All Butches Want Is Head Scritches

i literally love being a lesbian

i used to be a little girl. and now i’m not. and that’s good. that’s important.

but the thing is. is that i’ll never be her again. can’t, won’t, will never. wouldn’t want to, anyway.

but the other thing is, i keep all her favourite books on my bottom shelf. and i have her stuffed animals on the foot of my bed, still. and i sleep in her room, every night. and i look at the pink walls, at the colour she chose, and i think of repainting and i don’t.

i’ll never be her again, but i am living in the life that she built. waited for. dreamed of. i’ll never be her again, but i try to take good care of her things

L with the T. happy pride ❤️🧡🤍🩷🩵

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god. every day I am thinking about butches. I love butches so much. butches are everything.

Finding irl lesbian community is very hard and I hate it. Yes, I have some lesbian “friends” at home and at school basically all my friends were lesbians but school was in Boston and I left which leaves me with the one lesbian I’m actually friends here with to be my lesbian community. I don’t even live in a place where it’s particularly unsafe (at least for now) and there are tons of queer people, I just want a LESBIAN place to go. I want a butchfemme bar that lets 18+ in so that even though I can’t drink for another two years I coulda till go and find community

I haven't seen this version anywhere so I made one!

sometimes I really wish I could crawl into a tight ball and like fold up inside myself

Being a marauders fan is so funny, like we were exposed to the Harry Potter franchise, and just immediately were like “you see this guy? The dad that died before the series started? And the kid that died like two decades ago and gets like one or two pages total in the entire series? Yeah, I like those characters.”

Like we literally found a bunch of (canonically dead) characters that are barely mentioned in the books/movies, delicately scooped them up and developed their characters because J.K. Rowling didn’t. And now we have fanfics longer than the freaking Bible about dead gay wizards from the ‘70s, all based on character head cannons that the internet collectively decided was canon. And the best part is that no one can prove it wrong, because the vast majority of characters that lived during the marauders’ era have hardly any background information in the material!

Seriously, though, the fanfics are so long. Like I’m still reading All the Young Dudes, Just Lovers, and Choices. And I haven’t even started Crimson Rivers yet.

silly doodle from the other day