Regulusatacarnival - 𝖑𝖎𝖙𝖙𝖑𝖊 𝕶𝖎𝖓𝖌

you're not just misinterpreting the characters, you're misinterpreting the entire story because you're thick in the head. once again i have to bear the burden of having every correct opinion in the world.

Sirius is wearing a Japanese inspired outfit to single him out but also because I managed to create a whole backstory in my head that I will hopefully share as a mini comic 🖤

An illustration based on Edgar Allan Poe‘s short story “Ligeia”

I absolutely love this artist’s styling. All art by Irenhorrors on deviant art featuring the Blacks, the Lestrange clan and the Malfoys

just thinking about how reg reacted when peter sat down for his first deatheater meeting.

OG drama queen Sirius Black

Sirius and Remus, in the poetry of Richard Siken;

Tell me how all this, and love too, will ruin us.

There are so many things I’m not allowed to tell you. I touch myself, I dream. Wearing your clothes or standing in the shower for over an hour, pretending that this skin is your skin, these hands your hands…

I swallow your heart and it crawls right out my mouth. You swallow my heart and flee.

There are many names in history but none of them are ours.

All I can do is stand on the curb and say Sorry about the blood in your mouth. I wish it was mine. I couldn’t get the boy to kill me, but I wore his jacket for the longest time.

And maybe a mouth sounds idiotic when it blathers on about joy but tell me you love this, tell me you’re not miserable.

Tell me we’re dead and I’ll love you even more.

I want to tell you this story without having to confess anything.

I’m sorry I came to your party and seduced you and left you bruised and ruined.

You see, I take the parts that I remember and stitch them back together to make a creature that will do what I say or love me back.

Love, for you, is larger than the usual romantic love. It’s like a religion. It’s terrifying.

I said my arms are very long and your head’s on fire. I said kiss me here and here and here and you did.

In these dreams it’s always you: the boy in the sweatshirt the boy on the bridge, the boy who always keeps me from jumping off the bridge.

You are a fever I am learning to live with.

I don’t really blame you for being dead but you can’t have your sweater back.

Makes a cathedral, him pressing against me, his lips at my neck, and yes, I do believe his mouth is heaven, his kisses falling over me like stars.

You, the moon. You, the road. You, the little flowers by the side of the road.

You’re in a car with a beautiful boy, and you’re trying not to tell him that you love him, and you’re trying to choke down the feeling, and you’re trembling,  but he reaches over and he touches you,  like a prayer for which no words exist, and you feel your heart taking root in your body, like you’ve discovered something you don’t even have a name for.

Here I am leaving you clues. I am singing now while Rome burns. We are all just trying to be holy. (My applejack, my silent night, just mash your lips against me.)

does regulus listen to weezer

notes on self hurt, Katie Maria