It was all a mistake. A misunderstanding. Another day, another fight. Except...this time Eclipse had won. The alleyway was dark, abandoned. The girl ripped off her own mask, letting even more tears trace their paths down her face. “Stay with me- no, don’t you dare. Not now- not yet...” She clutched the body of her love, shaking in horrible cries. Small fires burned, not yet having burned themselves out. The villain didn’t care if the coals burned her, what did it matter. It had all been a game, of some sort or another. They had started out as friends, and then she would merely pull pranks on him and he would do them back. Until one day a line was crossed. After all, when two people are special and have powers, eventually it all goes downhill. Her sister died because of him. She still remembered his stunned face, even through the mask. He tried to say he was sorry, looked down horrified at himself. He tried to make it better. She shoved him away, snarling that she didn’t want any part in it. Sorrow and anger were easier to justify than mercy and remorse. That’s when it stopped being a game. She wanted his death, and she had gotten it.
There were times when she didn’t have to be different. Days when she could just be herself. Narah. Days when she could just sit in a coffee shop and people watch, or walk her dog in the park, or attempt to do yoga for fun. But when her sister died, someone new came into her life.
Ronan. Tall. Funny. He had freckles on his nose that scrunched when he laughed, and red-gold hair. They met at the funeral. He had come up to her and said his condolences like everyone else. She gave the same response as she gave anyone else and moved about the room. But when they ran into each other again, in the park, that’s when something started. He asked her how she was doing, and she was honest. That was when their friendship started. He was the only one who knew, truly knew who she was. He found out when he knocked on the door of her apartment after she hadn’t talked to anyone, or left in days. All of the rooms had ice dripping from them, drawing into their source. Her. She had been sobbing for days, her grief unquenchable.
As months went by, the line blurred between friend and lover. They did everything together, and he knew all of her faults and loved her for it. He never tried to stop her from fighting her nemesis. Once, and only once, he asked her why. She stopped by his apartment and found him nursing a deep gash on his face. He just said he got in a fight and left it at that. But then, later on, while they were talking over coffee, he asked her softly why she fought her nemesis like she did. After a long time she answered, "Because if I don't, I feel like I will forget her."
But that was all gone, her future with him dripping through her fingers just like the blood did. She pressed herself to him, clutching his body and curling into it. Her sobs echoed against the stone in the ally, her body shaking.
“Don’t go.... don’t leave me alone.”
He didn’t answer.
“No,” they whimpered. “N-no, not you, anyone but you.” They slumped to their knees, cradled the hero’s face between the hands that had killed them. “I never knew- never even guessed- oh god, oh god. [Hero] was just my nemesis but I love you, loved you.” They choked on their own sobbing, their lover’s skin going cold under their fingers. “Don’t leave me, please, god, just don’t leave me-”
okay so if you need more veggies/fruit, protein or fibre (bc most people do NOT eat enough) in your diet but you struggle to do so, hear me out:
look up recipes (especially snack recipes) that are child/toddler/baby-friendly
i can guarantee there is a woman with a cooking blog out there who has found away to pack a bunch of vegetables into a surprisingly delicious little snack for her kids. this process has never failed me when i feel like i am not eating enough fruits and veggies. my entire flat is eating spinach muffins at the moment, which doesn’t sounding particularly appealing to most people and yet somehow. they’re delicious.
Slytherins are the most misunderstood house. And some of us like it that way, but I think that we are the most misunderstood house because we are the most diverse house.
Ambition. That is our main trait, but what makes us so different from other members of our own house is what are we ambitious for and towards. Draco was ambitious to be like his family and earn his place. Slughorn was ambitious into building a career and carefully curated circle of members beneficial to him. Snape was ambitious for Lily. We are all ambitious for something, but the question is what.
We have so many different divisions within our house, so i’m going to give a quick breakdown. The stereotypical ‘evil’ (ambitious for wanting a place), the studious (ambitious for their best education), the artists (Ambitious for leaving their mark), and then there are the ones that are ambitious for who knows what, the ones you would never expect to be in Slytherin. But, sometimes they are the most “slytherin” out of all of us.
What I mean to say is, that we are not the evil house. When a Slytherin tells someone “Hey i’m a slytherin” Oftentimes the first reaction is ‘Wow, I don’t picture you as dark and evil.”
So to all the “not-slytherins” in the slytherin house, just because you don’t have plans of world domination does not make you any less slytherin than the rest of us.
Thanks.
really ambitious, like actually ambitious. love/hate relationship with studying. not showing emotions. reading a lot. also procrastinating a lot. collects stuff. very picky about fashion. activist. loves harry styles. favourite colour is definitely dark green. tons of flowers and succulents all over their room. painted nails. has a strong opinion. prefers school over home. wants a typewriter for the dramatic effect. dark clothes are superior. little, dark cafes and libraries. writes with black pens only. notebook collector.
Snow falling, bittersweetness, dancing in the dark on nimble feet, stillness and unsettling quiet with your mind beginning to become curious
Where my world building nerds at? Reblog this post if you LOVE doing world building, love TALKING about your world building, and would love QUESTIONS about your world building in your askbox!
INFJ / Math
Either worst or least favourite
I have a theory I want to test
INTJ / English
Hang in there guys
I decided to create a masterpost that would help you with what you are struggling with. Hopefully any of the links below will help you! Reminder; You’re going to be okay. What you are going through will pass, just remember to breathe.
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Here are some distractions to help keep your mind occupied so you aren’t too focused on your thoughts.
-Draw something
-This website translates the time into colours.
-Create your own galaxy.
-Play flowing.
-Make a 3D line travel where ever you like.
-Listen to music.
-Calm.
-Ocean mood, do nothing for two minutes.
- 8 hour sleep music.
-Rainy mood.
-Meditation.
-Coping with nightmares.
-How to cope with nightmares, 11 steps.
-Calm
-Foods that can affect your sleeping, both positive and negatively.
-Rainy mood.
-10 hours of rain and thunder.
-3 hours of rain and thunder.
-Human heartbeat.
-Rainforest.
-Sound of rain on a tin roof.
-Autumn wind.
-Rain on a tent
-Traffic in the rain.
-Soft traffic.
-Fan.
-Train.
-Simply noise.
-My noise.
-Rainy cafe.
-How to stop worrying.
-Tips to manage anxiety and stress.
-The 10 best ever anxiety management techniques.
-Self-help strategies for anxiety.
-Helping a friend with anxiety.
-All about worrying.
-8 myths about anxiety.
-“I’m always sad”
-Feeling sad.
-Going through trauma.
-“I’m always angry”.
-Anger management.
-All about anger.
-National helplines and websites.
-Self-help strategies for depression.
-Dealing with depression at work.
-Dealing with depression at school.
-Pets and mental health.
-All about loneliness.
-“I feel so alone”
-10 more ideas to help with loneliness.
-How to deal with loneliness.
-Alternatives to self-harm and distraction techniques.
-146 things to do besides self-harm.
-More alternatives to self-harm.
-Self-harm alternatives.
-How to take care of self-harm wounds/injuries.
-Getting rid of scars.
-How to help a friend with a drug addiction.
-What is addiction?
-All about alcohol and addiction.
-The facts about drug addiction.
-Helping a friend with an eating disorder.
-Eating disorder treatments.
-Support services for eating disorders.
-Self-help tips with eating disorders.
-Eating disorder recovery.
-Recovering from an eating disorder.
-100+ reasons to recover.
-Understanding and managing eating disorders.
-3 ways to ease self-loathing.
-How to turn self-hatred into self-compassion.
-Self-hatred resources.
-10 step plan to deal with self-hate.
-International suicide hotlines (1) (2)
-Preventing suicide.
-Reasons to stay alive.
-Dealing with suicidal thoughts and feelings.
-Coping with suicidal ideation.
-All about schizophrenia.
-Helping a person with schizophrenia.
-Understanding and dealing with schizophrenia.
-Delusions and hallucinations.
-Managing your OCD at home.
-Overcoming OCD.
-How to cope with OCD.
-Strategies for dealing with the anxious moments.
-Helping someone with BPD.
-All about personality disorders.
-Treatment for BPD.
-Healthy relationships VS abusive relationships.
-Emotional abuse
-Overcoming sexual abuse.
-Hotlines services.
-5 ways to escape an abusive relationship.
-Domestic violence support.
-Signs of an abusive relationship.
-What do to if you’re in an abusive relationship.
-Surviving abuse.
-What you can do if you’re sexual harassed.
-Sexual assault support.
-What to do if you’ve been sexually assaulted or abused.
-How to stand up against bullying.
-How to protect yourself when it comes to cyber bullying.
-How to help stop people bullying you.
-How to cope with a suicide of a loved one.
-Grieving for a stranger.
-Common reactions to death.
-Working through grief.
(Other loss and grief)
-Moving away from friends and family.
-Coping with a breakup.
-Seeking help early.
-All about psychological treatments.
-Types of help.
-All about age and confidentiality.
- Don’t stress about being fixed because you’re not broken.
-Remember to remind yourself of your accomplishments. Tell yourself that you’re proud of yourself, even if you’re not.
- This is temporary. You won’t always feel like this.
-You are not alone.
-You are enough.
-You are important.
-You are worth it.
-You are strong.
-You are not a failure,
-Good people exist.
-Reaching out shows strength.
-Breathe.
-Don’t listen to the thoughts that are not helping you.
-Give yourself credit.
-Don’t be ashamed of your emotions, for the good or bad ones.
-Treat yourself the same way as you would treat a good friend.
-Focus on the things you can change.
-Let go of toxic people.
-You don’t need to hide, you’re allowed to feel the way you do.
-Try not to beat yourself up.
-Something is always happening, you don’t want to miss out on what’s going to happen next.
-You are not a bother.
-Your existence is more than your appearance.
-You are smart.
-You are loved.
-You are wanted.
-You are needed.
-Better days are coming.
-Just because your past is dark, doesn’t mean your future isn’t bright.
-You have more potential than you think.
- Your value doesn’t decrease based on someone’s inability to see your worth.
Please remember to look after yourself and know that you are more than worth it and you deserve to be happy. Keep smiling butterflies x
Story from my other account
A shiver ran along the ground, leaves shaking themselves free from the trees. Something was awakening. Villagers clutched their cloaks closer about them as a rumbling shook the forest.
It was the one night that the fae could be free, peculiar beings they were. An ancient spell from a mage long ago had imprisoned them, locked them far away from the world and one another. But this one precious day a year they were set free to dwell, to feel real, once again.
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Hello! Just your local chaos gremlin. Twenty year old lesbian figuring things out.
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