10k Notes I'll Come Out To My Parents

Sooo uh my blog isn’t even one year old so idk how this is happening but whateverrrr

Dude wait what the fuck

Bob Bryar died

I am currently in a state of shock

What

I don't even know what to say

I'm going to keep adding to this post as I have more shit to say

I googled his name and they're already using past tense "was" I feel sick

What the fuck he's like so cute in this??? Have I been shot? Am I on hallucinogenic drugs?

who shot me

we're so back

Random Life Things and Stuff #5

YOU GUYS I WAS AT (INSERT NAME OF PUBLIC AREA HERE FOR PRIVACY REASONS) AND LIKE I WAS JUST WALKING AROUND UNABLE TO HEAR SHIT AND WAITING FOR MY YOUNGER BRO AND SUDDENLY I CAN VAGUELY HEAR A, "We'll carry onnn" THROUGH THE SPEAKERS (dude it was so loud I couldn't really hear shit) AND I WAS LIKE. MOTHERFUCKER IS THAT WHAT I THINK IT IS??? BUT I COULDN'T HEAR THE ACTUAL MUSIC WELL, BUT I COULD HEAR THE DRUMS AND YES YES IT WAS AND I WAS LIKE HOLY SHIT. BECAUSE IT WAS THE MOST RANDOM PLACE TO PLAY FUCKING WELCOME TO THE BLACK FUCKING PARADE (new official title).

Sorry for the caps but that's how it felt actually

Thx 4 reading or skipping thru that to read this line; if you see this post you are AWESUM <3

Help me find a Johnlock fic

So the other day I got bored and stumbled upon this Johnlock fanfic. It was canon-compliant, and it was basically John’s POV through the series but…GAY. I also know it was tagged as really slow burn or something. Do any of y’all know what I’m talking about? If so, please send a link. Thx you guys luvv u <3

The gender just ain't gendering duuuuude

I wore a skirt today for the first time in a while, and the whole day, I started feeling so off. Also I was wearing my Batman shirt that's just like...tighter on the chest. And also studded belt because that thing is cool and is the love of my life. Anyways, I thought the outfit was cute this morning, but as the day went on, I felt more and more like...just really weird, like something felt wrong. And so I sat down, and I was like, "Girl why you don't feel so girl...man...". Idk how to explain it, but I felt a lot like a girl, and I hated that feeling. Now, I've never really questioned my gender identity too much, just that I'm not totally like stereotypically feminine. But today was just too much, and as soon as I got my ass home, I had to get out of those clothes. I looked in the mirror, and I felt sick seeing the fact that I had tits. Like I wanted to chop them off right then and there, they just didn't feel right to me. Immediately remembered that one time for funsies, I saved this video to my "Watch Later" playlist on YouTube about hiding your chest without a binder. I didn't feel okay until I looked in the mirror, with some shit to compress away my chest as much as possible and this men's hoodie I had, where finally, there was no shape over my chest. Also changed to baggy pants because that felt better too.

I really need to restate the fact that I've never thought too hard about whether or not I felt like a girl. I just kinda rolled with it cuz I didn't care too much. But suddenly today, I don't know if it was the clothes I was wearing, or if something in my brain just clicked. My body just feels wrong now, and I don't know what this feeling is. I know the concept of gender dysphoria, as I'm friends with trans people, and I see them online. I'm just not sure if what it is I'm feeling is gender dysphoria or what, all I know is that I hate these fucking curves on my body and I want them gone. I don't know what the hell I am, but whatever it is, I don't want it to be a girl. It just feels really wrong right now, and I know I keep using that as a phrase, but I don't know how else to explain the feeling. Whatever body I'm in right now is just not me, but I'm not currently in a position where I can do anything about that, and I feel like I'm dying when I can feel the literal weight on my chest (I say that like there's a lot there, but not really, I've never fucking measured, but there is some there), or when I look down and there's a visible shape there.

What the actual fuck is going on I hate this

ANYWAY THAT'S ALL BYEEEE

my chemical romance

actually how I swear I felt myself mess that up

i dare you to try and type "my chemical romance" with your eyes closed

my chemical romance

I’m literally hyperventilating with excitement right now

Holy shit holy shit Long Live The Black Parade tour announced I’m having a stroke rn omg omg this is crazy I’m so happy I want to go I need to go. Anyway. I’m literally dying rn because Long Live The Black Parade tour was announced. I need to go. I’ve never been to a concert before. Ever. And I promised myself that MCR would be my first concert. I unfortunately do not have any friends to go with, however. I could go by myself but that sounds kinda dangerous and terrifying. I need to go tho. I just need someone to go with 😭. None of my friends are into My Chem tho cuz they’re all a bunch of pRePZ >:( Anyways holy shit you guys.

This is an appreciation post for the fanfic authors who aren’t included on rec lists

For the fanfic authors who don’t get art of their fics

For the fanfic authors who can’t get to 1000/500/100 hits

For the fanfic authors who don’t get comments/reviews

For the fanfic authors who write for small fandoms

For the fanfic authors who write rarepairs or gen fics

For the fanfic authors who get hate for the ships/characters/fandoms they write

For the fanfic authors who write in English despite it not being their first language

For the fanfic authors who don’t write in English

For the fanfic authors who don’t think anyone reads or likes their work

For the fanfic authors who aren’t big name fans

For the fanfic authors who don’t get requests in their inboxes

For the fanfic authors who can’t write stories that are more than a thousand words

For the fanfic authors who only write one ship

For the fanfic authors who are just starting

For the fanfic authors who have been writing fic for years

For the fanfic authors who use fanfic to practice writing

For the fanfic authors who write self-insert fics

For the fanfic authors who write about their OCs

For the fanfic authors who write to vent or cope

For the fanfic authors who are just waiting for their big break

Keep creating, I love you ❤️