When I'm Sad, I Draw My Characters. Anwell Is MC's Brother. Before Entering Hogwarts With His Sister

for many years now i have been passionately and infinitely in love with fenris, hawke and dragon age 2 in general, but only now i got around to reading the comic and this post. i feel broken at the thought that hawke and fenris will have to part for at least five years (that's how long the events of the comic last). i keep thinking about what their meeting could have been like after the shadow (i will never let hawke die there) and the inquisition. and would this meeting have taken place? it hurts and saddens me so much to think about it... i love them so much!!!

ON FENRIS AND HIS KIRKWALL FRIENDS…

So this panel from Dragon Age: Blue Wraith #2 has made many readers (including the ones who loved the issue) really sad.  Sad that the group didn’t stay together or in touch.  Sad that Fenris feels this way.

So I (Nunzio) thought I’d offer a few thoughts on that.

First, on the group going their seperate ways – that’s part of canon, no matter who Hawke romanced or what choices the players made.  Every companion – except Hawke’s love interest -  left his/her side.

And in Inquisition, Hawke left his/her love interest behind – and could easily have been left in the Fade.

That was our starting place for writing Fenris – one way or another, he was left behind.  No matter how valid the reasons, he was left behind.

Now, when I went to graduate school, I went to the same school as a couple of friends from my (undergraduate) college.  They were married, and almost adopted me – I’d go by every night, have dinner with them, gamed with them, watched TV with them.  I got along with my classmates, but was not integrated into that social circle because I had my small circle of three, as close as family.

But those friends were going to leave town a year before I graduated.  I knew I needed to socialize with my classmates a bit more, because I needed to have friends I could rely on once my best friends left.  So instead of going over to their place every night, I’d come by once or twice a week.  The other nights I hung out with my classmates, building those friendships.

And these two best friends got so mad at me.  We got into a fight, and I came over even less.  They were not far off from leaving town before we finally sorted it all out.  They felt abandoned, and didn’t talk to me about it – they got mad.  And I was hurt by their anger, and didn’t talk to them about it – I just got equally mad.

And when we finally cleared the air, we realized that we were all just so upset we’d be living in different states, and no longer together. And we let the fight build because on some level, sometimes it’s easier to be angry than it is to miss someone.

And that is where we decided to write Fenris, emotionally.  It is easier for him to be angry than it is to miss someone.

It was true for me and my friends, and we knew HOW to have friends before we became so close.  Fenris didn’t.  Anger is what sustained him for so long before them, and it was all too easy for him to slip back into it. It doesn’t mean his friends deserve his anger, and it doesn’t make him terrible for feeling it.

But it’s what he feels right now. It’s his truth.

- ND

and New Year gifts in gratitude for the customer's patience.

Hawke: hi anders how are you Anders: just a *BOMB* Hawke: ...man

OMG I love these cool activities. <3 thanks for the tag!

My MC from Hogwarts Legacy is Enova. timeline of the game. and the timeline of modern times. oh, um, it seems like I have almost no one to tag for the challenge... @holdmymallowsweet <3

New Picrew Creation tagging game

Happy New Year's Everyone!

What would your Hogwarts Legacy MC look like in the modern day/21st century? Since Iñaki is from the 21st century, this is her in her modern day glory.

Made a creation with with this picrew.

No pressure tags: @myokk, @theladyofshalott1989, @ps-cactus

oh, here comes day eight - merfolk! as i promised, something special for this day.

this art is an illustration for a fanfic by @gian-blackbell on the same topic. now her fanfic can only be read in Russian, but later it will be released in English translation (both versions can be found on AO3).

this art is a big reference to the famous painting by Viktor Vasnetsov "Alyonushka" (the idea belongs to @gian-blackbell)

I AM VERY BAD AT BACKGROUNDS AND PAINTING FORGIVE ME DD:

it was decided to make in this theme not a classic mermaid, but a mermaid from Slavic mythology. i adore Slavic mythology! drowned women become mermaids there. gloomy! but like a second life for the unfortunate.

i adore how unnatural the wreath of wildflowers looks in this autumn atmosphere. when everything withers and dies, the flowers (sebastian's feelings that he put into this wreath) are still alive. alive on the non-living body of his lover.

i feel very insecure with color. this work is a kind of step towards getting rid of the fear that makes me freeze at the color stage of drawing. i know that i'm not very good at it… but if i don't do anything, i won't learn anything, right?..

special thanks to the incredible @gian-blackbell! i really liked your ff (i'm literally in love with it, HAHA)! thanks for the support and your ideas!

Hi! Two weeks ago my account was shadowbanned on tumblr. ;-; I couldn't write comments, receive messages, my posts weren't showing up in tag searches. My account became invisible. This deprived me of views and other activity. :( I'm very sad about this, but I'm going to make up for lost time.

Today, support finally managed to help me. And I re-posted some of my works. I would be grateful if you were active under them.👉👈 Thank you!

I dilute my sadness about lost time with cute sebinis based on a popular Twitter meme.<3

I actually tried drawing your cute mascot a while back, and even though I'm still a little embarrassed, I wanted to give it to you now, as a thank you ❤️ It's not that good, but I hope you like it!

Thank you for always being so sweet and lovely, and for bringing some happiness to the world with your beautiful art ❤️

OMG OMG OMG WOW IT'S SO CUTE I CAN'T OH MY GOD IT'S SO CUTE AAAAAAAAAAA

Thank you so much! Your art is just WONDERFUL I LOVE IT OH MY GOD!11 I am so happy to receive such a gift!<3 THANK YOU!!!❤️❤️❤️

lol

Cover for my own fic, written on Gaunting Salloween 🔥

Sebinis in the setting of a witch hunt. Ominis is an inquisitor, and Sebastian is accused of witchcraft. (russian language)

Книга Фанфиков

Gaunting Salloween день 9 - Огонь, Сжечь ведьму! — фанфик по фэндому «Hogwarts Legacy»

Gaunting Salloween день 9 - Огонь, Сжечь ведьму! — фанфик по фэндому «Hogwarts Legacy»

Sometimes, when I'm not good at drawing, I encounter bad, depressing thoughts. It seems to me that my works are wrong, worthless, uninteresting. Often, such thoughts make me give up everything and not touch drawing for a long time. It's hard to fight. But this time, I decided to allow myself to be distracted from the responsibility for the commission and draw deliberately bad art for myself. I don't know how much it helped me, but the feeling that I'm not sitting idle is encouraging. This is my favorite Niko from League of Legends in a Christmas skin.:> A redraw of a sketch from five years ago!!! иногда, когда у меня не идет рисование, я сталкиваюсь с плохими, угнетающими мыслями. мне кажется, что мои работы неправильные, неценные, неинтересные. зачастую такие мысли заставляют меня все бросить и долгое время не прикасаться к рисованию. с этим тяжело бороться. но в этот раз я решила позволить себе отвлечься от ответственности за комиссион и нарисовать заведомо плохой арт для себя. не знаю, насколько оно мне помогло, но чувство, что я не сижу сложа руки, приободряет. это любимая Нико из лиги легенд в рождественском скине.:> редрав наброска пятилетней !!! давности.