being self aware suuuucks like yeah this thought pattern/behavior is stupid and pointless and a symptom. i know this. [does it anyways
it's been like a couple of hours and I still haven't recovered from phlue-haired Phil please help me why was it serving so much phunt
Idk how to explain it but Mr. Brightside always plays at the perfect moments for me
Like I'd be at a school dance and Mr. Brightside starts playing, when suddenly I notice someone I kinda sorta like talking to someone else and I'm just standing there screaming the lyrics with my friends like
"I JUST CAN'T LOOK IT'S KILLING MEEEEEEE"
except i'm singing about myself
When a song’s a banger but the lyrics hit a little too close to home
soooo basically i was trying to name as many Taylor Swift songs for my basic not-really-white girl friend. So she tried to name My Chem songs for me
the pretty handwriting is hers and the shitty handwriting is mine.
OKAY SOME ACTUAL ANGEL ON YOUTUBE UPLOADED THE WHOLE ALBUM THANK GOD AND OMG I'M DYING IT'S SO AHHH I'M HEARING THINGS THAT I COULDN'T HEAR BEFORE I AM SHAKINGGGGGGGGG SPECIFICALLY THIS ONE PART IN I'M NOT OKAY WHICH I COULD ONLY EVER HEAR WHEN I SANG THE SONG ON ROCK BAND 3 AND I'M LOSING MY SHIT OH M GOD THEY ADDED THE TRANSITION FOR GHOST OF YOU RAHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
So guess who came out to their counselor/therapist lady today like 10 minutes before my session was over :D I'm so silly. She was mid-Starbucks-sip when I was like, "Oh yeah, I'm probably not straight", and she paused and was like, "What?" while trying not to choke on her Starbucks it was great. I spent those remaining 10 minutes explaining and she was like, "You need to stop dropping bombs when we're about to finish 😭". I luv her so much.
Thank you @danielhowell and @amazingphil for being the ones that I blamed when she asked how I realized this, the coming out videos literally gave me that clarity that was like, "Shit, it was not a phase". Specifically, Dan talking about the word queer and fuck labels was great because I was like, "OH MY GOD WAIT THAT'S LITERALLY ME hold up."
Also thank you to Petekey and Fall Out Boy, because I also blamed Bang The Doldrums on my realization. It was great because I had to explain the whole concept of Petekey to her in like 30 seconds
Lmao that was both stress inducing and hilarious. Technically I think my bio said it first so Tumblr was the first place I came out? Good job y'all, my counselor was the third person I told.
Uhh so I lost my mind and went to freaking WATTPAD to see if they had any good Gerard x Reader FICS where MCR is, y'know, being MCR.
Tell me why Y/N has the most dramatic ass life in every single one like:
-Parents died in terrorist attack
-Dad died of cancer, causing Y/N to sing Cancer at his funeral 😭
-Got pushed off the line of a slide in a water park onto hard concrete and broke something
-Got pregnant, got in car crash on the way home from the ultrasound, had miscarriage, Gee in a coma for 3 weeks.
-Gets abused by a extremely drunk Gerard, then he goes through a mental breakdown, then apologizes
-Gets beaten near death by ex-classmates, then MCR suddenly spawns in to save Y/N because why the fuck not
-Gerard coked out of his mind
-My aunt who's been texting Y/N about an emergency has actually fucked off to another country and the one texting her is actually the owner of her old aunt's house who got the aunt's phone, and is a creep
-Basically gets called a pick me for having depression by a fan
-SH scenes with no warning like wtf man don't do this to me
-SO MUCH BS I SWEAR
I just mean...there's angst, and then there's an absolute trainwreck
it's been like 10 hours since wdapteo 5 and I am still riding that high
I'm disturbing JK Rowling for myself and especially for a friend of mine. I'm sending her cockroaches in her sleep, and horrific visions of her own deepest fears in her waking moments.
I've rarely seen a more validating sentence in my entire life.
sending illi & friends to the Big Dance…!!!
Me but a prettier version of me that actually wears the clothes in my closet that i like
🤯🤯 omg mcr i’m quaking in my boots
i’m just gonna say that i tag all my moots and the ones who actually see this are the ones that will do it soooo yeah becuz i’m a loser
I made a quiz + tag game cuz I was bored
Do this picrew and this quiz that I made and post your results! And tag some people ofc :) Here's mine:
@evry1h8s-me @castleburns @iridescentcrow @faint-i-wont-be-ignored @zombi-teeth // open tags :)
I'm bored af so I'm on Tumblr now ig :D | minor | MCR obsessed and it's pretty much the only thing I post about | mentally a millenial who refuses to grow up | she/they (don't tell anyone tho cuz the closet is starting to get a little cozy) | i play games idk what else to add
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