because I'm Left Alone To My Own Headspace And Then I Start Contemplating A Bunch

"sleepy indie nerd" i think that describes me pretty accurately😭

screenshot to see ur nickname!

ur latest reblog. i can hang out with u?

I'D LOVE TO (only if you can listen to me yapping about the miseries of life for hours)

that's so cute lmao😭 that actually made me chuckle lol.

Thanks for cheering me up <333 I was having a horrible day haha i wanted to vent but no one's available :(

@potential-sapphic-friend

story time!!

found this in my camera roll dated 3 years

so back when i was 15, I had a friend who'd recently come out as bi to me. we were learning reproductive plants at the time and we'd learnt about sexual & asexual plants.

and we'd also recently learnt that hibiscus is a bisexual plant..as in with both female and male reproductive parts.

so guess what I started calling that friend lol for a good few weeks?

yes I'd started calling her hibiscus for a while after that lmao

If you're fifteen or older an still sleep with a stuffed animal please reblog this.

so my friend has been spamming so much on stories lately and not to be rude but I'm afraid they're just slacking off and they posted something saying "we all have to start texting each other like old timey explorers" so i sent them a long text saying something like:

dearest madame ,

my heart yearns to meet your gaze like old times but now that I'm torn apart from my abode i can't help but notice that you seen quite out of space and have been using your sylphlike brain on giving silly supplementary captions over these cheap pieces of commentary on life. My heart breaks but i won't let it anymore. I hope you survive these hard times in your life.

yours lovingly,

very close sapphic friend

HELP IT'S SO FUNNY I CAN'T 😭

that scene where charlie is on a call with nick and he's trying so hard to tell him how he's been and he puts the phone away for a while so he can budge up and tell him that nick was right IS THE SCENE FOR ME. It felt so personal tbh because there are times when you are not able to even speak even if you want to and you are trying so hard to not tear up and tell them what's really going on BUT IT'S SO HARD IN REALITY. The way nick feels bad because he can't figure out ways to fix charlie and his aunt telling him that maybe he can't feels so right for a lot of reasons. I JUST TEAR UP WATCHING THAT SCENE because it feels very personal on so many levels.

the way heartstopper talks about mental health is so so important to me. "love can't cure mental illness". charlie having to write down how he's feeling so he can talk about it. the pain of struggling & also the pain of loving someone who's struggling. having to wait so long to get in to see a doctor. the anger & shutting down.

i have so much love for the kindness & directness with which this show showcases mental health.

OMGGGGG YAYYYYY LET'S GOOOOOOOOO

not a question but broda i scrolled through your tumblr and MAN you're cool.

btw question. Saw your pfp, do you like gilmore girls? If yes OMG I LOVE IT TOO.

AHHHHHHHH OMGGGGGGGG ILYYYYYYYYYYY GILMORE GIRLS IS EPICC AND UR BLOG IS SOO COOLLL AHHH THIS PLACE IS FULL OF COOL PEOPLEEEE

Me when I really really wanna interact with my mutuals but I also have crippling social anxiety so I end up stalking their posts like

i think i should start doing this too :/

At this rate I'm just gonna start going up to random people and ask to be friends. If I do it often enough then I'll eventually find one right?

‼️Flash warning

Reblog to show your blog is a safe space, or don't, no bad vibes your way if you don't wanna reblog <3