Drawtober Day 4

"Hide us from the wrath of the lamb"

"Meat is back on the menu"

"What a cunning boy you are"

"I don't intent Hannibal to be caught a second time"

"You found religion. Nothing more dangerous than that"

Some of my favourite Hannibal quotes in no specific order  

"Eat the rude"

"This is my design"

"It's 07:05 pm. I'm in Baltimore. My name is Will Graham"

"Save yourself, kill them all"

"My compassion for you is inconvenient"

"You and I have begun to blur"

"Peter, is your social worker in that Horse?"

"W: I don't find you that interesting. H: You will"

"I don't want to kill you anymore, Dr. Lecter, not now that I find you finally interesting"

"Meat's back on the menu"

"Someday perhaps, that teacup will come together"

"I transformed my passion for anatomy into the culinary arts"

"I forgive you"

"You might want to crawl back in there, if you know what's good for you"

"Have you seen blood in the full moon. It appears quite black"

"Before we begin, you must all be warned, nothing here is vegetarian"

"Nothing here ... Is vegetarian" (Yes, its twice)

"Did you just smell me?"

"It's beautiful"

"Bonsoir"

"That may have been impulsive"

"It makes us tastier"

"It isn't really smart to piss off a guy who thinks about killing for a living"

"See. This is all I ever wanted for you, Will. For both of us."

"You dropped your forgiveness, Will"

"If I saw you every day forever, Will, I would remember this time."

"Going my way?"

"Hello, I love your work"

"I'm not interested in a pissing contest with you, Doctor Lecter"

"The same unfortunate aftershave"

"Eat your nose then"

"I have to eat him"

"W: You called us murdered husbands. F: You did run off to Europe together"

"I believe that's what people call a mic drop"

"I'm not fortunate fool. I am yours"

"H: Stay with me. W: Where else would I go?"

"I never known myself as well as I know myself when I'm with him"

"I like the smell of urinal cake"

"It's nice to have some friends for dinner"

"I would like to have your wife for dinner"

"When do you deliver your wife to my dinner table?"

Nothing on this planet can convince me that he wasn't a natural born killer. He's fucking smiling, enjoying the blood on his hands, even in his mouth. And then he looks up at Hannibal, as if he's finally seeing him in a new light: he's behind the veils with Hannibal now, and for good.

I feel such deep love and hatred towards Hannibal as a show.

I love it for all that it is; as it in tails all that i love. All the psychological aspects, the duality, the gruesomeness, the love, the art, the brutality, the beauty, the religious aspects. All that you can read between the lines of dialogue, filled with metaphors and ethical dilemas. Everything has a meaning.

I hate it for all the same reasons. It's too perfect, too endearing, too addictive; it will always make me wish for more, another season, another scene.

I think about its beauty daily. I wake up happy to have ever been able to lay my eyes upon such masterpiece, and fall asleep sad that i'll never be able to experience it for the first time again. And the fact that it, as a show, was supposed to be much longer, makes me feel hollow.

This show has made me feel such a range of emotions, only for it to strip me away from them.

It shows a love so raw that you can feel its heart beating in your hand. It is about our great desire to be understood. We all want to be understood, loved for all our darkest parts. Just like they love each other

And there won't ever be anything alike, no media could strive to be as good. The only way i have found solace in this, is through fanfics, works made with the same love shared between the characters. Only the fans can truly appreciate its glory, and with it, they can replicate it.

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And that is exactly what that show wants you to feel, cause that is what Will and Hannibal feel for each other. They can't survive separation, they will always be in constant need of each other.

I am sorry for being too poetic, i will forever miss them, and they will always live in my mind. I could talk about them for hours if anyone would care to listen.

I just verified my Ao3 account (haven't even published anything) and i've been hit with a fever

I feel the Ao3 curse has hit me prematurely

OMG OMG OMG OMG

Meow (Will is next)

Things I think happened during season two's therapy sessions/date nights we didn't get to see:

- Fucking, tbh.

- Sleepovers. We see scenes where they are drinking wine and it's raining and dark out, maybe some nights it was too late or the rain or snow was bad so H told Will to stay. He probably left early, maybe even before H woke up, but it could've happened okay??

- H telling Will about Mischa and his parents. We know Will knows more about Mischa because Chiyoh asks him something and he answers like he knows the story, so H told him and the "I let you know me, see me" was waaay too raw so yeah, 100% he opened his heart out to Will about the whole thing. I think Will also told H about his childhood.

- Casual talks about random shit. I bet Will changed the aftershave, or not but I bet they revived that conversation. Or about food preparation, preferences, too, I just know H wanted to know Will's favorite everythings.

- Little touches. Come on, H tucking a lose curl in those fireplace, wine nights? It happened. Will delicately touching H's lower back as he passed by a smaller space.

i keep seeing ppl talk about a fic like this, and i think it's a sign for how my fanfic should go

Hannigram fic idea: post fall, they don't fight each other over forgiveness, past events, Abigail or uncertainty over their feelings for each other.

They'll have to prove fate that they are going to stick together and never let go, though, even if their hands are bleeding.

Radiohead is so them

I believe Abigail was a representation of a the possibility of a "normal" life for Will and Hannibal, together.

Like, i agree with some people in the thought that they had more of a connection with what she represented, than who she was. The thought of them being together.

Don't get me wrong i do feel like they had a connection with her (Hannibal cause she reminds him of Misha, and Will cause she brings his paternal side). But she was nothing more than a gift, in Hannibal's eyes. Something to give to Will, if he followed him to this life, or to take away if he felt betrayed.

So her death is even more meaningful if you think that it's basically Hannibal saying "If you can't have this life with me, then you can't have this life with anyone else". She dies, and their normal life dies with, like the stag did.

Will tried to keep her alive, cause he wanted that life. But he had been too late to that realization, the realization that he picked Hannibal. And Hannibal took that as him picking Jack

Will hallucinating Abigail was more of him trying to understand why he wanted to go after a man that had done so much harm to him, and to others. He found it hard to accept the fact he wanted to be/ become a terrible man.

Also,, I don't think she would survive a family life with them, she would die in Will's or maybe in Hannibal's hands (possibly as a show how devoted they are to each other, willing to kill).

Because no person can survive their relationship if not themselves.

So yeah, in all probabilities, Abigail (Father's joy), was destined to die in her father's arms, it was just a matter of which one.

My bad guys almost missed a day… I drew Willoughby… He was very hard to draw but the photo was so pretty (it was a photo of Hugh but let’s just pretend it’s Will). Also Hannibal doing that deer lick thing to him at the bottom… (I referenced this silly deer image) Happy late birthday to me… (I’m 20 now uh oh)