“Whatever You Do, Good Or Bad, People Will Always Have Something Negative To Say.”

choices made in anger is such a crazy image. if you know what i'm talking about

Back from another mental health crisis that lasted a month.

if you *really* want to try and understand psychosis, I always offer the experience of dreaming.

Almost everyone on the planet dreams, and I find it to be a perfect comparison for psychosis... Anything can happen in a dream and you don't question it. This is your reality. If you're suddenly an astronaut, you don't typically question it. If there's suddenly a dragon, you don't typically question it. A monster can crawl out of the bushes or a stranger can appear in your house. Anyone can be someone they're not. Danger can come from anywhere. A pleasant dream can easily become a nightmare.

The only difference is that you wake up in the morning and it's over. And most people don't judge you for it. When you "wake up" from psychosis, there's often shame and people judge you.

"ERM you follow this person who interacted with this person who reblogged from this person who is friends wit-"

my sibling in Christ do something productive with your time. draw, jerk off. do SOMETHING!!!

I'm sorry to all my friends old and new and loved ones I didn't mean to turn out insane and irksome or bothersome. I wish I had been able to keep my reputation when my last relationship ended. I've done so much I wish I hadn't. It'll never be okay or the same.

Will you commit to this path?

bpd culture is binge eating bc u subconsciously hope its gonna fill the emptiness, u know it wont but ur desperate

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you do not miss them btw. you miss the version of them you created in your head to which they never lived up to