:Author’s Note:
:Author’s Note:
A little something that I have been hesitant and a little shy to share, but this is a fic that I wrote a few months ago at this point, and since the Khori angst comic that I teased a few weeks ago is taking longer than I thought, I decided to treat ya’ll Khori enjoyers with a little something while waiting for the finished comic.
I wanted to write a fic like this in the first place because we needed a Khan breakdown in the show (in my opinion at least), and I basically said, “Fine. I’ll do it myself~! >:3”
(This is more of a self indulgent character study if anything lol)
By the way, a little disclaimer; if the formatting, wording, or pacing seems a little off in some spots, that’s because I was VERY rusty at the time of writing this. I was just starting to get back into the rhythm of writing fics properly after not writing anything for a REALLY long time.
I hope y’all enjoy reading this fic as much as I loved writing it!!
ENJOY!!! >:]]
Breaking Point
A Khori (Khan x Nori) one shot
This story is intended to take place sometime after Episode 8 (post-canon). The Doorman’s are finally living together as a family again, and Nori has a new body now! :DD
TRIGGER/CRINGE WARNING : emotional breakdown, angst, hurt/comfort, implied self hatred, self blame, implied low self esteem, implied lack of healthy coping mechanisms/skills, repression of emotions, bottling up emotions
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Nori and Uzi are having a mother-daughter conversation and Khan is observing the interaction from afar.
Khan is analyzing Nori and Uzi’s expressions— Nori is smiling wider than he’s ever seen, and Uzi is genuinely laughing. He hasn’t seen Uzi laugh like that since… forever.
Khan tries to ignore the scene, but he can’t seem to look away. He slowly walked out of the room.
Nori was happily giggling until she sensed that something in the room was off.
Nori turned her head to look at the spot where Khan was previously standing— he wasn’t there anymore. Nori’s brows furrowed.
Uzi noticed that Nori was partially turned away.
“…What’s wrong, mom?” Uzi asks.
Nori snaps out of blankly staring into nothing and realizes Uzi was talking to her.
“Oh! Uh, N-Nothing. I um…” Nori replies with a reassuring smile on her face.
She glances at the doorway to the other room— which was a very small living area. She turns back to Uzi.
“I’ll be.. right back…” Nori says.
Uzi is confused, but she doesn’t want to question it any further.
“Uh… okay.” She says.
Uzi is of course clueless as to what exactly is the problem, but she does know that Nori doesn’t stop everything like that for no reason. Whatever is going on, it can’t be something good.
Nori pops in on the side of the doorway. She sees Khan sitting quietly on one side of the couch in the small room sitting with his arms crossed— he looked distraught.
“Hey.” Nori calls.
Khan looks up.
“What’s wrong?” Nori asks.
Khan looks back down.
“It’s nothing.” He says.
Nori lifts an unamused eyebrow.
“So you’re totally fine when you suspiciously just left the room silently and now you’re sitting here in the opposite room lookin’ sad?” She asks.
Khan doesn’t respond and instead nervously glances up at Nori but then immediately looks away.
Nori is not buying it.
“Pff. Yeah, right.”
She walks over to sit next to Khan.
“Alright, what’s going on with you?”
Khan sighs before he responds.
“Why did you come back?”
Nori raises a brow.
“Because I care about you and Uzi? Frickn’ duh!”
Nori thought that her teasing would faze Khan at least slightly, but he still stayed silent. He turned further away. Khan was not in the mood for jokes.
Nori switches to a more serious tone.
“I realized that Uzi still needs me. And it was selfish of me to not come back until now.”
She scooched closer to Khan.
“Uzi still loves me, and I still love her.”
Nori pauses. Her expression softens.
“I came back because…”
She reached to gently hold Khan’s hand.
“I still love you.”
Khan was looking up at Nori but he quickly looked back down. He pulled his hand away.
“You shouldn’t..” Khan said.
Nori’s brows furrowed.
“Why..?”
She asked with a frown.
Khan tensed up.
“Because I’m a fraud…”
His voice was almost a whisper. He could barely be heard.
“What did you say-?”
Nori asked, but she was abruptly cut off.
“I SAID I’M A FRAUD!” Khan blurted out.
Nori flinched at Khan’s sudden outburst.
“Do you not understand?! I’m a horrible person!
I literally left you and Uzi for dead in some way shape or form. And do you know what my excuse was?! I blamed it on the Murder Drones!
Can’t you see?! I only care about myself! I blame all of my problems on everything but myself!
…I never deserved Uzi. I never deserved you. …I made you and Uzi’s lives a living hell. All I’ve done for both of you is make your lives unnecessarily harder.
All I am is a pathetic coward who would rather run away from their problems instead of solving them.”
Khan paused for a short moment.
“…When I saw you two laughing together, and.. being genuinely happy, it… made me see that… I can’t make Uzi happy even if I try.
I should have been the one in your place, Nori. You and Uzi would have been better off without me. …I’m sorry.”
Khan went silent again like nothing happened.
“Khan…”
Nori said.
“I know that you’ve made mistakes. But…”
She reached to hold Khan’s hand.
“That doesn’t make up who you are.
We have all done something stupid in our lives at least once.”
She humorously snorted.
“I know I have. Don’t beat yourself up about it. You set way too big of standards for yourself.
You tend to bite off more than you can chew. Trust me, I’ve seen you do that many times before.
Cut yourself some slack. I think you’ve been through enough emotional burnout for one whole week.
The whole point I'm trying to make is that..”
Nori paused for a moment. She held Khan’s hand tightly around her palms.
“You don’t need to be perfect for me to love you.”
Khan was finally fazed.
Nori continued.
“You have good intentions. You have shown me things in myself that I would have never seen if you did not come into my life. And I am incredibly grateful for that.”
Nori lowered her voice to make it sound as comforting as possible.
“You are an amazing person, Khan. And I want you to know that.”
Khan was shaken by Nori’s words.
“I..”
Nori smiled as tears formed in her eyes.
Khan’s entire body began to tremble and he panted heavily. He clutched onto his chest, and pulled his other hand away.
Khan held the side of his head. A warning symbol flashed on his visor in the place of his left eye that said, “REPRESSED EMOTIONS UNSTABLE”. His frantic panting turned into whimpering. He tilted his head down and sobbed.
Nori’s eyes hollowed for a few moments. She fully turned herself towards Khan and immediately pulled him close to her.
Khan sobbed in Nori’s arms as she gently rubbed his back.
Khan hasn’t cried like this in a very long time. He has been hiding his true emotions for way too long at this point. It was about time he broke down.
Both stayed in each other’s arms for a while. Khan eventually slowed down his sobs. He leaned against Nori’s chest, tears still streaming down his visor.
Khan blinked slowly. He looked, and felt, completely defeated. He felt like he didn’t have any energy left to cry anymore. He was exhausted— physically and emotionally.
Nori had her hand gently resting on top of his head.
“Are you okay now?” Nori asked.
“I…”
Khan paused.
“No… I-I’m not…” His voice wavered.
Khan sat up and wiped the tears from his visor. He crossed his arms against his midriff. His eyes slowly drifted away from Nori’s gaze, and he turned his head away.
“Hey.”
Nori gently turned Khan’s head towards her.
“You matter. Never forget that.”
Khan sniffed. He finally cracked a small smile.
Nori smiled back. She fully embraced Khan. He actually hugged Nori back this time. Both stayed in each other's arms.
“Nori…?” Khan mumbled.
“Yeah?” Nori replied softly.
Khan lifted his head to look into Nori’s eyes.
“Thank you.”
Nori smiled. “You’re welcome.”
She gently grabbed either side of Khan’s face and gave him a small kiss.
Khan flinched as he felt his core whir in surprise. He was blushing so hard he thought he was going to overheat.
Nori didn’t say anything else. She just smiled.
Khan finally snapped out of his flustered trance and leaned back into Nori’s arms.
Both held each other close.
Fin~
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:Authors Note #2:
If you have made it to this point,
THANK YOU SO MUCH FOR READING!! :DDD
By the way, it wasn’t mentioned in the story, but after Nori paused the conversation, Uzi decided to just end the convo there and go her separate way lol.
I was just too lazy to describe anything further without accidentally making the sequence too long or making the pacing seem stiff and awkward lmao-
Much love to y’all! <3
-ruf >:3
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Woahhh random style improvement compared to my last Murder Drones drawings. 👀👀👀
It is currently 3am where I am rn. I need to go to sleep. 💀
Bye lol.
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Something I drew last night.
Wanted to post this cause I’m really proud of it.
Idk, I had a random idea of a scenario of Amanda learning how to control her demon form and being able to summon it at will.
Partly took inspiration from Eda finding out how to control her Harpy form. (Talking about a character from The Owl House btw lol)
Also something I feel like I want to explain; she looks surprised/shocked here cause she wasn’t expecting it to work.
Basically Amanda experimenting with the form— seeing what she can and can’t do.
Uhh.. anyway- enjoy the drawing i guess lol- 🤠
Oh, how time passes 💕 Looks like someone's got their kiddo upgrade!
Gonna be a few months of clumsiness while her systems get used to the new body, but she'll be right as rain in no time
Hehe just wanna say I love your pfp! I’m such a simp for Khan xD (and Thad and N but Khan is my number one for sure :3)
When I was thinking of a new pfp, I was like-
“ykw?? Imma use one of my favorite Khan screenshots.”
Which is this one lol;
Also thank you!! Hehe 😈💞💞💞‼️‼️ /gen
I’m bored again so imma explain my SaD light ending continuation/au.
TRIGGER/CRINGE WARNING: This story will contain a little bit of swearing and A LOT of angst, hurt and comfort.
This story only focuses on Springtrap and Harry. The main story line will be focussing on Springtrap moving on from the events of the story in the original comic. It will probably not have that many chapters but I’ll try to add as many as possible.
DISCLAIMER: Deliah and Nick are not going to be included in the story. Their side of the story has basically come to a close so I won’t be continuing it any further. Why? Because I don’t want to.
•Character info•
ANOTHER DISCLAIMER: All of the personality traits for the characters are based off of head cannons or theory’s from analysis.
Springtrap
Like I said in this post, Springtrap is depressed from losing Deliah’s friendship. Just like in the light ending in the original comic, Springtrap agreed to stay at Harry’s house instead. Over time, Springtrap became extremely sensitive and very anxious all the time. He has breakdowns more often, and his abandonment issues and self esteem gradually got worse. He lost all confidence in himself and is basically always crying. All his life he has never shown any sort of weakness to anyone, so he is especially embarrassed about crying in front of someone. He constantly hides his emotions and shuts down a lot.
•Personality•
Even though it obviously doesn’t seem like it, but he secretly is a very big goofball and can have a sassy attitude at times. He does get angry and frustrated very easily though. He has a very small amount of ADHD but was never treated or acknowledged for it when he was alive. (Don’t ask how that works lmfao. This is fnaf logic we’re talking about here. Half of the actual fnaf lore technically doesn’t make sense anyway)
His text will look like this when he talks.
Harry
Harry is very worried about Springtrap and wants to help him. (I don’t really know why he cared so much in the first place in the original comic but I’m just gonna roll with it lmao) He’s not much of a comforting type, but he tries his best to calm Springtrap down during a panic attack or a breakdown.
•Personality•
He has a very chill personality. When he’s really excited or happy about something he does his usual thing of acting cool about it. He doesn’t really like to show off the other side of his personality, but when he does, he can be sarcastic and a bit of a smart aleck when he jokes around.
His text will look like this when he talks.
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Would anyone even read this story anyway?? I don’t even know if I’m gonna post it on tumblr yet, but really want to though so I guess I will. It’ll probably be on my Wattpad too if I get the chance to post it there. (I’m really sorry for some reason I can’t figure out how to share my Wattpad account so I can get the link. If I find out how later I will link it) I am aware that I can post it on AO3, but I don’t have an account there and I don’t want one.
Thank you for reading this.
Uh- It’s currently midnight. I literally started writing this post at like 9 O’clock tonight. This took way too long lmao.
“It was embarrassing, resorting to such primal threat displays to get N to back away from her, but right now, she couldn’t care less. J felt cornered, trapped, like some kind of animal. A scared, pathetic, disgusting animal.”
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