Sadjapes - Japes

More feeling like I don't belong anywhere after my treatments. Feeling inadequate, incompetent and so on.

It's all my fault in the end isn't it.

computers, spirals, general tech.

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“Relationships are like glass. Sometimes it’s better to leave them broken than to hurt yourself trying to put them back together.”

— Unknown

“Don’t allow someone to treat you poorly just because you love them.”

— Unknown

Never thought I'd be 33 and ruin all my friendships and relationships while dealing with my mental illness. Wish I could explain what it's like to people when you lose your ability to function in reality during an episode of psychosis.

Socially I've ruined myself by being insane and having bpd like symptoms and now I'm just rotting inside while snacking like crazy and I'm not sure how you're supposed to be after electroshock therapy but I'm definitely not the same anymore. I can't hold conversations or anything like that without them being horribly awkward.