life is writing about everything and anything, being gay as hell, dancing like there's no tomorrow, falling in love with art and watching films copiously
87 posts
HELP WHAT THE ACTUAL FUXK I'M NOT OLD I'M NOTTTT
@neuroticpainter @inkstainedsouls
I was bored so I took a mental age test, twice
Taking an avg., I’m 11
Accurate
may cooked me unfortunately😔
ok i imagined this scenario with me in it and i wouldn't have been able to talk either if i was nick. I think they just need to spend some time away from each other and talk to people that they aren't dating😭
Them:
DUDE I HAVEN'T WATCHED YELLOWJACKETS BUT MY DASH IS FULL OF POSTS RELATED TO THEM ISTG I'LL GO WATCH IT LIKE RIGHT NOWWW I'M NOT KIDDING.
on a train heading to hysteria but my friends need me so gotta be there first 😔
istg NICK SAY SOMETHING
Them:
SO INTRO POST BECAUSE I'M HELLA BORED SO I THOUGHT I'D YAP ABOUT MYSELF???
SO HI
you can call me myrtie
i think you would like my energy here??? I wouldn't call myself chaotic but i certainly am more high(not literally)here than I ever am irl.
i am actually awkward but i don't mind yapping here because IT'S LITERALLY SO CHILL HERE. I love interacting with gay nerds people who love indie films and literature
I'm a little closeted bisexual nerd BUT OUT ON TUMBLR?? If you love gilmore girls, heartstopper, young royals, Carol and ANYTHING QUEER can we be friends pookie???
i also LOVE gilmore girls, the office, how i met your mother, big mouth and a lot more i can't remember
I'd LOVE to interact, talk or just freak around if you are just as crazy and mindfucked as me (so don't feel awkward, my dms are open to ya'll :) ) EXCEPT IF YOU'RE A HOMOPHOBE, RACIST OR CREEP PLS STAY AWAYHHH
sooo I'll update this if i remember more stuff.
if you still miss them then you're not keeping yourself busy enough missy. Stop procrastinating and get some work done :)
so my friend has been spamming so much on stories lately and not to be rude but I'm afraid they're just slacking off and they posted something saying "we all have to start texting each other like old timey explorers" so i sent them a long text saying something like:
dearest madame ,
my heart yearns to meet your gaze like old times but now that I'm torn apart from my abode i can't help but notice that you seen quite out of space and have been using your sylphlike brain on giving silly supplementary captions over these cheap pieces of commentary on life. My heart breaks but i won't let it anymore. I hope you survive these hard times in your life.
yours lovingly,
very close sapphic friend
HELP IT'S SO FUNNY I CAN'T 😭
that scene where charlie is on a call with nick and he's trying so hard to tell him how he's been and he puts the phone away for a while so he can budge up and tell him that nick was right IS THE SCENE FOR ME. It felt so personal tbh because there are times when you are not able to even speak even if you want to and you are trying so hard to not tear up and tell them what's really going on BUT IT'S SO HARD IN REALITY. The way nick feels bad because he can't figure out ways to fix charlie and his aunt telling him that maybe he can't feels so right for a lot of reasons. I JUST TEAR UP WATCHING THAT SCENE because it feels very personal on so many levels.
the way heartstopper talks about mental health is so so important to me. "love can't cure mental illness". charlie having to write down how he's feeling so he can talk about it. the pain of struggling & also the pain of loving someone who's struggling. having to wait so long to get in to see a doctor. the anger & shutting down.
i have so much love for the kindness & directness with which this show showcases mental health.
we all need a Michael in our lives 😔
I think the issue is that there are too many Toris and only a few Michaels.
I'm not out to my fam and i don't know if i ever will but GAY MARRIAGE IS DEFINITELY A RIGHT NOT A DEBATE smh
As a bisexual, it sickens me that some people WILL keep scrolling.
just got done watching the office finale AND OMFFFGGGGG WHAT AN AMAZING SHOWWWWWW I HAD THE BEST TIME WATCHING THE OFFICE BECAUSE like it's good comedy, the cast is EPIC and it also gets very relatable a lot of times. AHHH I feel sooo sad to bid the cast goodbye even tho i know for a fact that I'll still rewatch it for the rest of my life BECAUSE IT'S SO GOOD. I loved loved Dwight's character development and he's probably my favourite character. I'm so similar to Angela idk how but i just get her very well because like she's short sassy and girlboss i love her😭 And yeah I loveee the show smmmm gonna go cry now bye
thanks for the tag EHSJHS @neuroticpainter
1. favourite colour: lavender, black and midnight blue
2. last song: the end by the doors
3. currently reading: far from the madding crowd (trying really hard to get into thomas hardy but CAN'T BUT STILL I'M TRYING TO READ)
4. currently watching: was supposed to watch the office finale like few days back but i still haven't because I got busy BUT I WILL TODAY
5. craving: pastaaa and icecream (no amount of icecream is enough for me tbh i want it every day😭)
tea or coffee: i lovee black tea but cold coffee is bdsjjsjje
@darling-deceased-female @solitaireloser
Rules: answer and tag six people you want to know better
Thankyou for the tag @nossumusstellae !!
1. Favourite colour: don't have one, but I hate all the warm colours.
2. Last Song : power trip by LEAP
3. Currently reading : picked up Hamlet a few days ago, still waiting on Katabasis
4. Currently watching: my comfort show modern family
5. Craving: Biryani. with raita. And chutney.
6. Coffee or Tea : coffee definitely
Tagging : @magicaldestinyharmony @elleldoe @nixie-writes-and-reblogs @xmads-omensx @twistedlimefire @alikhawrites
I need a friend circle like they have in heartstopper like imagine having SO MANY supportive friends. Also I'm SOOO EXCITED ABOUT THE MOVIEEEEEE
ahh so cute so cute
I'd probably just settle for someone tall.
how do people even make friends??
I CAN'T for my life, just approach someone irl or on the internet💀
Like I KNOW when I'm really interested in talking to a person I'm supposed to go and text them and stuff but like it feels weird??? I WANNA MAKE FRIENDS BUT HOW?
me when i finally do something I've been dying to do for AGES and it doesn't turn out the way it was supposed to:
somebody on the internet said that if you wanna be friends with a girl just ask them about the men in their life and I'm like that is actually a good advice
so girlies, what are your thoughts on men in general or the men in your life? 💀
Top things that are very important to me in Big Mouth:
1) Shame wizard having no power over nick b/c his parents love him so much
2) Lola Skumpy being the loneliest girl alive
3) Coach Steve
so tumblr is basically your journal but everyone is allowed to read it and you might even make friends because of it??? SICK
I'll be done watching the office finale today and tbh i CAN'T. IT'S GOING TO BE EMOTIONAL OMG I AM NOT READY TO SAY GOODBYE TO THESE PEOPLEEE
life is so dead at the moment. I feel like I NEED a change in my life. I need to colour my hair or cut them really short or maybe i should go all emo and start wearing black stuff all the time???Like get a wristband and wear black eyeshadow
Ugh I'm losing my sanity this is why I have to change something about my appearance so that i can start new and fresh. Hate life fr
only a studio Ghibli marathon can fix me now
.༊·˚