(hey I should probably tell you that the ‘dream situation’ tag is about the youtuber dream- good luck with what you’re doing though)
OMFG thank you so much for pointing that out 😭, I didn't realize I had added that tag and never would've if you didn't say anything 😭😭
Me constantly reminding myself that I have already been to my realities and that I know how to get there.
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Something that stuck out to me and made me feel weird about Shifttok and Shifting, besides the misinformation and absolute insane takes (like how shifting is "genetic"). It's like anytime I see someone show their scripts (This is absolutely NO hate to them and I'm not trying to be rude) it's like so perfect it's scary...yk? And I would catch myself doing the same thing and I would wonder if it mattered anyway, like if I make everything about my appearance super clean and everything that happens to me is super clean will that even like stay that way when I shift? This has been bothering me for a while now. (I have fallen victim of misinformation about shifting from shifttok for years now, and was told to stop taking advice from over there and stick to shiftblr lol)
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I hate when I’m specifically looking for fluff and the only thing that pops up is smut
I have been searching and lurking...right? I can't find ANYONE who wants to shift to American Horror Story...specifically freakshow😭. Like am I mentally ill for wanting to shift there....maybe but I LOVE JIMMY I CANT PLEASE ANYONE SOMEONE WHOS SHIFTING THERE LETS BE MOOTS I BEG
how I be listening to music knowing good and well I'm stealing ts for my discography
how life feels when you leave shifttok
fuck methods, fuck visualisation, fuck subliminals, fuck scripting, fuck guided meditations, fuck affirming, fuck everything else, all is needed is YOU.
I hate how uncreative I am when it comes to my scripts, because I literally get them all from Tiktok and I DREAAAAADDDDD making one myself because it'll never beat my other ones like wtfff?!
(not to mention i use notion)
i think one of the most heartbreaking moment of being a shifter who shifts to escape their original reality’s hurt is whispering “i wanna go home” while sitting on the floor of their bedroom, crying. i say this because yeah, you’re technically already home but it’s not a home you wish to be in any longer which is what makes shifting so much harder, right? i remember seeing people talk about how shifting to escape can create an “unhealthy” relationship with shifting and can make it more difficult. now, i dont know if thats necessarily true or whatever but what am i supposed to do? i dont want to be in this shitty reality anymore. i dont even really care what dr i end up in. JUST LET ME SHIFT. take me to a dr ive thought about once and i’ll be happy just let it be anywhere far from here.
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