I Wasn't Sure If I Should Post This Here, But I Decided To Take A Chance. XD

oh, here comes day eight - merfolk! as i promised, something special for this day.

this art is an illustration for a fanfic by @gian-blackbell on the same topic. now her fanfic can only be read in Russian, but later it will be released in English translation (both versions can be found on AO3).

this art is a big reference to the famous painting by Viktor Vasnetsov "Alyonushka" (the idea belongs to @gian-blackbell)

I AM VERY BAD AT BACKGROUNDS AND PAINTING FORGIVE ME DD:

it was decided to make in this theme not a classic mermaid, but a mermaid from Slavic mythology. i adore Slavic mythology! drowned women become mermaids there. gloomy! but like a second life for the unfortunate.

i adore how unnatural the wreath of wildflowers looks in this autumn atmosphere. when everything withers and dies, the flowers (sebastian's feelings that he put into this wreath) are still alive. alive on the non-living body of his lover.

i feel very insecure with color. this work is a kind of step towards getting rid of the fear that makes me freeze at the color stage of drawing. i know that i'm not very good at it… but if i don't do anything, i won't learn anything, right?..

special thanks to the incredible @gian-blackbell! i really liked your ff (i'm literally in love with it, HAHA)! thanks for the support and your ideas!

/sad sigh/ I decided not to participate in the #gauntingsalloween anymore. I can't handle it physically. I work a lot, and I don't have enough time for such intense drawing. From lack of sleep, my brain has already started to glitch, I think (I've never experienced this before, it was scary and disturbing), and it took me two days to more or less recover. It would have been great to do something like this, but I can't handle such events. Thanks to everyone for the support!

(sketh - my MC is Enova)

commission.second portrait of four commission. dragonborn for my friend!I'm a little quieter, but I'm alive and I'm even painting in color.:>

day 3 - vampire and day 12 - pumpkin. a bit late, but I had a lot of work. due to titanic fatigue, I had to abandon the version with dancing. however, maybe I will be able to finish drawing this version later. I'm terrible with color, yes, but I've decided to challenge it sometimes. and again fanart for my favorite ff. the link to it can be found in one of the posts below, I have already drawn for it. I love it! The guys are having a great Halloween!<3

Sometimes, when I'm not good at drawing, I encounter bad, depressing thoughts. It seems to me that my works are wrong, worthless, uninteresting. Often, such thoughts make me give up everything and not touch drawing for a long time. It's hard to fight. But this time, I decided to allow myself to be distracted from the responsibility for the commission and draw deliberately bad art for myself. I don't know how much it helped me, but the feeling that I'm not sitting idle is encouraging. This is my favorite Niko from League of Legends in a Christmas skin.:> A redraw of a sketch from five years ago!!! иногда, когда у меня не идет рисование, я сталкиваюсь с плохими, угнетающими мыслями. мне кажется, что мои работы неправильные, неценные, неинтересные. зачастую такие мысли заставляют меня все бросить и долгое время не прикасаться к рисованию. с этим тяжело бороться. но в этот раз я решила позволить себе отвлечься от ответственности за комиссион и нарисовать заведомо плохой арт для себя. не знаю, насколько оно мне помогло, но чувство, что я не сижу сложа руки, приободряет. это любимая Нико из лиги легенд в рождественском скине.:> редрав наброска пятилетней !!! давности.

and New Year gifts in gratitude for the customer's patience.

my favorite girl!

I had a very long break from drawing. Many years. But now I wanted to share my old works. At one time I liked to draw cute animals.😌

my oc in au hogwarts legacy.