UNSPOKEN (말하지 않은)
genre: romance, slow-burn, fluff, angst, sexual tension, mutual pining
A line was almost crossed, feelings starting to grow, but both Haein and Chaewoon choose to stay on their own sides, avoiding the tension that’s quietly building between them.
They stayed like that for a moment—neither of them moving, neither of them speaking. The only sound between them was the soft rhythm of the rain tapping against the windows, steady and unrelenting, like the silence that wrapped around them.
Chaewoon’s gaze was soft, gentle—just like it always was when it came to Haein. But tonight, there was something different in his eyes. Something unspoken. Something heavier. And she felt it too—the shift in the air, the quiet catch in his breath, the way his eyes lingered like he was searching for something… something he wasn’t sure he had the right to want.
Then his gaze dropped—to her lips.
Haein’s heart fluttered in response, unsteady and sudden. Her breath hitched, caught in her throat, and when his eyes flicked back up to meet hers, the moment stretched impossibly thin—on the edge of something neither of them dared to name.
And then—
RING.
The sudden sound of a phone call cut through the quiet like a splash of cold water. Haein startled, fumbling for her phone, yanking it free and accidentally dislodging her headset in the process.
“I—I need to take this call,” she stammered, avoiding his eyes. “You can take the rest of the day off. Goodbye.”
Before he could say anything, she was already halfway to her room, pressing the still-ringing phone to her ear, her footsteps quick and uneven.
Chaewoon sat there still in the moment, his mind still wandering on what had almost happened. One minute, he was waking up to find her beside him—closer than they’d ever been—and the next, she was running off like the walls had suddenly caved in.
His eyes dropped to his lap. Her headset.
It must’ve slipped when she grabbed her phone. He picked it up slowly, fingers curling around the tangled cord.
With a quiet sigh, he leaned back against the couch and ran a hand across his forehead.
“That was close,” he murmured to himself.
Too close.
The way he’d looked at her lips. The way he’d almost leaned in. It wasn’t just a moment— it was a line he'd never crossed, until now.
He knew he was losing his grip. And he didn’t know how much longer he could keep pretending.
Pretending that he didn’t want more. Pretending that the feelings blooming quietly inside him weren’t real. Pretending that looking at her didn’t already feel like falling.
And it was dangerous. Too dangerous.
Because the moment he let himself feel this way—let himself want more—he knew it could only end badly.
He kept reminding himself: he was betraying her even now. He was someone she should never trust.
And if the moment comes when Haein finds out the truth—that he was a spy planted inside her family—he didn’t know if she would ever be able to look at him the same way again.
And that thought terrified him more than anything else.
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Haein closed the door behind her and leaned against it, eyes shut, chest rising and falling as if she’d just run a marathon. The rain outside hadn’t let up—it kept drumming softly against the windows like a heartbeat she couldn’t ignore.
She finally opened her eyes and let out a shaky breath, walking over to her desk. The phone call had ended quickly—nothing urgent, just her secretary checking in. But it might as well have been fate yanking her away from a moment she wasn’t ready for.
She sank into her chair, elbows resting on the table, fingers threading through her hair. Her mind was still in the living room—with him. With Chaewoon.
The way he looked at her. The warmth in his eyes. The stillness in the space between them.
And the way his gaze dropped—just for a second—to her lips.
Her heart thundered at the memory, that tiny, unspoken flicker that almost turned into something more. She’d seen it. Felt it.
And she’d run.
Haein let out a soft, humorless laugh and tilted her head back against the chair.
“Idiot,” she whispered—to herself, to him, to the whole moment.
Why did he look at me that way? Was he about to lean in? Was he about to….
She halted her thoughts. It was starting to scare her. She was scared how easily she got lost in the moment. She was scared at how she wanted it. How easy it was to lean in. How natural it was starting to feel to be near him.
Her eyes drifted to the empty pouch sitting on her desk. It was where she kept her headset. The one Chaewoon was still holding onto in the living room.
She pressed her palms to her face.
“This is getting out of hand,” she muttered.
And yet…
Her hands dropped slowly to her lap as her lips curled, soft and bittersweet.
She wasn’t sure what scared her more—that he almost kissed her… or that she almost let him.
And if the phone hadn’t rung…
She wasn’t sure she would’ve stopped him.
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Chaewoon hadn’t slept well that night. His mind had been too busy, too occupied. And when morning came and he picked up Haein for work, he noticed—she hadn’t slept well either.
The air between them was awkward, heavier than usual.
The drive to the company was uncomfortably quiet. Chaewoon kept glancing at the rear-view mirror to check on her. Haein sat quietly, her eyes fixed on the window, but he noticed the little things—the way she blinked a little faster whenever she caught him looking, the way her fingers absentmindedly played with her pen.
And when their eyes met in the mirror, he quickly looked away.
He hated that.
Hated that he was the one making her feel this uncomfortable.
When they arrived, he moved to open the door for her, hesitating for a second before calling out, “Miss Haein.”
She paused on her tracks. Chaewoon took a breath, his voice steady and careful.
“I’d like to apologize for my behavior yesterday. It was inappropriate, and I made you uncomfortable. I assure you, it won’t happen again.”
Haein didn’t respond right away. She stayed still for a moment, letting his words sink in.
Then, with a small sigh, she spoke.
“What do you mean, Mr. Woo?” she said softly. “I think I should be the one apologizing. I fell asleep on your shoulder the entire afternoon. It must have been uncomfortable for you, and yet… you stayed. I don’t blame you for falling asleep too. You’re not a robot. And…”
She finally turned to face him fully, and for a moment, she almost smiled.
Chaewoon looked so much like a guilty puppy, apologizing even when he didn’t have to.
“I’m not mad or upset with you,” she said gently. “So please, don’t feel uncomfortable with me either.”
Chaewoon returned her smile.
Both of them knew it wasn’t just about her falling asleep on his shoulder, or him dozing off beside her. It was what happened after. The way their lips had almost…
But they chose not to mention it.
Two guarded souls, after all—two people who had built walls too high and too thick around themselves. So, they did what they always did: ignore the moment, pretend it didn’t happen, and let it quietly slip away.
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When they arrived at the office, Haein noticed it again—the lingering stares from the employees, especially the women. Or rather, the stares directed not at her, but at her bodyguard, Chaewoon.
Haein scoffed under her breath. Her pace quickened, the sharp sound of her heels echoing down the hallway.
Chaewoon blinked, momentarily thrown off, before quietly matching her hurried steps.
Is she upset again? he wondered, noting the slight stiffness in her stride.
When they reached her office, Haein spun around, arms crossed, expression unreadable.
“I think you should wear a mask next time,” she said flatly. Chaewoon blinked. “…Excuse me?” he asked, genuinely confused.
“You’re too distracting,” she said, almost accusingly.
“Distracting to… whom exactly?” he asked, his brows furrowing.
“To the people working here. You’re too tall, and too han—” she stopped herself mid-sentence, clearing her throat awkwardly. “—frankly, too above average in looks. You draw too much attention. A mask would… solve that.”
She was rambling now, and Chaewoon, much like yesterday, found himself struggling not to smile. She was flustered—and he was thoroughly entertained.
Chaewoon tilted his head, the corner of his mouth twitching upward.
“So… let me get this straight,” he said slowly. “You want me to cover my face because I’m too distracting?”
Haein stiffened. “Don’t make it sound so ridiculous.”
“But it is ridiculous,” he said, a soft chuckle escaping him. “Should I wear sunglasses too? Maybe a hat? Full disguise?”
“Maybe,” she muttered, turning away and busying herself with the papers on her desk, pretending to look disinterested. “It’s called being considerate to the workplace environment.”
Chaewoon stepped closer, just enough that she could feel his presence behind her.
Haein froze for half a second—barely noticeable, but enough for him to catch it.
“Or should I just wear a scary face like this?” Chaewoon said as he furrowed his brows together and pressed his lips together.
She cleared her throat again, shuffling a stack of papers that didn’t actually need organizing. “You’re here to do your job, not to be… aesthetically disruptive.”
Chaewoon laughed, low and amused.
“Understood, Ma’am,” his voice held that teasing lilt that made her ears burn. “I’ll try my best to be less… distracting.”
Haein slammed the stack of papers down a little harder than necessary.
“Good,” she said shortly, refusing to meet his gaze.
But as Chaewoon leaned casually against the wall, arms crossed, watching her try so hard to maintain her cool, he couldn’t help but think:
I’m really in trouble now.
< Chapter 8 Chapter 10 >
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Hi everyone! It's been 2 weeks since the last update (aside from the 2 special chapters) I hope you guys are still here :')
Been busy (and lowkey stressed) with work and life lately. So my mind has been so distracted. And this chapter was supposed to be longer, but I figured I should just cut it and continue it for next chapter. I also kinda had a hard time finishing this chapter because my mind is already on the later parts of the story (yoon eunsung, chaewoon background, haein's illness, family hong drama) and yet I'm still not done with the current chapters. I want to pull my hair out.
Thank you again if you guys are still tuning in! I'm more active in Twitter/X esp with updates. If you want to be friends/moots, it's @dalilmountain. Ily and thank you for the patience and support ;-;
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smiling like a fool under my blanket right now :’D
I don’t think you understand how happy I am to find a sfw ateez blog oml
Can I request a San e2l? where reader has a grudge against him because he’s an overachiever like the reader, yet he doesn’t actually have anything against them. Reader thinks his life is so perfect and their own is just empty that they don’t realise they’ve started to become envious of San, and it goes on from there.
(This is very much self indulgent because I can’t live without knowing I’m the best in all the people I know and it’s killing me)
If you could do it that would be great, dw if you can’t tho<3
𝙤𝙣𝙚-𝙨𝙞𝙙𝙚𝙙 𝙧𝙞𝙫𝙖𝙡𝙧𝙮 — 𝑠𝑎𝑛
genre: enemies-to-lovers au, angst, fluff at the end, gn!reader
word count: 2.3k
summary: Pride, reputation, and a one-sided rivalry; all these are because of your fear of losing the top spot in the class. Even when you finally got what you wanted, why did you still feel unsatisfied?
a/n: I kind of relate to this and I tried to express my thoughts based from personal experiences. I also learned to accept the fact that we can have our lowest times, so let's stay humble and I hope you enjoy it!
𝗺𝗮𝘀𝘁𝗲𝗿𝗹𝗶𝘀𝘁
You didn't hate him, you didn't like him either. He's more like a rival than a friend. You had your pride and reputation as the class's top student, that's all you ever cared for. You were contented with yourself, not until someone challenged your position and managed to drop your rank to top 2.
Choi San, you hated that name.
Both of you get high grades all the time, one gets higher than the other and vice versa, a push and pull type of game. It wasn't just your grades that were put to the test, your reputation as well. San's confidence during oral recitations and discussions was undeniably admirable, and that's the problem. It pissed you off because your social anxiety was hindering you from defending your reputation, but you couldn't deny that he was more or less smarter than you, just a tiny bit.
You didn't like San, but San liked you.
He admired your intelligence, your leadership skills, your hard work, and he acknowledged your efforts every time. How could he not when you two were in the same group for the whole semester? Being known as the two smartest students in the group was alright with San, but it pressured you a lot.
Your classmates usually depended on you two but when they ask him for help instead of you, it hurts your pride. This fueled your motivation to try your best in contributing most of the work during group projects to prove your classmates wrong. Even during quizzes and exams, you'd secretly compare your scores with San's as if it was normal. Of course, you had your share of low times.
It was very selfish of you to think that way, you were aware of that. You knew he was trying his best as well and he even helps you with some lessons you're struggling with. You had no idea when or how this rivalry started, but you were obstinate.
Why do you not like him? For being smart? For challenging your position as the top student? Who were you to hate him for that? These were the questions that run through your head whenever you see him in class, but that wasn't the case for San, he was just there to learn and graduate.
At this point, you're just envious of him for the most unnecessary things. Seeing him hanging out with his friends, having a good relationship with his parents, his life was almost perfect and that made you bitter.
In contrast to his, your life felt empty. Talking to your parents casually was a once-a-day thing because you always lock yourself inside your room and you don't even have that many friends compared to San's, much more talk to them every day.
You were envious, there's no better word to describe how you felt about the guy. Your pride, your ego; you wanted to be the 'best' and you wanted to be in the limelight of the class in regards to academics. But no, someone had to be on your level to humble you down. You, a selfish overachiever, holding a grudge against the boy with an angelic smile, attractive dimples, and cute eye smile.
You thought surviving this semester by avoiding him, while silently boring deep glares towards his direction were going to be a piece-of-cake. That was until you realized that the heavens weren't on your side, it was like a punishment for you.
Out of all people, all the possibilities that could happen, you just had to be paired up with the one and only, Choi San, for your General Maths subject. Honestly speaking, you didn't need a partner and neither does he. You could do it on your own, but your teacher insisted on working in pairs to develop social relationships and to help each other.
If it wasn't for those reasons, you wouldn't be sitting here in the library after your last class ended. ‘Home’ was the only thing on your mind, going home and avoiding his presence that makes your blood boil. If only he didn't insist on finishing the assignment the right way, together, you would've been taking a nap on your bed right now.
You were answering the assignment silently, yet you couldn't focus well with him beside you. You weren't in your right mind and San caught on to that, as he looked over your paper and easily found small mistakes on your solutions.
"It's not supposed to be distributed, just remove the parentheses."
His voice made you groan in annoyance, knowing that he was right and he corrected your mistakes. Okay, Mr. Know-it-all. You rolled your eyes away from him and redid your solutions correctly.
San was aware of your grudge towards him, it's not his fault you were quite obvious with it. He found you cute, though. When your mad or when you glare at him, that doesn't get to him, he's too distracted by your kissable and welcoming cheeks when you pout.
"Are you done? Let's compare answers." San spoke over the silence of the room.
There it was again, the usual glare you give to him. "Give me time, this isn't a race."
"I didn't say...but, take your time."
See, despite your harsh treatment towards him, he couldn't bring himself to fight you back. He had no reason to, so why try to engage in something he's not going to enjoy anyway? After about 3 minutes, you passed him your paper and he did the same to his own. The way San scanned over your paper made you nervous as if he was the teacher checking your mistakes and right answers. His paper, on the other hand, was clean and readable. Confidence in getting every question right the first time written on it.
"Hmm, you lack a negative sign here...and here...and here as well." He pointed each mistake with the tip of his pen and you swore, you wanted to curse at him.
"Okay, Choi San. You're the smart one, you know best. Sorry for being dumb." You retorted with bitterness in your voice.
"What are you talking about? I was just trying to help."
"Well, I don't need your help."
"Well, good luck with your grades then. You got all the answers correct with only a few mistakes, but okay."
Not wanting to fight anymore, you corrected your mistakes as fast as you could. He smirked at you as you closed the cap of your pen and sighed deeply, "There we go, y/n. It wasn't so difficult now, was it?"
"Get a life." If I could just remove that smirk off your face, I would.
How could San even get a life when the missing piece of his life hates his guts? His day wouldn't be complete without you glaring at him at least once, though he still hoped that one day, you would change your false opinions about him. He wouldn't purposely fail his academics for your benefit, but he's going to find a way to win your heart and stop your childish jealousy towards him once and for all.
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You didn't talk to him for a whole week, you spent most of your time preparing for the upcoming finals exams that would start tomorrow until Friday. You had no time to waste, this was your last chance to prove everyone wrong. The desperation to keep the top spot of the class for yourself motivated you a lot. So when finals finally started, you made sure to put your all in every exam and hoping for the best.
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Congratulations! You did it, you actually did it!
You kept the top 1 spot, it was yours and you were beyond happy with the positive news. It boosted your pride, but that's besides the point. Once you pulled away from your friend's embrace, you accidentally caught sight of San standing alone from afar. He had a sad yet satisfied smile on his face, while he looked over the bulletin board again where the ranks were displayed.
You felt bad, that was true because yes, you worked extra hard for this and as much as you hate to admit it, he assisted you when you didn't understand some concepts of a certain topic and those concepts were essential parts of the exam. You never, not even once, thanked him for his help and that's enough reason for you to feel guilty. Now that you got what you wanted, why do you still feel unsatisfied?
San caught you gazing in his direction, so you immediately looked away in embarrassment. He only chuckled at your reaction, knowing too well what's going on inside your head at the moment. Your eyes traveled back to his figure once again and you couldn't hold it in anymore, his smile was too bright for your satisfaction. You needed to apologize to him as soon as possible before the semestral break starts, at least.
When the last bell rang indicating the end of classes, you decided to look for him. Ditching your friends with the excuse of stopping by the convenience store before going back home, you searched everywhere for him. Thankfully, he wasn't anywhere far from the school premises. There he stood outside the school gate with his AirPods on, most probably waiting for his friends to hang out later. Carefully, you tapped on his shoulder and he turned to you with a confused look as he removed an AirPod from his ear. He didn't expect you to talk to him personally, especially not you approaching him first.
"What's up?" San's voice was cheerful and no sign of bitterness at all.
"You're n-not busy right now, are you?" You stuttered out of nervousness.
San looked around for any sight of your friends and his but there's no one around he knew of. "I don't think I am, why'd you ask? Oh, congrats by the way for taking the top spot. You deserve it, y/n." The smile on his face was genuine, he was very happy for your success. He wasn't disappointed because he believed you deserve that spot, you worked extra hard to beat him earn it.
On the other hand, you were nervous as hell, fiddling with the hem of your uniform. "Thank you, San."
"It's no problem." How was it so easy for him to say that? You don't know.
You tried to form the right words to say to him, not wanting to waste this opportunity and bringing the guilt with you. "I just wanted to apologize for treating you, you know, in a not-so-good way. I'm sorry for always pushing you away, taking your help for granted, and for holding a grudge against you just because I was afraid of losing the position of being the top student in the class. It's very childish of me, I know."
You scoffed ridiculously at yourself, "Now that I got what I wanted, I'm happy but I feel guilty whenever I see you. You helped me so much, but I didn't even thank you once. No matter how embarrassing I probably sound right now, I'm taking this opportunity to apologize for everything I've done wrong and to thank you for all your help. I don't deserve your forgiveness and-"
"Yo, San. Let's- oh, sorry. I didn't see your friend there." Yeosang, one of his friends, interrupted your rambling.
You were more than embarrassed at this point, you wanted to scream, to run away and hide from everyone, but San noticed the panic in your eyes. The idea of confessing and not being able to finish your words was suffocating you, so you tried to make a turn. Unfortunate events really couldn't wait as a random rock made you trip your foot, but a strong arm held your waist so quick, you didn't even have time to process what had just happened.
San clicked his tongue teasingly, "y/n, still clumsy as ever."
Can the world just take you whole? His friends were watching the current situation, this is very bad.
"I think I'll pass today, guys. I have some important business to talk to with them, so just leave without me and don't forget to buy me that thing I talked about, I'll pay later." San called to his friends, who nodded at his request.
"San-"
"Don't worry, y/n. I know you hate me, but I think you got some explaining to do." A smirk was plastered again on that attractive face of his.
"But I already did."
"You didn't get to finish your words because of my friend and I want to hear more of it. Maybe if you treat me out for dinner, I might just forgive you."
"My money's not enough for the both of us." You haven't realized that you just indirectly considered his suggestion, he's got you in his trap.
"Perfect, a kiss it is then."
"What-"
He didn't let you finish as he interrupted you with his soft lips on yours and when he pulled away, he laughed at your flustered reaction.
"Cutie, let's go to that BBQ place nearby to celebrate your success." My success?
"What about you? Are you not mad at me for being the first in rank?" This was the question that had you worried about this whole time. What does he think of you now after everything?
"What's wrong with being 2nd? As long as we succeed together, that's enough for me. Now that you're here with me and I finally got a kiss from you, what more could I ask for?”
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So I’ve been having ideas of jjh’s characters meeting each other in some sort of a crossover. They are really random and might not make any sense but u know, it’s just fun imagining it :D
I might make spelling errors when it comes to names. I didn’t have english subtitles most of the time, so I really don’t know how the subtitles could have spelled out their names. I’ll try my best though :)
Oh and I will put up spoiler warnings for the Lucifer. I know that Lucifer was on air a long time ago but I don’t want to ruin the fun for those who are planning to watch them.
1. Medical Top Team x Item
I think this one will probably make the most sense since they are both from MBC :) Honestly MBC missed out on the great opportunity to make Seungjae appear in some hospital scenes I can imagine Seungjae being really sweet to Da-in whenever she visits the Gwanghye hospital.
2. Item x 5 Fingers
Since Da-in is really great with melodeons, I thought Jeeho might be able to teach her when she gets a little older, and meet her uncle eventually. Jeeho also knows how it is like to grow up without parents as a kid (before being adopted) so he’ll probably able to help Da-in out, if she’s feeling down but doesn’t want to make her uncle worry.
3. The Lucifer x Along With the Gods
I tear up everytime when I think about Seungha. He is the victim who turned into a perpetrator, and although he may have hurt innocent people just to get his revenge, I still think he deserves a second chance. Plus, Seungha was a genius so it would be a shame to let such talent just fall into the Circle of Murder. and plus Gangrim killed his brother and Deokchoon but still got a chance so So I really want the reapers to pick his soul up and have Yeomra announce that Seungha will serve as a reaper in charge of defending the souls. I want Seungha to train under our favorite reapers until Yeomra finds him a decent team. I can just imagine Haewonmak complaining about how Seungha has the same face as him :D
4. The Naked Kitchen x The Antique Bakery
Honestly, this has the highest chance of a crossover bc the directors of these movies are married to each other. So I want to see Du-re visiting the Antique Bakery and it sort of goes like a weird romcom from that point on? Jinhyuk is probably going to freak out about seeing a guy who looks exactly like him, but younger. And we have Sunwoo who had a crush on Jinhyuk for like million years, and you can sort of see what’s about to go on. Sunwoo is probably going to flirt the whole time and Du-re is not going to back out on it. Plus, they’re both knowledgeable when it comes to cooking and preparing a dessert and they both studied in France, so they’re going to be bffs really quickly. Jinhyuk is probably going to say something about how his store is becoming so gay bc of Sunwoo and Du-re but deep down, he’s probably going to be jealous of Du-re.
5. Asura x Along With the Gods
This is going to be one of the loudest and messiest crossover out of the rest. I want this to be set after Asura, after everyone died. Yeomra is going to send out a lot of reapers to take care of all those souls, and I need Haewonmak to take care of Sunmo. Sunmo is probably going to curse the moment he sees the reapers and demand to see Do-kyung but Gangrim is going to stop him and Deokchoon will probably try to calm Sunmo down. And then we have Haewonmak, who’s going to complain about the whole mess… While calling Sunmo a brat or smth along the lines with that. I can just see Sunmo and Haewonmak just being annoying to each other while Gangrim sighs and Deokchoon stares at them like they’re kids but they are kids
I really need to stop sleeping at 3 in the morning
UNSPOKEN (말하지 않은)
genre: romance, slow-burn, fluff, angst, sexual tension, mutual pining
When Chairman Hong assigns Woo Chaewoon to his granddaughter, Hong Haein, she resents the intrusion. Cold, stubborn, and fiercely independent, she refuses to make his job easy—but Chaewoon isn’t the type to back down.
Woo Chaewoon had been many things—a soldier, a strategist, a ghost in the field. Before stepping into the polished halls of Queens Group, he had served in the 707th Special Mission Group, one of South Korea’s most elite special forces. His skills in infiltration, combat, and intelligence had caught the attention of the National Intelligence Service (NIS), who had recruited him for black ops and undercover missions.
His missions had taken him across borders, through warzones, and deep into enemy lines where failure meant death. He had extracted high-value targets, dismantled covert operations, and played the part of both ally and enemy. Every mission had been precise, every target a calculated move.
Now, he was here. Playing the role of a bodyguard.
His real mission? Gain Chairman Hong’s trust and uncover the secrets buried beneath Queens Group.
But then, without warning, the chairman had reassigned him. “You’ll be watching over Haein now,” the old man had said with an air of finality. “Be her shadow.”
Chaewoon had not questioned it, but he understood what it meant.
And that made her his problem to solve.
Hong Haein was the granddaughter of Chairman Hong and the woman currently managing Queens Department, one of the company’s most profitable divisions. She had built a reputation for being ruthless in business—uncompromising, meticulous, and cold. Every decision she made was calculated, every word spoken with precision.
People whispered about her, called her the ‘Ice Queen’ of Queens Group. But Chaewoon knew better than to take surface impressions at face value.
Chairman Hong was watching her closely, too. Not just as a granddaughter, but as a successor. And if he thought she needed a bodyguard, it meant only one thing—she was in danger.
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The moment Hong Haein walked into the room, Woo Chaewoon knew exactly what kind of person she was.
Cold. Composed. Untouchable.
She was dressed in an elegant white suit, her heels clicking against the marble floor with a practiced grace. She barely acknowledged anyone in the room—until her grandfather gestured toward him.
“This is Woo Chaewoon,” Chairman Hong announced. “Your new bodyguard.”
Haein stopped mid-step. Slowly, she turned to face him, her gaze sharp, assessing.
“I don’t need a bodyguard,” she said flatly.
Chaewoon didn’t react, keeping his posture straight, expression unreadable. He had expected this.
Her grandfather sighed, pinching the bridge of his nose. He knew this was going to be difficult. “Haein, this isn’t up for discussion.”
And he did. Better than anyone. Haein despised having people constantly around her. She kept only one secretary, ensured the house staff entered her space only when she was away, and already considered having a personal driver an unnecessary imposition. She had tolerated bodyguards before, but the suffocating presence of someone monitoring her every move, reporting back to her grandfather and parents, shadowing her day and night—it exhausted her. She hated it.
Haein scoffed; arms crossed. “Why? Do you think I can’t handle myself?”
Her grandfather sighed, rubbing his temple. “This isn’t about capability. It’s about precaution.”
“I don’t need a watchdog,” she said, frustration edging her voice. “I’ve been running the department without anyone breathing down my neck. Why change things now?”
Chairman Hong’s gaze sharpened. “Because the higher you climb, the more enemies you make.” He leaned forward, voice quieter but heavier. “And you, Haein, are being watched.” She stilled, her jaw tightening. “By who?”
“If I knew that, I wouldn’t need him shadowing you,” he said simply, gesturing to Woo Chaewoon, who stood silently in the background. “You may not see the threats, but I do. And I won’t wait until it’s too late.”
Haein exhaled sharply, glancing away. She hated this. Hated the feeling of being controlled. “This is unnecessary.”
Her grandfather shook his head. “No. It’s inevitable.” Then, after a pause, he softened. “Just let him do his job, Haein. That’s all I ask.”
Haein realized there was no way to argue her way out of this. Her grandfather was unwavering, his usual air of patience replaced by something far more resolute. She knew that look—it meant the decision was final. She exhaled sharply, forcing herself to remain composed. “Fine then,” she said, her voice laced with quiet defiance. “Let’s see how long he lasts.”
With one last glance at Chaewoon—sharp, assessing, unimpressed—she turned on her heel and strode out of the room.
Chaewoon inclined his head in a respectful bow to Chairman Hong before following after her. The moment he stepped outside, he was met with Haein’s cold, piercing stare. She had stopped just a few steps ahead, arms crossed, waiting for him.
“Report to my grandfather if you want,” she said, voice cool and clipped. “But don’t expect me to make your job easy.”
Chaewoon remained unshaken. “I will be just right behind you, Miss Haein.”
Her jaw tightened at his unwavering response. Her eyes narrowed, irritation flickering beneath the surface. “Fine. If you insist on following me around, at least make yourself invisible.”
Chaewoon met her gaze, calm and detached. “Noted.”
She turned away, unwilling to waste another breath on him. But as he fell into step behind her, silent and unyielding, a thought crossed her mind—he was different. And that, somehow, made him even more infuriating.
She hated him already. Not because he was assigned to watch over her, but because he was unreadable, unfazed. Most men either cowered under her glare or tried too hard to impress her. Woo Chaewoon did neither.
And that annoyed her.
Chaewoon, on the other hand, was already analyzing her—the sharpness in her movements, the subtle tension in her shoulders, the careful way she controlled every aspect of her presence. She was difficult, yes, but not unpredictable. She was used to command, used to distance, used to ensuring no one got too close.
He wasn’t here to befriend her. He wasn’t here to earn her approval. He wasn’t here to be liked. And that made his job easier.
But as she turned on her heel and walked off without another glance, he had a sinking feeling—Hong Haein would be more than just a job. She was going to be a problem.
A beautiful, dangerous problem.
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I know I said I'll upload on Monday and now it's Tuesday night I'm so sorry adfaghjfdsg I already had 4 chapters written but I had a hard time trying to refine the first chapter before I upload it. And also life has been trying to kill me lately so expect some inconsistent uploads :') This first chapter is also kinda boring Im so sorry for that but I promise the next chapters will be better (I hope) aaaaghjdffn Also! I tried my best to provide more background info because I'm setting it up in QOT's world, and I was rewatching it recently to see if I can use any scenes or characters for this story. For Chaewoon's character, I'm keeping it the same as from the show, a former soldier who became an undercover spy bodyguard BUT!! I'm trying to write more about his motive for accepting this mission, and also the "villains" in this story.
But then again, for some reason, I just want to scratch the "lore" and just focus on chaewoon and haein lmaooaghjf I'm so lazy for world and plot building As you can see from this "author's note" alone my mind is a mess please pray I'm able to finish this story in peace. Thank you so much for waiting🥹 Please let me know your thoughts!
UNSPOKEN (말하지 않은)
genre: romance, slow-burn, fluff, angst, sexual tension, mutual pining
After a quiet moment of care, Haein and Chaewoon start to see each other differently. What began as simple concern turns into something more, leaving them both with questions they didn’t expect to ask.
The car’s engine hummed as he drove through the quiet city streets. His fingers tightened slightly around the steering wheel.
He should’ve left right after. That was the plan. That had always been the plan.
He kept reminding himself—You were only doing your job.
Get her home. Make sure she’s safe. Report back. That was it. That’s all this was.
But it wasn’t, was it?
His mind drifted back to the moment, just minutes earlier. The soft weight of her in his arms as he carried her to her bed. The way her hair fell over her face, the warmth of her breath brushing against his collar. He remembered kneeling down, tucking her in with practiced, detached care. And then—
That tug.
So faint. So subtle. Yet it hit him like a bullet.
Her fingers, curled into his sleeve. Her voice, soft and sleepy. “…Stay.”
Chaewoon’s jaw clenched at the memory.
She hadn’t even been fully conscious. Didn’t know what she was asking. It wasn’t intentional. But it didn’t matter. Because something in him had responded anyway. Something dangerous.
He had hesitated. For the first time in a long time, he had hesitated.
He wasn’t supposed to do that. He wasn’t just a bodyguard. He wasn’t just a driver. He was a spy. A watcher in the dark. And now, not only was he reporting the Chairman’s words and movements—but hers too.
Every time she spoke, every time she looked too tired, too sad, too human—he was supposed to observe it, and file it away like evidence. Every word, every glance, every crack in her voice—he was expected to report all of it. But lately, he found himself leaving most of it out. Especially the parts where she was vulnerable. The parts that made her feel real. The parts that made him feel something.
That half-asleep voice calling him back. Those fingers clutching his jacket like he was her last lifeline.
That instinct inside him that wanted to sit by her side a little longer.
He told himself again, This is just a job. But it didn’t land like it used to.
Because for the first time, he didn’t want to detach.
He hadn’t wanted to let go. And that terrified him more than anything else.
His grip on the steering wheel tightened as the streetlights passed overhead. He was in too deep.
And if he wasn’t careful, Haein wouldn’t be the only one left vulnerable.
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Hong Haein woke up feeling unusually well-rested. Which was strange, considering the last thing she remembered was reviewing reports in her office, fighting off sleep.
She sat up, blinking groggily. The familiar walls of her bedroom came into focus.
Wait.
Her room?
How—?
Her gaze shifted to the bedside table, where a neatly arranged breakfast tray sat next to a small packet of medicine.
And then she saw it.
A folded note.
She already knew who it was from before she even picked it up.
“Eat your breakfast. Drink your medicine.”
No greeting. No signature. Just straightforward and to the point—exactly how Woo Chaewoon always spoke to her.
Haein exhaled, a small, involuntary smile tugging at the corner of her lips. Typical.
But just as she reached for the cup of warm tea, a memory from the night before suddenly hit her.
—The feeling of strong arms lifting her.
—A quiet, steady presence beside her bed.
—The warmth of a jacket in her grasp.
—Her own voice, half-asleep, murmuring, “…Stay.”
Haein froze.
Oh. No.
Her stomach dropped as the realization sank in.
She slapped a hand over her face.
Please tell me that didn’t actually happen.
But it did.
And now she had to face him.
…Or, maybe she could just avoid him for the rest of the day. Possibly forever.
Yes. That sounded like a solid plan. Absolutely.
Haein had barely wrapped her mind around the idea of avoiding Chaewoon for the entire day when her phone buzzed.
Chaewoon: Are you awake?
She stared at the screen, her fingers hovering over the keyboard. She could ignore him. Pretend she was still asleep. But knowing him, he’d just find a way to confirm it himself.
With a sigh, she typed back.
Haein: Yes.
His reply was instant.
Chaewoon: May I come in for a second?
Her breath hitched.
What? Here? Now?
She sat frozen for a few seconds, completely flustered. She could shut him down coldly, tell him she didn’t need anything. That would be the logical thing to do. The easy thing.
And yet, she hesitated.
Before she could decide, there was a soft knock on the door.
“Ma’am?” His voice was calm but firm. “Are you alright?”
She pressed her lips together, gripping the blanket on her lap. If I don’t answer, maybe he’ll just leave—
“I’m coming in.”
Her eyes widened. “Wait—”
The door opened.
Chaewoon stepped inside, scanning the room, and when his eyes landed on her—very much unharmed, sitting in bed still wearing her office clothes from yesterday—his tense shoulders relaxed.
Haein narrowed her eyes. “What are you doing here?”
Instead of answering, he took a few steps forward, holding up a small container.
She blinked. “What is that?”
“Ointment.”
“For?”
He nodded toward her feet. She followed his gaze—only then noticing the faint scratches along the sides.
Haein frowned. She must’ve gotten them from walking around in heels all day yesterday inside and outside the company. She remembered him insisting she rest her feet for a while, but she stubbornly refused. No wonder her feet now looked like that. She hadn’t even realized.
“You didn’t notice,” Chaewoon observed, setting the container on the bedside table.
“It’s nothing,” she muttered. “I don’t need that.”
He looked at her for a second, then knelt beside the bed, opening the container.
“I can apply it myself,” she said quickly.
“Please let me.”
The words were simple, quiet. But something in the way he said them made her pause.
She could argue, tell him it was unnecessary. But instead, she found herself sighing as she stretched out one foot, just slightly.
Chaewoon took it as permission.
His hands were steady, his touch careful as he smoothed the ointment over her skin. It was efficient—clinical, almost. But the warmth of his fingers lingered, and for some reason, it made her stomach feel strangely unsettled.
She stared down at him, at the way he focused on his task with quiet precision.
“…Why are you doing this?” she asked, her voice softer than she intended.
“Because you don’t take care of yourself,” he said simply, not looking up.
Her lips parted slightly, caught off guard by the blunt honesty.
For once, she didn’t have a sharp retort.
She just watched him, heart beating a little too loudly in her chest.
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Haein hadn’t meant to stare.
She really hadn’t.
But as Chaewoon carefully applied the ointment, she found herself noticing things she had never paid attention to before.
The way his brows furrowed ever so slightly, a flicker of disapproval at the sight of her scratched-up feet. The way his long fingers worked with precision, careful yet firm. The way his eyes blinked, just a bit slower, every time she flinched at the cool sting of the ointment.
She knew he was handsome. Of course, she did. A little too handsome, honestly. But she had never really looked at him before. Not like this.
And now, for some reason, she was seeing his face as if for the first time.
The sharp angles softened by the warm glow of the morning light. The contrast of his dark lashes against his skin. The way his lips pressed together in quiet concentration.
It was… distracting.
Too distracting.
Haein caught herself before she could stare any longer. But it was already too late.
Because just as she snapped out of it, Chaewoon glanced up—
And caught her staring.
Their eyes met.
A brief, fleeting second stretched into something much longer, something heavier.
Her throat went dry.
Immediately, she looked away, clearing her throat as if that could erase the moment. “Thank you,” she said quickly, voice a little too firm. “You can go now.”
Chaewoon, as always, didn’t react much. He simply nodded, closing the container and standing up.
But as he walked toward the door, Haein was very aware of the fact that her heart was beating just a little too fast.
And that was the most annoying part of all.
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Chaewoon was a spy. A professional. He had been trained to detect the subtlest of changes, the smallest of shifts in energy.
So of course, he noticed.
He noticed the way Haein’s gaze lingered on him a little too long. The way her breathing changed ever so slightly when his fingers brushed against her skin. The way she was staring—really staring—as if she was seeing him for the first time.
And the most frustrating part?
He felt it.
A warmth creeping up the back of his neck. The sudden self-awareness of his own hands, his posture. A flicker of something unfamiliar curling in his stomach.
He had faced interrogation, surveillance, and the world’s most dangerous criminals without so much as blinking. He had never been intimidated by anyone.
But under her gaze, for the first time—
He felt… shy.
It was ridiculous.
He willed himself to focus, to keep his hands steady as he finished applying the ointment. But when he finally looked up and met her eyes, something in his chest dropped.
And then—just as quickly—she snapped her head to the side, clearing her throat, hastily dismissing him.
Chaewoon almost—almost—smiled.
She had lost her composure first. That was something, at least.
He stood, giving a brief nod before stepping out of her room.
The moment the door shut behind him, he exhaled sharply. His pulse was annoyingly unsteady. His ears felt oddly warm.
He headed straight for the kitchen, grabbed a glass of water, and downed it in one go. Then, setting the glass down, he wiped a hand over his forehead.
What the hell was that?
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Haein wanted to bury herself alive.
She had barely survived that embarrassing encounter with Chaewoon, and now, all she wanted to do was crawl back under the covers and pretend it never happened.
But then—
A familiar scent drifted toward her.
She blinked, glancing at the bedside table. Oh. Right. Breakfast.
Fine. She’d eat first. Then continue moping.
She picked up her spoon and took a bite.
…And immediately paused.
Something was different.
She took another bite, slower this time.
The taste was—better than usual. Which was strange, because their family chef was already excellent. But this? This had a warmth to it. A personal touch.
Had Chaewoon ordered it from somewhere?
She needed to know.
Still half-lost in her hunger thoughts, she grabbed her phone and sent a text.
Haein: Where did you get this breakfast?
It didn’t take long for him to reply.
Chaewoon: I made it.
Haein froze mid-chew.
He… cooked it?
She stared at the screen, then back at her food. Then back at the screen.
Woo Chaewoon—the man who barely spoke, who always had that unreadable expression, who moved like a human shadow—could cook?
Her curiosity flared, completely uninvited.
Since when? Where did he learn? Why is he good?
And then, a far more dangerous thought entered her mind.
Does he have a family?
She had never even considered it before. When he was first assigned to her, she had been too annoyed, too disinterested to care about his personal life. But now…
He was older than her. Ten years older.
Does he have a wife?
A girlfriend?
The idea of Chaewoon coming home to someone—someone waiting for him, cooking for him the way he cooked for her—made something twist uncomfortably in her chest.
Haein immediately shut the thought down.
She was being ridiculous.
She stabbed at her food, scowling.
She didn’t care.
…But somehow, she had to know.
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Chaewoon knew Haein had taken the day off. It was a sudden decision early that morning when she sent a quick text to her assistant, her personal driver, and him.
And he was already outside her room when he received the text, ointment in hand. He had to give it to her or atleast make sure she uses it. It was the only reason he had asked to come into her room earlier.
She was a workaholic—someone who rarely, if ever, took a break—so it had crossed his mind to wonder why. But at the same time, he was relieved. At least she knew how to rest.
Now, his job was simple. Stay close. Be there if she needed anything.
It was a quiet morning, until his phone buzzed. A text from Haein.
Haein: Where did you get this breakfast?
He blinked. His first thought: Is something wrong with it?
Chaewoon: I made it.
No reply.
A small crease formed between his brows.
Did she not like it? Did it taste bad?
He had made it without much thought, just going about his usual routine. And yet, now that she was actually eating it, he found himself oddly self-conscious.
Maybe he should have just let the family chef cook for her. Maybe—
His phone buzzed again. His eyes immediately darting to her text.
Haein: Thanks. I like it.
Chaewoon exhaled, a breath he hadn’t realized he was holding.
And before he could stop himself—
He smiled.
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Haein couldn’t stop thinking about it.
It was annoying.
How come she knew next to nothing about her own bodyguard?
Other than the obvious—tall, quiet, handsome, surprisingly good at cooking, and annoyingly considerate—she knew nothing.
She considered asking her grandfather, but immediately scrapped the idea. Knowing him, he’d probably bring it up to Chaewoon directly, and there was no way she was dealing with that level of embarrassment.
So instead, she pulled out her phone and messaged her secretary.
Haein: Give me anything you can find on Woo Chaewoon.
Secretary: Your bodyguard?
Haein: Yes.
Secretary: Shouldn’t you already know about him since he’s, you know… your bodyguard?
Haein: I wouldn’t be asking you if I did.
Her secretary, to their credit, didn’t ask any more questions.
Now all she had to do was wait. But sitting still wasn’t an option.
Maybe—just maybe—she could get some information out of him herself.
Casually. Subtly. Completely normal conversation.
She grabbed her laptop (so it looked like she was working) and stepped out into the garden. Where, as expected, Chaewoon was already positioned a few steps away, arms crossed, watching the surroundings.
She took a deep breath, calming the ridiculous nervous energy in her chest.
Alright, Woo Chaewoon. Let’s see what I can find out about you.
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Haein had a plan. Casually strike up a conversation with Chaewoon. You know, just to get a little information out of him. She was just a little curious after all. Just a little.
But it was easier said than done.
She tried forming natural conversation starters in her head, but it’s been 20 minutes since she went outside her room and pretended to look busy with her laptop in the garden.
Maybe she’d just wait whatever her secretary found out about him after all.
And then, a notification popped up on her laptop.
Finally.
Her secretary had sent a file and some links.
Nice.
But she couldn’t open them. Not yet. Not when Chaewoon was right there, just a few steps behind her.
Sure, he was far enough that he wouldn’t be able to read her screen, but still—she couldn’t risk it. She needed him gone, just for a few minutes.
So, in the most nonchalant voice she could muster, she said, “Can you bring me coffee? And maybe a few snacks.” She never ordered him around for simple things like this. But desperate times called for desperate measures.
Chaewoon glanced at her, tilting his head slightly—almost as if questioning the odd request—but he nodded and left without a word.
As soon as he was gone, she opened everything.
First, the basics.
Birthday: December 10.
“Oh,” she murmured. “That’s in a few weeks.”
Then—
Military background. Marine Corps. 707th Special Mission Group.
Her brows lifted. A soldier? A high-ranking one, actually.
“How did he end up as a bodyguard?” she muttered to herself.
Unfortunately, there was nothing about his family. But—
A link to a social media profile. She clicked on it.
As expected, no posts. Not even a profile picture. Clearly just for business or minimal communication.
But then—
Tagged posts.
Bingo.
Most of them were group photos from training and work. Nothing too interesting.
Until—
Her eyes landed on one particular photo.
A woman. And a child.
Her fingers froze on the trackpad.
His wife? His daughter?
Her mind raced.
Before she could process the thought, someone cleared their throat.
Right behind her.
Shit.
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When Chaewoon first saw Haein step out of her room, he nearly did a double take.
Gone were the usual luxury clothes, the perfectly styled hair, and the sharp, intimidating makeup. Instead, she was in cozy attire—loose, comfortable clothes, her hair casually falling over her shoulders, her face bare of any enhancements.
It wasn’t a sight he was used to.
And oddly enough… he found her even prettier like this.
Of course, he already knew she was beautiful. He had met plenty of beautiful women in his life. But without any bias, he could say with certainty—Hong Haein was probably the most beautiful of all.
That thought alone made him mentally slap himself. What the hell am I thinking?
He quickly focused back on his job.
She was working, of course. Even on her day off. But something was different. She was restless. She kept glancing at her phone. Checking her laptop inbox. Again, and again.
She’s waiting for something, he concluded.
Then—
“Can you bring me coffee? And maybe a few snacks?”
That made him pause. It wasn’t strange, exactly. But she had never asked him to do something so trivial before.
Had she finally warmed up to him? Enough to start giving him simple errands?
Without questioning it, he nodded and left. But when he returned—
He found her eyes glued to her laptop. And on her screen, his background information. He immediately understood.
So that’s what she was waiting for.
Amusement flickered in his eyes as he watched her scroll, intensely focused.
Then, when she landed on the photo—the one with the woman and the little girl—he noticed it.
Her brows furrowed.
The same way they always did when she was too focused… or irritated.
And she stared at it for a little too long.
Chaewoon couldn’t help but smile. He shook his head lightly.
Is this why she suddenly sent me to get snacks?
Somehow, he found it… oddly cute.
Finally, deciding to put an end to her “research,” he cleared his throat.
And immediately, she froze in place.
If he had less self-control, he would’ve teased her about it. Or maybe let out a chuckle.
But if he wanted to keep his head intact, it was probably best not to.
< Chapter 5 Chapter 7 >
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Okay!! My favorite part was actually supposed to be included here in this chapter but I realized it was getting too long so I had to cut it into two parts >< working on Chapter 7 right now!! This is where I was actually cheesing the entire time I was writing this story.
taglist: @lvnat1c @strangerinthesecretforest <3
Trauma Code: A Hero in Love
genre: workplace romance, comedy, mutual pinning, slow-burn, banter, suggestive
4.2: Code Blue – Parental Unit
Later that week, the trauma department was in chaos. A sudden multi-vehicle collision had brought in a wave of patients, and the team was moving like clockwork under pressure. Shouts echoed across the ER, machines beeped in warning tones, and gurneys rolled in one after another.
In the middle of it all, Dr. Baek Kanghyuk barked orders like a general on the battlefield.
“Get vitals on Bed 6 now!” “Where’s the portable X-ray? I asked five minutes ago!” “Who let this patient sit without oxygen? Are we running a hospital or a convenience store?”
The atmosphere was tense. A young intern flinched at his tone and nearly dropped the chart in her hands.
Then, like clockwork, Dr. Song Hyejoo appeared at his side.
Without saying a word, she walked up behind him and handed him a fresh cup of coffee, still hot. Her other hand gently reached up to adjust the collar of his scrub top, which had been askew from the rush. Kanghyuk barely paused, taking the coffee with a short grunt of thanks, his eyes still scanning the incoming stretchers.
But the effect was instant.
His next order came out just a bit more calmly. His shoulders relaxed—just barely, but noticeably. And when he turned to check on the intern he’d startled, his voice was lower, softer. “You okay?” he asked.
The intern nodded quickly, almost too stunned to speak. Hyejoo gave her a reassuring pat on the arm before turning back to join another triage.
In the breakroom, a few of the nurses and residents peeked through the glass window, having witnessed the whole interaction.
“Did… she just fix his collar and give him coffee mid-chaos?” “She really said: chill, honey, you’re scaring the children.” “I swear she’s the only one who can calm him down without getting yelled at.” “Yeah, well, when mom’s in the room, dad behaves.”
Jangmi, sipping from her water bottle, raised an eyebrow. “Give it a few more weeks. They’ll be holding hands over a shared chart.”
Jaewon grinned. “Not if Dr. Baek combusts first trying to flirt without looking like he’s flirting.”
Gyeongwon, not even looking up from his tablet, muttered dryly, “Too late. Man’s already down bad.”
The group erupted into hushed giggles before scattering back to work—each secretly hoping for the next “mom and dad” moment to unfold.
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Trauma Code: A Hero in Love - Chapter List
UNSPOKEN (말하지 않은)
genre: romance, slow-burn, fluff, angst, sexual tension, mutual pining
As music plays and rain falls outside, Haein and Chaewoon find themselves letting their guards down, just enough to feel a sense of peace. In each other's presence, they begin to realize trust can be found in the smallest, quietest moments.
“Then I’m just going to stay here as well, so you’re not, you know… bored.” Haein cleared her throat, trying to sound as nonchalant as possible.
She opened her phone and plugged in an earphone to listen to some music. Chaewoon noticed Haein still preferred using her wired earphones when everyone else had moved to wireless ones. That piqued his curiosity. Was it simply preference? Or did those earphones hold sentimental value to her? For some reason, he wanted to know. He didn’t know why, but somehow, even the tiniest quirks about her made him pause and wonder. Tt’s the little things like that made him want to know her more.
Haein noticed him looking at them and pulled one out, offering it to him. “Would you like to listen as well?”
Haein was sure she must be drunk. She’d been doing and saying things she’d normally never do. Before she could retract her offer, Chaewoon had already taken the other earphone from her hand and placed it in his ear.
And he smiled.
Haein blinked. She had seen him smile before, of course. But this one was a bit different.
“I think we listen to the same music,” he said. “I have a CD of this album back at home.”
Oh.
A CD? In this day and age? But then again, she was also the one still using wired earphones.
That was a new piece of information about Chaewoon. A simple one, but she felt a strange sense of satisfaction in knowing something new about him.
Minutes passed, and before she knew it, Haein had already fallen asleep beside Chaewoon.
She was not normally so at ease like this. She was always on guard. Tense. Suspicious of everyone around her.
But why was it that when she was with him, she felt relaxed? She became more clumsy. She blurted out whatever came to mind. And she was able to fall asleep so soundly like this next to him?
Chaewoon, on the other hand, swiftly moved to catch her head with his shoulder when she dozed off.
Her head was now resting against him. He stiffened.
He could feel her slow, even breathing. How she shifted closer to him because of his warmth.
This was a problem.
Chaewoon let out a quiet sigh, staring straight ahead, careful not to move too much.
This was definitely a problem.
He was supposed to be her bodyguard—her shadow, her protector. Someone who stayed at a careful distance, unseen until necessary. And yet, here he was, sitting next to her, sharing an earphone, with her head resting on his shoulder like it was the most natural thing in the world.
She really lets her guard down around me now.
It was subtle, but he noticed. The way she talked more freely, the way she wasn’t as cold or distant. How she embarrassed herself around him yet didn’t push him away.
And now, she had fallen asleep.
So defenseless.
Chaewoon swallowed, shifting ever so slightly so that she’d be more comfortable. He could hear the faint sound of the music playing through their shared earphones. A song he knew well. One he had played on repeat when he was younger, back when he still collected CDs.
Haein stirred, shifting closer.
His body went rigid for a moment before he forced himself to relax.
This is fine. It’s just a small thing.
The rain continued to pour outside, tapping lightly against the windows. The warmth between them was unmistakable.
Maybe it was a problem.
But for now, just for now—he decided he wouldn’t think too much about it.
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The rain continued to fall outside, a steady rhythm against the windows. The warmth between them was undeniable, quiet and unspoken.
And before Chaewoon knew it—he, too, had fallen asleep.
It was rare for him to lower his guard. Years of training had made it nearly impossible for him to rest fully, always attuned to every sound, every movement, every potential threat. Even when he slept, it was light, almost restless, ready to wake at the slightest disturbance.
But now, with the soft hum of music in his ear and the steady warmth of Haein against him, his body relaxed before he could even realize it. His breathing evened out, the tension in his shoulders loosening.
Maybe it was the rain. Maybe it was the exhaustion he refused to acknowledge.
Or maybe, it was just her.
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Haein stirred first.
Her lashes fluttered as she blinked herself awake, her mind still hazy with sleep.
And that’s when she realized—her head was still resting against him.
Her brain took a few seconds to catch up. She was warm. Too warm. There was a steady rise and fall beneath her, the familiar scent of his cologne lingering in the air.
She turned her head slightly—only to be met with the sight of Chaewoon’s sleeping face.
Oh.
Haein stilled.
She had never seen him asleep before. Not once.
Chaewoon was always so alert, so sharp—always standing, always watching. It was almost unsettling to see him like this, completely at ease. His features were softer in sleep, his usual unreadable expression gone.
She found herself staring.
His lashes were long, his jaw sharp, his lips slightly parted as he breathed steadily. The dim light from outside cast gentle shadows on his face, making him look even more peaceful.
This is unfair, she thought. He’s supposed to be intimidating.
And yet, there was something endearing about this.
Something that made her chest feel tight.
Her gaze lowered slightly, taking in how his hands were still loosely resting on his lap, how his body had leaned ever so slightly toward hers as he slept.
For someone so disciplined, so constantly aware, it was strange to see him this relaxed.
He trusts me.
The thought struck her unexpectedly.
He wasn’t the only one making her feel at ease.
She made him feel at ease, too.
Her fingers twitched slightly, an unconscious urge to reach out. To touch, to confirm that he was really here like this, unguarded. But before she could even think to move—
His lashes fluttered.
And then, his eyes opened, slow and drowsy, adjusting to his surroundings.
They met hers immediately.
Silence.
Haein’s breath caught in her throat.
Chaewoon blinked, his gaze heavy with sleep, his mind still catching up with reality.
For a moment, neither of them moved.
The music still played faintly in the background, the rain still fell outside, but all Haein could hear was the quiet pounding of her own heart. Or maybe it was his. She couldn’t tell.
She should look away. She should.
But she didn’t.
And neither did he.
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Chaewoon felt it first—the subtle shift beside him, the soft stir of movement as Haein lifted her head. He was still half-asleep, his mind floating somewhere between dreams and waking. Normally, he’d be alert at the slightest change in his surroundings. Years of discipline had trained him to be that way.
But not this time.
Even as his senses registered the movement, his body didn’t react. It was as if something within him told him to stay still. To rest. To just be—there, next to her.
He could feel her gaze then, even with his eyes still closed. A quiet presence. Familiar. Warm.
And so, he opened his eyes.
Slowly.
And the first thing he saw was her.
Haein’s face, close to his. Her eyes locked with his, wide and unblinking. Time didn’t just slow—it completely stopped.
He froze.
He blinked once, trying to gather his thoughts, but they scattered just as quickly.
Beautiful.
That was the only word his sleepy mind could offer. No strategies. No logic. Just that one, simple truth.
The sound of rain and music faded quietly in the background, drowned out by the sudden pounding of a heartbeat. He couldn’t tell if it was his or hers.
He watched her breath catch, the way her eyes slightly widened. There was surprise there. Maybe uncertainty. But she didn’t pull away.
And he didn’t move either.
He should have. He knew that.
But for once, Chaewoon let the moment stay. Still. Quiet. Suspended.
And somehow, it felt right.
< Chapter 7 Chapter 9 >
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hi everyone! this chapter is a little short and it ended with a cliffhanger Im so sorry afsghjdkfdsa
I have so much in store for this story, I want to include a moment where Haein has to stay in Chaewoon's place for the time being and she meets his cat, Mansik. They also grow even closer together.
But I think I'm really going to be busy with work for the upcoming weeks. Hopefully, I find the time and energy over the weekends to update at least one chapter each week.
For the meantime, I'm thinking of uploading some of my drafts ><
angst, heart-break, memories, little moments, slow-burn, reunion
What began as young love on the set of their first drama was lost to missed chances, early heartbreaks, and painful regrets. Years passed, but old memories still resurfaced—and they’re left wondering if some first loves are meant to return.
romance, comedy, lots of teasings, slow-burn
When Dr. Baek’s former med school rival, Dr. Song Hyejoo, joins the trauma team, his usual composure is shaken—just a little competitive, and maybe a little shy. As they face emergencies together, they rediscover something they never dared explore before.
I already have a few chapters written with both of this, so I guess for the mean time, while the Unspoken Series takes a little hiatus, I hope you will enjoy these two stories I have prepared ><
taglist: @lvnat1c @strangerinthesecretforest <3
So jihoon’s malibu spoiler happened to be a car commerical for Chevorlet! I rlly thought it was an actual photoshoot but seeing jihoon in a super fancy car is one thing crossed off from my “I want to see jihoon doing this” list
Also he sounds like haewonmak all throughout the commercial until that one part where he sounds like in chul lol
Trauma Code: A Hero in Love
genre: workplace romance, comedy, mutual pinning, slow-burn, banter, suggestive
1.3 Cardiac Complications
Dr. Baek Kanghyuk had faced countless medical emergencies. Gunshot wounds, collapsed lungs, cardiac arrests—he had handled them all with precision and composure.
But nothing, nothing, had prepared him for Dr. Song Hye Joo standing a little too close to him.
It wasn’t intentional. She was just trying to get a better look at the patient’s chart he was holding. But when she leaned in, her shoulder lightly brushing against his arm, Kanghyuk felt his entire body lock up.
It was ridiculous. He wasn’t some inexperienced intern. He was a seasoned doctor. This was normal human interaction. And yet—
“Dr. Baek?” Hye Joo’s voice was soft, her breath faintly hitting the side of his neck.
Kanghyuk cleared his throat, hyper-aware of how close she was. “…Yes?”
She pointed at the chart, completely unaware of his internal crisis. “I think the dosage here should be adjusted slightly. The patient’s vitals indicate they might not tolerate the standard amount.”
He barely processed her words. For some reason, all he could focus on was how near she was. How he could catch the subtle scent of her shampoo—something light and clean.
When he didn’t immediately respond, Hye Joo tilted her head up to look at him. “Dr. Baek?”
Kanghyuk exhaled through his nose. Pull yourself together.
“Yes. You’re right,” he said, his voice far too stiff. “Good observation.”
Then, with all the grace of a malfunctioning robot, he took a deliberate step back.
A little too quickly.
His hip collided with the edge of the counter, making a loud thud.
Hye Joo blinked. “…You okay?”
“I’m fine,” he said immediately, standing straighter, pretending like nothing had happened.
But across the room, Dr. Yang Jae Won and Nurse Jang Mi were watching everything unfold.
And they were barely holding it together.
Jang Mi had her hand clamped over her mouth, her shoulders shaking as she tried to suppress her laughter. Jae Won, meanwhile, looked like he was about to combust with glee.
Kanghyuk shot them both a warning glare, but it only made them laugh harder.
“He backed into the counter—” Jang Mi wheezed.
“Because he panicked—” Jae Won added, tears in his eyes.
Kanghyuk ignored them and turned back to Hye Joo, trying to salvage whatever was left of his dignity. “Make the adjustment to the dosage. I’ll review it later.”
Hye Joo, completely oblivious to his suffering, simply nodded. “Of course.”
And with that, she walked away, leaving Kanghyuk to deal with the aftermath of his humiliation.
Jae Won leaned in, smirking. “So, doc… Should we call an ambulance? You seem to be having some cardiac complications.”
Jang Mi wiped away a fake tear. “He’s so strong in the ER but almost passed out from mild physical contact. Amazing.”
Kanghyuk exhaled sharply. “Triple shifts. Both of you.”
Their laughter immediately died.
“Wait, what?!” Jang Mi gasped.
Jae Won groaned. “Come on, man. You can’t keep punishing us for observing.”
Kanghyuk adjusted his coat, regaining his usual calm exterior. “Consider it a test of endurance.”
And with that, he walked off—this time making sure to not back into anything.
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